this is a message fer you. you're a freak, you're a loser, you're an asshole, you're all i can't imagine. you're a moron, an idiot, shit face. you're a bitch. you are the first who mixed with me, you are the one who got influenced by me. and why? you have nothing, you've got nothing. no sense of humour, NOTHING!! you think you're cool, when you're not. you think you're pretty, when you're not. all i ever wanted to say to you was that, you suck. oh, did i mention you've got stinky feet? No? ok. your feet stink. i walk beside you, yuck, what's that smell? i sniff ard and find out. oh. it's just you. as usual. you're NOT cute. but you act cute. that sense of humour? everything, all jokes, all nonsence, you take from me and improvise. that is SO pirated. i spoke to you on the fone today. all you could say was " she's two timing me!" oh please! stop saying that. it's very irritating. please find out if she's treating you as her wife. dont anyhow say without clarifying. my bro made noises in the background, you said " ask him shut up." and "your bro sucks" excuse me!! how and where did you get tht kind of shit guts to say that?! how rude can you get?! you. i know you're sad that you didn't get the promo. but you so DO NOT have to tell the whole world. who ask you injured your leg? obviously, no one!! please!! your file. the picture. "chio bu not? chio bu rite? " okay~ people go " oh my. look like you" your head get so big till it can explode anytime. neck gets so long i think yu can go join the zoo. STOP showing her to people. go show your dog or cat. i'm fine with it.you see your crush. you see her and you go " my crush! my crush" and start hitting me so hard i felt my vessels going to burst. relax. i know i'm like tht too. but not so cho loh. oh and my crush. you're making me jealous. dont tell me you crush her. i'll puke. you think you've got temper? hello?! you are NOT the only one! you think i dont?! WAKE UP!! i ask you question, nicely. you reply. "i dont know lah!! " aye!! i'm trash arh? please. i can do better. your ex. i support her, not you. you see her bue song. i think she see you bue song. it's either boys or gals. you pick. please!! dont think your piano is 'piang(3)' so? i dont care. you dont even know how to play twinkle twinkle little star. your laughter. dont think it's contagious. nope. it just sounds wet. you laugh when i dont and when i laugh. cool. stop following me. one word. IRRITATING!! do NOT praise yourself. you think cutting yourself, wow, so cool. whoa. LAME!! end up getting in trouble. or maybe you think it attracts attebtion. oh please. you dont have to act like some grug addict or sadist or some kind of self-abuser. for PW. i hate the way you act cute. open your eyes so big like you blind liddat. argh. that's it. i hate you.

long time not been blogging le. well anyway. guess what ? our school teachers found out that our girls have been blogging and using vulgaraties and insulting other schools. hmm. what can i say ? i cant be bothered. i mean. they have no right to actually control us. you know. they dont even let some girls wear sports bra. what logic is this ? this is totally crap. i mean. even the type of bra you wanna control ? please. i think samantha is right. she says the school is soon gonna control the size of our br****s. please loh. this is so crappified. why dont our school just make their own bra and panties ? so like all of the school girls can wear the same. which is quite stupid. well. anyway. i hate school. i dont care if the teachers are reading this now. you cant control me. oh yeah. and tht girl who told the teachers about the blog. you watch out. i'm gonna find you. thks for bao dou-ing us. argh. exams are coming. i dont want to study. i'm SOOO angry. this week's been boring. obviously. well. i hope next week is better. like more lively and stuff. crap. i miss my classmates already. why ?? why ?? argh. so totally pissed. oh yeah. Jorinda sucks. to the core. totally. way to the core. argh. argh. argh. i'm trying to calm down but i cant. the weather's part to blame. argh. man. i'd better stop. argh !!!!!!

and here's something i wrote for you.

It's all so ironic the things that you think
You preface them all with a nod and a wink
The clothes that you wear and the words that you speak
You're so fucking clever, you're tongues in your cheek
You stand on the sidelines and shit on it all
never getting involved 'cause you might take the fall
Your apathy hides the fact that you're scared
of expressing opinions or showing you care
The irony is that you totally suck
You can look down on me and I don't give a fuck
'Cause I hate assholes who hide behind fashion
Who live life devoid of emotion or passion
All style and no substance, you're flesh without bone
Another footsoldier in an army of clones
So fuck your snide ways and your snotty asides
I fucking hate you and all of your kind
You..
I hate you
you.

today. whoa. sucks. i was SOOO bored at home. and guess what ? i cut my hair. wth. i must be out of my mind. i cut it short and i mean short. i look like some shitified nerd. i think i cut off about 6 cm of my hair. argh. i dare not go to school on monday. people will think i'm some new comer. whtever. i hope SHE does not see me. please. i pray hard now. ppl might mistaken me for someone else cuz my hairstyle looks like hers. i hope she does not misunderstand. hmm. anyway. this week didnt have time to come online. my DEAREST father didnt let me. selfish. this week sucks. in school teacher, all she does is just scold scold scold. kick peeps out of class just because she wears ear sticks. quite bo liao rite ?? argh. everyone's afraid of her now. she changed alot. i dont know why. maybe she got PMS ba. who knows. hope monday her mood will get better loh. if not we all die confirm. somemore monday is double period. confirm die le. haiz. oh yeah. stewpid hwee bing. think she's so cool. wth. our whole class hates her. wahliao. she stinks and act cute. pengx. sometimes i just feel like boxing her. sometimes i feel like kicking her. sometimes i feel like screaming at her. sometimes i feel like slapping her. sometimes i feel... oh i'll stop. call herself an environmentalist. my foot. anyway. i dont know what to do now. rene break with jamie le. wahahahaha. good for them. argh. she just sucks can. she acts cute, acts cool, thinks she's the one with the bad temper. i think i'm the one. everyday she only know how to shout at me. crazy. confirm monday she will come to school with her stoopid bad mood face to school. whatever rene !!! argh.

whoa. today was like so tiring. went school. then had lessons and blah. i cannot forgive sylvia for letting HER know that crush her. NEVER EVER. after school. i was practically panicking. i cannot stop thinking of what happened yestd and i'm gonna see her again today. i sat in my seat and prayed for time to slow down. seems like fate was NOT on my side. time passed like. whoosh !!! gone. NAPHA was starting sooo soon. in the canteen, i coulnt eat neither could i drink. all i could do was blab about what happened yestd to ppl who have not heard. sorry for yakking away. i went with mummy and peiqing to primary school to practice for the NAPHA thingy. then after all that. went to school again. fair li and wei wen fighting again loh. hopeless. saw miss lee and she talked to us. she is SOOO funny. NAPHA going to start le. i was scared. oh and why ?? because. SHE was going to be helping out in the NAPHA test and i do NOT plan to see HER at all. but i cannot hide from her. test started and i just went on with it. was doing okae when i came to HER station. i saw HER and SHE saw me. SHE spotted me and kept looking back at me. but i was SOOO lucky. when it was my turn, SHE was gone. i was so relieved. miss lee was my timer. so the rest of the test went well. yup. i hope SHE doesnt hate me. went home with evan. she came my house for fun. basically to slack. but we didnt do anything fun. so boring she just inspected and ransacked my things. lol. sent her to MRT station. on my way back. saw weiwen, samantha and pearlyn. talked awhile and then i had to leave. walking away. they kept screaming "BYE BYE BYE BYE !!!!!! " quite embarrassing uh. even when i was like 10 miles away. their voices seem so bombastic. haha. very funny. thanks for your enthusiasm guys. well done.

long time not been blogging .. anyway .. i didn't really enjoy myself these few days .. except for the REW time .. it's like so cool .. loved the 2nd day's REW .. like some kind of pub we're in and all that .. yeah .. my friends and i were like singing together and all tht crap .. quite fun though .. hmm .. oh yeah .. got this time .. evan and i stayed back to study for cience test the next day .. so i wanted to study in the canteen but evan dont wanna .. then we went library .. go library le .. saw audrey ferng .. omg .. bad timing .. she scolding the girls .. then she ... whoa.. i dont wanna tok about it .. erm .. so we couldnt take it .. left the library .. went canteen to study .. then i saw sylvia .. tok to her and all .. it so happened tht SHE was in the canteen too .. so we went to the toilet .. coming back we saw HER and i was like 'oh shit' .. this stupid sylvia went " evan call HER i wanna see her face leh .. " evan was quite reluctant but sylvia pushed her to HER .. then evan shouted " eh SHE .. got alot of ppl crush you eh " syl and i ran off .. evan came with HER friend .. called my name and then they laughed .. oh shit .. after thAt .. in the canteen .. all HER friends knew and they were practically suan-ning me .. in an indirect way .. argh .. i'm like so embarressed can .. whoa .. how ?????