argh. school's gonna start after tomorrow. argh. shit lah. i hate it lots. oh and guess what. i cut my hair shorter. i look like some crappified ah lian. haha. bad joke. hmm. anyway. i hope i can finish my homework by tomorrow. and i need a new wallet lah. my existing wallet all chao tah loh. hmm. how? where can i get a nice wallet? OP? Roxy? hmm. no idea. bwahahaha!! anyway. i dont wanna go back to school lah. got 2 new teacher. hmm. or is it 3?? wth. dont want leh. argh. pissed leh. hmm. well. what to do? who ask me born late. haha. not funny. *serious* tomorrow going to get new uniform. staying at home to finish or maybe rush through my homework ba. argh. i hate my hair. looks like shit leh. argh. i wish i could stop doing that. okay. i feel like tearing this keyboard apart. so i better stop.

LAYER ONE: What is your..?
-- Name: rozandee.
-- Birth date:290390
-- Birthplace: Mount E.
-- Current Location: Hougang.
-- Eye Color: brown.
-- Hair Color: black.
-- Height: 1.61
-- Right handed or Left handed: right.
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LAYER TWO:
-- Heritage: chinese.
-- Weakness: no idea.
-- Biggest fears: to die.
-- Your perfect pizza: hawaiian.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: pass all my subs.
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LAYER THREE: Your…?
-- Most overused phrase(s): whatever.
-- Thoughts first waking up: what's happening today?
-- Best physical feature: how would i know?
-- Usual bedtime: ard 12 plus.
-- Most missed memory: when i was young.
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LAYER FOUR: Preferences..?
-- Pepsi or Coke: coke.
-- McDonald's or Burger King: BK.
-- Single or group dates: group.
-- Lipton Iced Tea or Nestea: Lipton.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate.
-- Cappuccino or Latte: Cappuccino.
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LAYER FIVE: Do you…?
-- Smoke: no.
-- Sing: yes.
-- Take a shower every day: duh.
-- Have a crush(es): maybe.
-- Think you've been in love: nope.
-- Like high school: never.
-- Want to get married: yeah.
-- Believe in yourself: totally.
-- Get motion sickness: ?? nope.
-- Think you're attractive: err...
-- Think you're a health freak: sometimes.
-- Get along with your parents: yeah.
-- Like thunderstorms: never.
-- Play an instrument: yes.
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LAYER SIX: In the past month, you’ve…?
-- Drank alcohol: nope.
-- Gone on a date: nope.
-- Gone to the mall: yes.
-- Eaten sushi: yeah.
-- Been on stage: no.
-- Been dumped: nope.
-- Gone skating: no.
-- Shoplifted: err...
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope.
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LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: ard 23.
-- Numbers and Names of Childrens: haven't thought yet.
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: along the beach with white roses.
-- How do you want to die: a peaceful death.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? maybe a teacher.

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LAYER NINE: In yourself, you would want…?
-- Best eye color: hazelnut.
-- Best hair color: brunette.
-- Short or long hair: long.
-- Height: ard 1.7 there.
-- Weight: just right.
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LAYER TEN: List the number of:
-- Drugs taken illegally: no idea.
-- People I trust with my life: 3.
-- CDs that I own: dont bother counting.
-- Piercings: 2.
-- Tattoos: none.
-- Times my name has appeared in the newspaper? never.
-- Scars on my body: 3. eww.
-- Things in my past that I regret: i dont want to talk about it.

i am not: some alien from outer space.

i am hurt: because YOU did it.

i love: chocolates of every kind.

i hate: things with more than two legs.

i fear: cockroaches.

i hope: the world is peaceful.

i crave: for cold weather in singapore.

i regret: being YOUR friend.

i cry: because YOU made me.

i care: not beacuse YOU care.

i always: talk bad about people.

i long: for YOU to get out of my face.

i feel alone: without my handphone.

i listen: to the radio.

i hide: when i'm playing hide and seek.

i sing: when i'm feeling very happy.

i dance: when i feel like dancing.

i write: when i have to do a lit assignment.

i breathe: in fresh air and let out dirty air.

i miss: the way i used to smile at my enemies.

i search: for a new world to live in.

i learn: new things when i am being taught how.

i feel: like i'm alone in this world.

i know: all i'm saying is crap.

i wonder: whether i'll die peacefully.

i say: what's in my head most of the time.

i succeed: in treating my enemies like enemies.

i fail: in treating my friends like friends.

i wish: to live in a world with no war and everyone's living in harmony.

i'm here! siao. hmm. today's really boring. oh yeah. school's gonna reopen le. i don't want leh. argh. hmm. i haven't even finish my homework yet. i'm SO going to die. argh. what am i going to do? haiz. i need to do literature, finish a wee bit of maths, do chinese, do my dnt folio, do science. wahliao. how to finish all these within *counts with fingers* 3 days? i'm dead. totally dead. i think sunday i dont go church can ready. hmm. i dont even know how to do the dnt folio. some people don't even know must do. oh man. i'm so going to die le. hmm. well. just gotta live with it ba. hmm. just really hope i can finish the homework by school reopen. hmm. just now charmaine didn't want to go out. crazy leh she. if i can go out, i jump for joy. but she cry leh. siao. cry like hell. she keep saying " i don't want to go." then we all talk her into going. the reason she don't want to go? scared of boys. lol. she very cute leh. haha. but she's gone le. hmm. so now i veh bored come online blog. so sian leh. i dont wanna go back to school. i need to cut my hair again. get new stuff. only 3 days to do all those. argh. i hate life. oh. i need to go shopping for new boardshorts. but i no time!!! *screams* i wish i didn't need to go back to school. school sucks lah. angry now. quite angry. so i think i better stop wait i wreck the whole key board. peace ya'll.

ANGER section.
> do you have a quick temper?: yes.
> what do you do when you're mad?: act rude to people.
> what's the worst thing you've done when you
were mad?: punch someone in the stomach. *ouch*
> if you can take back time, would you have never done this?:yeah.
> ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: yes.
> ever psyhically hurt someone when you were mad?: i just told you.
> do you curse when you're mad?: sometimes.

CRYING section.
> when was the last time you really cried your
heart out?: in feb.
> ever cried yourself to sleep?: doesnt everyone?
> ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yes.
> ever cried over the opposite sex?: no.
> do you cry when you get an injury?: if it hurts, yes.
> do certain songs make you cry?: *nods*
> can you make yourself cry?: yes.

PAIN section.
> what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: deciding on the right clothes to wear.
> do you inflict pain on yourself?: nope.

HAPPY section

> are u usually a happy person? yeah.
> what can make you happy?: a good joke.
> do you wish you were happier?: never thought abt it.
> what makes you the happiest?: myself.
> can music make you happy?: yeah.

LOVE section.

> did you ever love a person, tell them that,
and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: never.
> ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: never.
> has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yes.

HATE section.

> who do you actually hate?: ****g****.
> ever made a hit list?: no.
> have you ever been on a hit list?: how would i know?
> are you a mean bully?: maybe.
> do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: maybe.
> do you hate George Bush?: for what? siao.

SELF-ESTEEM section.

> is your self-esteem extremely low?: guess so.
> do you believe in yourself?: not always.
> ever wanted to kill yourself because you
thought you weren't good enough?: i don't think that far.
> are you happy with who are you?: then why am i here???

PAST
1. When were you born: 1990
2. Where were you born: singapore.
3. What was your first grade teacher's name: miss lim
4. What was your first pet's name: cant remember.
5. What was your worst accident (medical): fell down.
6. What was your favorite cartoon: tom and jerry.
7. Who was your first best friend: grace.
8. When was the first time you ever went on a
plane: hmm. when i was ard 5.
9. What was your favorite movie in the 2nd
grade : sorry. short term.
10. What used to be your favorite color: blue.
11. What was your favorite subject in the past: english.
12. Did you ever wet your pants at school: never.
13. Did you ever get sent to the principal?: yes. 14. Did you ever start a food fight: nope.
15. What was your worst fear: the dentist.
16. What was your favorite toy: kuti kuti.
17. Did you ever suck your thumb: when i was a baby.
yada yada yada...
PrEseNt..
21. What time is it: 18:08
22. What's the date: 22.06.2004
25. What is your favorite movie: have alot.
26. What is your favorite song: love songs from counting crows.
27. Do you have any pets: yeah.
28. If so what are their name: popi. = )
29. What is your favorite subject in school: english.
30. What color hair do you have: brown black.
31. What kind of music do you listen to: RAP, POP.
32. Do you still watch cartoons: yeah. normal what.
33. What is your favorite TV show: the simple life.
34. Do you get online often?: duh.
35. What's your worst fear: to die.
36. What's your favorite color: pink!!!
37. What state/province do you live in: my world.
38. What's your favorite type of food: anything my grandma cooks.

FUTURE

41. What do you want to be when you grow up: teacher.
42. Do you want to go to college: nope.
43. Do you want to get married: yes.
44. If so at what age : 22.
45. Do you want to have kids: guess so.
46. What kind of car do you want: jaguar.
47. At what age do you think you'll live to: not up to me to decide.
48. Where do you want to live when you're 35: new york.
49. What movie do you want to see next Saturday night: hmm. not sure.
50. What time do you think you will go to bed: ard 12.
51. Do you think you will have the same friends as you do now: yup. totally.
52. Do you think everyone will be jealous of you at your 10th high school reunion: what for???
53.Do you want to be president of the U.S: no.
54. Do you want to walk on the moon: nope.
55. Do you want to be famous: i'll think abt it.
56. What kind of house do you want to live in: hmm. a hse along the beach.

hmm. back after many many centuries. well. ITS THE LAST WEEK OF THE HOLIDAYS!!!!! argh. why? why so fast school gotta reopen??? hmm. gotta see that good for nothing person. argh. she sucks. hmm. went out shopping yestd with my family. whoa. so fun. shopped like hell. hahaha!!! bought about 3 to 4 tops. lol. walked like hell. yestd my feet hurt sooo much. ahahahaha!!! okay. im mad lah. and somethings wrong with the keyboard. screwd up. hmm. im happy. cause... my ***** didnt want to ****** me. ahahaha!! im happy like shit. hmm. except about going back to school casue ive not done my hmwk yet. gonna be dead. oh and tomorrow. im going to make sushi. cant wait. lol. wait i cannot go. haiz. just hope i can go. lol. okay. im getting bored now. yup. so i guess ive got to end now. yup. peace.

hmm. then on wed. just stayed home and slacked. yup. then got a phone call from dad. he call me and my bro to come down. he wants us to follow him to collect his new car. whoa. sorry. i'm super boasting here. but anyway. the car really nice. hmm. then on thurs. went to cousin hse again. wanted to go for a movie. so ard 4 plus. we left. shaun, nick, charmaine, aunt, bro & i. took a train to cinelesuire. hmm. then we went to buy movie ticks. wanted to watch that dumb jack neo movie. but changed our minds. nick bro and i watched agent cody banks. and shaun watched chronicles of riddick. hmm. aunt and charmaine went shopping. yup. hmm. then. went to eat sushi for dinner. whoa. eat like some pig. lol. crazy. then went for our show. hmm. was laughing like hell in the theatre. hmm. threw popcorn seeds as usual. hannah from S club kicked ass. lol. she's cool. hmm. after the show. went to arcade to play. watched bro and nick play. so mad. they were so close to winning. but they bothed lost. lol. then went home. yup. kinda fun lah. but i liked the movie. was cool.

FINALLY!!! i'm finally blogging. hmm. this week rawks. why? i don't know. i just feel like saying that. hmm. basically crapped ard the hse acting like some mad woman. had tution on monday. then tues. omg. rawks. i'm not saying for fun lah. really. tues went to cousin's hse. then waited formy aunt to clean up the hse before leaving. when we finally left. we took a taxi there. where? escape lah. then we walked to the counter. could get a discount if you scream real loud. nick and i felt super paiseh so my bro and charmaine only screamed. so we got the discount. then we went in to play. wanted to sir panasonic first but queue damn long. so we queued for rainbow. poor bro. too short. only nick and i went. never did i expect rainbow to be THAT fun. i was screaming like hell in there. kept landing on nick and vice versa. bet the guy beside me thinks that i'm a little screwd in the head. but... that's the way i am. so just went ard escape playing like hell. played until dinner time. went to eat. yup. then. went back to play again. oh yeah. the guy in charge of panasonic is freaking handsome. lol. i'm really crazy. hmm. played until we were being chased out of escape. lol. saw cassandra there. took rainbow with her twice. lol. i keep landing on her. she keep laughing. crazy man. but it was cool. way cool.

today. finally got to come online. today's the happiest day of my life. cause. hmm. i can't say. ahahaha!! okay. i'm really crazy. hmm. today had boring tution. super bored. oh yeah. and i bought a new hp. super nice. but its not really what i want. i wanna buy panasonic X70. yup. but i'm satisfied. hmm. i'm SOOO happy. lol. too excited le. yestd. went to church. stupid Jason nv tell me don't have any lessons. lucky rachel tell me. or i'd be that dumb person standing in front of class when no one arrives. haha. not funny. hmm. anyway. i cant believe ***** called ******** a pretty girl. super unbelievable. i was at the toilet bowl puking. disgusting. hmm. maybe i shld create an anti-******** blog. ahahahaha!! i'm just too evil. and i'm lovin' it. hmm. i'm gonna box jason. and i'm gonna kick kellie in the ass. they both not good leaders. waste my one and a half years listening to their crap. they don't even make any sense. hmm. anyway. they two not good lah. that's all i gotta say. hmm. people who took my quiz. mz. you were great! did you cheat or something? or did you know me too well? lol. hmm. other peeps. you were great too. yup. love you guys. hmm. i haven't even done my hmwk yet. i'm gonna die loh. hmm. and school's opening next-next week. argh. i dont wanna go back. i don't wanna study. argh. life sucks lah. tht's all.

Teasing and Taunting

Pulling pigtails. Name-calling. Sticking "Kick Me" signs on people's backs. These are just a few tricks of the teasing trade. Maybe you perfected these back in the day on the playground. Perhaps you just know how it's done. Either way, it's not like you pick on people every day, but when someone rubs you the wrong way, watch out!

A fan of the roast, you probably get a kick out of poking fun at people, and it doesn't hurt to know which buttons to push. While you know your friends well, knowing your enemies even better can help you bust their bubble with a one-two punch — only when necessary of course. After all, a little humility never hurt anyone.

i stole this from si hui's blog. cool right??



Heart of Crystal


What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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lol. hmm. sian man. well. stayed over at my cousin's hse for two nights. hahaha. been coming here alot this hols. but well.. who cares. lol. hmm. anyway. my cousin and her aunt went for church camp. yup. so it'll mean peace. lol. hmm. shit. tomorrow got tution. hmm. not fun lah. i just finished my hmwk last nite. rushed through the whole thing. but actually i still have one more day to do it. haiz. it's so cold. someone hold me. i'm shivering. well. i don't know what to say le. anyway. i'm such a teacher. i teach zak guitar. ahahahaha!!!! whatever rozandee.

back again. hmm. on sunday. i felt tired. cause of the previous day. woke up late. really late cause my friends were calling me to hurry up and come. why? cause we were going fot a movie. i rushed through everything. didn't want my dad to know that i was going out so i pretended like the normal day. yeah. then we left the house. met my friends at plaza sing. then they said " oh lets go suntec." so went lah. zane couldn't make it. poor thing. hmm. then we took the bus to suntec. talked in the bus. and jason told me that he saw me the day before at FOP. i was SOO embarrassed. hmm. then. reached le. went to walk ard. bought movie ticks for Harry potter. then bought food. went into the theatre and not long. movie started. wahliao. the show is damn freaking nice. i wanna watch it again. tht's it. then went to ROCK. no one there cause they at indoor stadium. then saw Jacintha. you know?? the singapore singer?? she looks so pretty in real life. jillian and i was like "oh my gosh. its really her!!!" so crazy. then went to find the bowling place. today's bowling gala. but jason heard the place wrongly. he heard it as marina square when its at marina south loh. we were super furious. we were blamig him. hmm. then someone came to fetch us there. when we reached. everyone was there. bowling le. sam ng reached before us. hmm. then we went to start bowling. i didn't bowl lah. just watched. sam ng rawks at bowling. jillian was good. so was rebecca. jason.... err. have to practice harder. hmm. he bowl is throw ball. then after all the games ended. dad fetched me home. ate dinner. watched harry potter and socerer's stone. yup. nice show. lol. bowling gala rules.

this weekend has been a totally cool weekend. on saturday. as usual. woke up. got ready for tution but the teacher not at home so i didn't go. was like jumping for joy. so i just watched tv and lazed ard my hse. then my bro went for tution. and i was calling Fair Li to go FOP with me. but she just lazy, don't wanna admit. say she don't want cause she don't like crowds. so i called sylvia instead. she was going with her aunt so i decided to tag along with them. so i was getting dressed. and my dad sent me to the indoor stadium. then on the way, he said that i should eat something wait i get hungry. he stopped at some 'ulu' area and left the car to buy food for me. then. he came back. i locked the door lah. so he ask me get out to choose my food. then he wanted to switch off his engine. i was on the fone. so i heard him saying "lock the door" i just opened the door, locked it and slammed the door. he started screaming at me. i was clueless. he said " you locked the door?? why'd you do that for?! i havent even taken the key out yet!! now i can't even get in!!" i was feeling damn shit now. so he called my mom over. everything happened so slowly i thought i was late. then my mom came..... yada yada yada. was on my way there. i reached but sylvia was still on her way. it was super crowded. i waited for sylvia for what seemed to be forever. she finally reached. so we went to queue and it's like the queue was ard the stadium. hmm. finally went in. saw alot of PL lites there. saw this actor guy. hmm. then it started. yeah. had lots of fun there. just too bad syl and i nv jump. lol. we just stood there making us veh obvious. why? cause jason spotted me among the crowd. see?? told you. about 10. waited for my dad to pick me home. yeah. it rawks in the indoor stadium. i forgot the gal's name. but i love hillsongs. oh yeah. and pastor prince is such a nice pastor. the way he preaches. so cool. ahahahaha. i'm mad. i wanna go to the next FOP again. i don't care.

hahaha. stole this from Fair Li's blog. yup. i can't believe this is so crappy. but anyway. for the fun of it, i decided to post it. i'm SOOO full of crap. thank you.

What Name Should You Have? by Lauren

argh. still sick. yestd was like shit. i was lying in bed the whole day. couldn't even get up. so obviously i didn't eat anything. didn't have the appitite to eat. slept throughout the day. from 1 to 6. lol. i'm such a pig. can't even talk on the fone cause my throat hurts. shit lah. but thank God today i found my voice and i can get out of bed finally. hmm. just now was watching mtv and i happened to watch this MV and it sucks. i've never heard such a shit song. some shit guy called Gomez who sang Catch me up. the song totally has no tune to it. totally no tune. it's like talking throughout the song. yuck. my hair was like standing. and the video totally has no meaning. dont even know how this kind of people actually can be a singer. oh puhlease. gimmie a break lah. well.

anyway. yestd jason msg me and said tht this sunday, sandy will be sitting in. please loh. it's like the last time she said tht she will be sitting in, she didn't even come loh. i bet this time she won't even appear. wahliao. please loh shit person. think you who arh? president arh?? wtf. we already planned to go to the movies loh. coming in to spoil our plans. argh. i feel like punching you in the face. i hate you. way to the core. so what if you're sandy? do i care??? NO!!!! you're just some freaking human being who wants to be known as SANDY.. the GREAT and MIGHTY one. HIGHLY EXALTED and RESPECTED throughout the whole ENTIRE church. i don't know why i have to actually insult a person who is in the same church as me. cause i reaspect everyone in my church. but definitely NOT SANDY!!!!! just trying to destroy our plans. we were supposed to have ALOT of fun on sunday but what did you do??? come and sit in on sunday and not let us go watch our movie. stupid shit. i purposely don't wanna use vulgaraties because i don't wanna get myself into trouble. lol. better to be safe than sorry right??? well anyway. you'd better stay out of my way. i'm warning you once and for all. STAY OUT OF MY WAY AND DON'T TRY TO SPOIL MY PLANS OR ANY ARRANGEMENTS WHATSOEVER. JUST WATCH OUT IF YOU EVER CROSS MY PATH. I'M WARNING YOU..

*smiles sweetly* okay. enough about tht B**** sandy. lets see. this week is stay at home week. so next week is going out week. and i can't wait for the bowling gala. can't wait to cheer my friends on man. lol. it'll be so exciting. i can't wait man. super exciting. lol. i smell dinner. mmm. delicious. oh wait. smells like bubblegum. nice. anyway. yestd watched miss universe. and i can't believe miss australia won the title!!! it's supposed to be miss USA winning the title. shit dude. she is super pretty and miss australia's answer totally sucks. the way she walks sucks. so jiggly-jaggly. sucks. i think the judges are blind lah huh. anyway. i shall not complain. it's not my choice. whatever.

my favourite song this month. =)

So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love

* Accidentally in love (x7)

Accidentally

* I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally (x2)

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love

argh. today sucks. woke up extra early cause i had to go to school to return the report book. and my darling father PURPOSELY sent me late to school and almost got me in trouble. wth. i was super pissed. you could see by my facial expressions. then reached school. saw some of my classmates. they were like" oh hoh. rozand so late. teacher very angry loh. you die arh" they were like trying to scare me. argh. then went to look for teacher to give to card. saw vania and clio. erm. this fair li ask me buy her band musical ticks. lol. but i say no $$$. then we went to find the person holding the keys to the guitar cupboard. walk almost around the whole school still cannot find. was quite angry. so finally found the aunty after hunting like shit. she say she dont have. i was about to explode lah. then she ask us follow her. her actions made me wanna laugh and roll on the floor. wth. she is damn cute can not? lol. hmm. then she finally found the keys and we were so happy. so went into the prefects room. they were all scattered on the floor. blocking our way. so we went to get our guitar. then left the room. wanted to go to heartland. people, have you heard?! heartland has changed. and it SO rawks now. i've been there like a few 1000 times. i'm not sick of it. there's this street magic shop. and my cousin plans to join the membership. they even teach you magic for free. after you pay a price of $65. its not expensive cause it's worth it. anyway. we couldnt decide on where to go so i went home. the 3 went to vania's house. hmm. then. go home. wth. i was having some crappified fever. and sore throat. argh. so shit loh. then went cousin's hse. slept damn long. cant stand it. well.

to fair li.
argh. i miss you partner. call me when you're free kay? i need someone to talk to. please call me soon. lol. sorry i couldnt buy your ticks to your band concert. i seriously have no money. and i'll go if you're performing in it. lol. love you!! =)

to hui ling.
hey babe. erm. about the few posts before. i think i scolded the ger tht got into top 3. it's not you kay? yup. i think you should know about it right? so dont worry. i'll never scold one of my friends. *winks.

argh. i'm so tired. my eyes hurt alot. argh. going to get some sleep now. and i mean now. hope i'll be better by tomorrow. it's rozandeepokai, signing out!!