3rd day of school
still passong ultra slow please
tmr's only thursday laa
i don't think i'll be able to survive this

anyway, yesterday was alright
had CCA
we learnt how to play something stupid
no, not something stupid
but, SOMETHING STUPID
yuppers
it sounded nice when we combined
it ended kinda early la
took a cab with both sarahs
was actually stalking them from the gate to the bus stop
but i can't believe they can't tell someone's following them
so funny eh the 2 of them

was very tired last night laa
wanted to sleep at like, 10
but ended sleeping at 11
couldn't wake up this morning la
HAII, stupid school

went heartland with rene today
sorry clio
but i didn't promise you
i didn't even answer when you asked me to go along
i'm sorry
don't be angry with me okay? hmm.

guitar tmr
can't wait to play SOMETHING STUPID
and some people came for guitar
but w/o their guitars
like, might as well don't come laa
and call themselves seniors
TSKTSK
shame on them la

oh, and to keith,
all the best for your trials
and i hope she knows i know you
cause i wanna see her reaction
LOL.
it'll be damn damn funny laa.
umm, and, STOP WORRYING!
you know you can do it
i'll be praying for you. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH! (:
hope you had fun today
finally 16 eh.
i still have one more year to go la please
unfair. ):
anyway, God Bless.
see you sunday. (:

whee!
i feel so loved now. (:

oh no.
i've gained 2kg and school has reopened
haii
went to school with my hair tied up today
didn't hand up homework
seems like the teachers were nice to us today
crap la please
we have test this week. ):
but, school was pretty relaxed today

the last few days not been blogging
don't really have the time
have been rushing with my homework
went over to clio's house
nikky's so naughty now
but thank goodness the bite marks are gone
went macs with clio (finally)
had fun there, shivering and all
HAHA.
and stop teasing me about you-know-who ah.
then, on saturday, didn't do much laa.
played badminton (:
charmaine stayed over
this hols were really dead eh.

sunday.
didn't join the others for the activities
wasn't interested to
went shopping
gawd, i spent so much eh
bought so many stuff
oh well
it was worth it anyway
this hols was good for shopping
HAHA.

mood swings mood swings
don't know what to do about it
i can't seem to control it
just happens aye?

rachel, i'll miss you when you leave
sighh. ):

days will pass by slowly now
cause of school
3 more months,
i'll be sitting for end of year
have to work hard
my class position was really bad
oh well.

I'LL MAKE IT
I KNOW I WILL. (:

last week's been fun. (:
went out with nick, bro, charmaine and parents
ACS(B) to watch a play my church organized
and it was funny and enjoyable
i kept pointing to every bald guy as dickson
it was such a laugh please
headed off to suntec after the thing ended
my bro and nick couldn't stop laughing over this out of point joke
it was just so lame they can actually laugh till they cried
i didn't even think it was funny
so my uncle came to fetch us there
was caught in the jam for an hour. *grumbles
while waiting, we were like talking
i don't know what they think was funny
but every word that came out of my mouth, they laughed so hard the car shook
i suggested to eat at crystal jade
then i suggested N.Y.D.C
so when we finally reached suntec
we went over to N.Y.D.C
but we had to wait like more then half an hour to get in
so, mu aunty decided to go next door
and guess what, CRYSTAL JADE was right next door. (:
so we walked in
and the food was good.
the sweet and sour pork just rocks. (:
after eating, we left to go shopping
i bought a pair of shoes from charles and keith
my aunty bought it for me. (:
i so love her please.
took the train back
it was packed to the max
had to practically push your way through
i think i made someone fall by my pushing
anyway, i was so tired when i reached home
saturday was fun. (:

i thought kelly was gonna blow her top off at us
but thank god, she was in a good mood
but she kept aiming all her sarcastic remarks to mabel and i
so she and i left early
to escape from all her rubbish
went out for lunch
daddy's dayy. (:
lunch was great

went to school today
had CCA
and it was pretty boring
we just learnt the scales all over again
and we had to split
i'm in guitar 2 now
wanted to go guitar 3
haii. oh well.

you're just killing me
i'm so crazy over you
mad about you
*screams
you were funny just now
i just wished you got to send me to school
stupid guitar la.
you know what?
i can't wait for school to reopen either.
cause you know why laa.
hahaha.
and you'll get the chance to
just give it time alright
oh, you're cute. (:
clio, sorry i have to do this
i can't stand it alr laa.

PHUA CHU KANG was great!!!
laughed like shit la please
and i have to say,
Gurmit Singh can really sing
his voice is just so nice and all that
sometimes, it makes my hair stand
but then, we got the lousy seats
thanks to the irresponsible people
they anyhow book seats laa.
other than that, it rocked. (:
it's a must watch
it's your loss if you miss it

bro's out playing lan with cousins
we haven't gone out tgt yet
so this week will be cousin's outing. (:

and i miss you
when are you coming back?
i hate the feeling i get just thinking of you
like so heart pain
haii.
hope you get back soon. ):

season finale for eye for a guy today
OMG
i'm praying ______ will win
but i think ________ will stand a higher chance in winning
and there's nip/tuck today
the gross television show that freaks me out
but, it's nice to watch

jenny's back from her china trip
HAHA.
hope she had fun there
she said it was... oh dear, i forgot
but she sounded happy
so, she did have fun, i think

thank you for making this happen
i owe you one
and now, you're like wishing someone [fill-in-the-blanks]?
and you didn't [fill-in-the-blanks]
just what kind of a person are you?
yeah, i know you had [fill-in-the-blanks]
but we also had [fill-in-the-blanks]
fine, this is so confusing
cause there's so many [fill-in-the-blanks]
i wish you knew how much i hate you now
but then again, i wish we could be friends again
talk like as if nothing ever happened
but i guess, you can't do it
cause your attention's all spent on that [fill-in-the-blanks]
you wouldn't have any time for me
forget i said anything
hope you two have a wonderful future
fuck you.

watched benji instead of mr and mrs smith
but it was nice
though the theatre was like, empty
i think there was like only ten people in there
LOL.
mabel was crazy over the guy at the counter
she kept saying he was cute
hahahaha.
purposely go queue there
sunday was so fun. (:

oh, and kelly is getting on my nerves
she went to apply relieve teaching at my school
if she gets in, we're all dead
she's by far the worst teacher i've ever had
naggy, crappy, lame, enthu, loud, psychotic
she's everything that describes eccentric and weird
not my kinda weird, another kind
and she kept calling and msging me
i mean like, get lost la.
we're not kids, we're teens
such an irritant
can't imagine her teaching in my school
i hope she doesn't get in.
*prayshard.

will be watching phua chu kang the musical later
i can't wait. (:
i hope it's worth all the money we spent.

and you're gone
without even saying goodbye
you just left
without a word
you didn't even tell me when you will be back
so i have to wait
wait for how long, i don't know
but i hope you come back soon
for the time being, have fun there yeah
i miss you to bits ):

anyway,
i said this week's gonna be a blast
scratch that
i don't really have plans
so i'll be free
anyone looking for someone to go out with
call me
i'd be willing
well, unless you're some shit person like kelly, forget it
other than that, feel free. (:

KELLY, I HATE YOU
get out of my face
don't ever piss me off
you won't like what i'll do to you.
take this as a warning
so long, sucker. pffft.

weekends are here alr.
damn fast please
HAHA.

anyway, I'M BORED
can die just staying at home
i can't wait to go out with them
oh, outing on sunday
gonna watch mr and mrs smith. (:
and i can't wait to go out with clio too. (:
hahahahaha
next week's gonna be a blast.
wheeee.

anyone interested to be a model?
Southeast CDC (opp paya lebar MRT) is holding auditions soon
the date's not out yet
so, yeah.

hmm.
not done any homework yet
i can't believe it laa.
hahahaha.
but i can't be bothered to do it
so lazy now
nono, not the pig, it's the monster
*roars. LOL.

so i've made my decision
and i think i'm pretty happy with it
hmm.
wait till later
we'll see what happens laa.
haii
i can't believe it
oh well. (:
and thanks clio again for helping me
love you truckloads.

alrighties
i should stop for now

hey, thanks for sacrificing for me
now, i owe you one
thanks, you're the best! (:

pffft
i'm so bored
no one's home to accompany me. haii.
ohoh, i'm getting fatter
its like showing laa.
argh, holidays.
just what i need to grow fat.

talking to miss chew now
wth
she's damn damn damn funny laa.
kept on typing in the wrong con
and we were like argueing over dumb stuff
like, inter-racial marragies and all that
and she's like saying
if she was going to die, she'll watch a live liverpool match and watch U2 live.
LOL.
and then we were argueing about whether chinese should marry indian
she says yes, while i say no.
damn funny loh.
i was literally laughing
then we talked about her being rude
i said that she was rude
wahh, damn funny
but i was pulling her legs laa.
hahahahaha.
then she said she wanted to go learn chinese with her eurasian friends
i doubt she'll make it there
cause she's like, not fit to take chinese
she should just be her eurasian self
though she's not one laa.
so, she and i have one thing in common
we both like this song
it's called hallelujiah(spelling?)
and she says she can't stand Utt
and she likes nip/tuck laa.
its such a gross show
and she likes police and theif
like, super yucky?
and she's like, we are all entitled to our own opinions
so, fine, i gave in.
wahh, miss chew damn fun to talk to la.
kept correcting me in my english

hmm.
it's wednesday today
there's eye for a guy. (:
somehow, i think this hols is passing by really fast
its like, 2 more weeks
2 more friggin' weeks
and then school starts
argh, i so gotta study hard pls
my results have dropped
and i'm quite pissed that ***** actually beat me
kinda angry
but nevermind, i'll beat that son of a *toot.
hahahaha.
then i'll laugh IN YOUR FACE!
oh man, i'm so evil.

eyecandy, eyecandy. (:
so yummy. LOL.

hmm.
okay, i rejected your offer again
sorry la okay
i mean, now's not the right time
maybe another time
i hope you don't get offended yeah

clio, if you're reading this, i've decided
i'll tell you the decision the next time we meet
outing soon yeah?
love you truckloads. (:

oh, and i have to say
jeepers creepers is the dumbest show i've ever watched
guess that was the reason why i never catched it in cinemas
cause it irritates me like shit
i mean, how dumb can it possibly get?
seriously dumb la please
while i was watching it, i almost died
the characters, the plot, everything
just sucked
ahh, well
as they say, it's just a show
i don't give two hoots about it

*I'm sorry i told you the truth
I hope it didn't hurt
I'm terribly sorry. ):

last week's been fun (:
i went to wild wild wet
HAA.

but actually, its a bit boring laa
cause there's limited stuff to play
and i have to say
ULAR-LAH rocks. (:
it was super fun please
and the shiok river
LOL.
i just didn't like the part with the super strong waves
i kept getting stuck there laa.
and the nice lifeguards just stood there
staring down at you
like, thanks for the help man.
other than that
everything there rocked
nick finally got a perfect tan
my bro and he went on the samsung slide up
they said it almost killed them
hahahaha
i kinda agree
it's just so life threatening
what am i talking about?
excuse me while i go talk to the toilet bowl

ANYWAY
i've not been talking to you alr
i really miss talking to you
ahh, well

bowling gala yesterday
didn't manage to go cause i went shopping instead
bought a new pair of shoes
finally, i get what i want
hahaha.
suntec was crowded yesterday
partly due to the singapore sale, i guess
it was just crazy
pushing your way through the choking crowds
i was so irritated laa.
but i had fun though. (:

i miss you
i wanna talk to you again
i wanna have this courage to face you
talk to you face to face
i've been having dreams of you and i
but, why does it have to be this way?
thanks for doing this to me
thanks for making me suffer
retribution? i think
i didn't do anything to hurt you
you started this first
ahh, i want you.
so badly.

i keep hearing my blog song
everywhere i go, its just playing
my imagination?
nahh, i doubt it
its just that i'm so addicted to it
hahahahaha

She said
I want something else
To get me through this
Semi-charmed kind of life
I want something else
I'm not listening when you say
Good-bye

How do I get back there to
The place where I fell asleep inside you?

GAWD. *groans.
it's getting so boring now
holidays really kill me
for now, that is
i'm alone at home
bro's in school
pffft.

i can't wait for tmr though. (:
gonna have an outing with the cousins. (:
i seriously cannot wait please. (:
okay, i'd better stop with all the smiley faces.
HAHA.
just a bit too high now.
will try to lower myself
*lowers self.
okay rozand, SHUT UP.

I'VE TRIED
BUT I FAILED
I WISH
I WISH
I JUST WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME
I'M SORRY I HURT YOU
NO, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE SORRY
ALL THIS HAPPENED BECAUSE OF ME
BUT I JUST WANNA LET YOU KNOW
I LOVE YOU
I REALLY, WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, LOVE YOU
I HOPE YOU DO TOO