omg, its new year's eve alr please
and then 2 more days later,
school's gonna reopen! ):

anyway, i went for eugene's and ernest's chalet
and its fun fun fun. (:
except for all that stupid suanning
wild wild wet was fun.
at least we didn't go with THEM
cause i think it'll be quite an eyesore
if you get what i mean. LMAO.
that night when we had the barbeque,
it just had to rain la.
so some aunty was barbequeing under the umbrella
charmaine and i sneaked out of the chalet cause it was super boring there la
but we had lots of fun when everyone left
6 children and 2 adults
when everyone was asleep, ernest, my bro and i couldn't sleep la
and we were hungry too
so we were sneaking ard the room looking for food
the 2 boys headed into the other room (connected rooms) to look for food
and ernest came back with some aluminium tin
i thought he found real food
but he was sniggering and he said, 'want some cucumbers?'
i was like, WHAT?!
you went in there just to take CUCUMBERS?!
my bro took 2 slices and put it on his eyes
3 of us wanted to wash the toilet, like what stacy and i did last time (:
but decided against it la.
then i opened the freezer and found some sausages
but we couldn't cook it or anything
thought of using the microwave and stuff
then eugene woke up
ernest was like, 'let's boil it in hot water in the kettle.'
so we decided to go get hot water
and it really worked please
the sausage was cooked and its really nice

then we went cycling the next day la
with some royston guy
he's such a loser please
acting cool and all that stuff
then he fell down on his bike
like, i wanted to point at him and laugh IN HIS FACE
serves you right for acting like such a *beep!
then we went bowling
and royston was acting like as if his bowling rocks
he throws his ball like, 30cm high
and it lands with this ultra loud sound
like, umm...... -_-
ACTION BEDEH. *makes a face.

our guitar board's done! (:
i'm super duper happy please
it looks damn nice la can.
everyone go see it on the first day of school okay
its so morbid and stuff
i LOVE our guitar board. (x

i bought sodoku(:
thanks to huiyun la
make me addicted
i was playing it like mad this morning when i woke
and my fastest time was 10 minutes and 29 seconds! (:
but its on easy mode la. heh.
eh, i'm proud of myself man. *beams.

Mestika, Mestika, Mestika. (:
i think its like the best name i've actually given you
the thing is, i don't know how to pronounce it properly.
yayness. i'm glad. why ah?

has anyone seen the amount of lesbians on friendster?
its really gross.
i don't want to say anything more.
because, lesbians are disgusting people.
BLEAHHHHHHH.

HAPPY BOXING DAY! (x

christmas eve was fun.
had tons of fun please
we had a barbeque
and i barbequed the food! (:
but it was entirely me la.
denise and CHOPOH helped too
we had log cake too.
super uber nice
and then we opened presents.
all the cousins got the same gifts
and its big, big, big! (:
LMAO.

christmas day wasn't that fun though
dad's side relatives came over
those 4 little brats
they were so noisy i couldn't even watch the tv
i could only look at the screen and try to translate the chinese words into english
but my chinese sucks so i watched. lol.
the brats were screaming and screaming away
and one of them was super picky about food
like, hello?
eat whatever that's been served to you la.
i mean every kid picks their food
but she doesn't like pasta, fried rice
of all the delicious food on the table,
she only ate the cucumbers which were meant for the satays
like, wth?
no wonder she's so thin and emanciated la.

when we opened presents
her sister was like, 'the present not nice one'
like, what is your problem la?!
next time don't come my house la.
stupid idiot.

on a lighter note,
tmr's gonna be great! (:
we're gonna go to wild wild wet.
and then the chalet with those people
yayy, i can't wait can.
and then if they suan me, its not gonna be that fun
but i have boyfriend to help me! (x
hahahahaha.
making use of him to get rid of people huh?
I DUNNO?

weird, silly dreams
i hate dreams which make me feel scared (duh, doesn't everyone?)
and i don't like dreams which consists of people from my past
uh uh. no way.

well, i'm glad we caught up.
at least you're more friendly
and you don't sound like your old self.
at least i think so.
yayness. (:

cannot wait for later eh.
i don't know why.
i'm so high now! (:
*dances ard.
you rock, i stone! (x

`MESTIKAA. (:

gosh, NYP is HUGE can.
hahahahaha.

went to town with sarahC and sarahT yestd
got stuff for sec1 orientation
walked ard abit before settling at orange julius(x
we bought stuff and started talking
yeah, sarahT eh?
ah-hem, ah-hem.
totally obsessed with ah-hem right? *winks.
started with a few wire thingys
then we side tracked and did our own names and things
flowers, earrings, bracelets.
we were even thinking of selling it to people
ROFLMAO.
the stupid aunty chased us out cause we were hogging the seats
then i was rolling my eyes at her
sarahC was like mimicking her
so we left
then i told sarahC that something was poking my leg
then sarahC was like, '*gasps. you're cursed!'
cause we were saying the aunty was practicing voodoo
damn funny please
all 3 of us were cursed laa.

headed to toys'r us.
then i was singing to their theme song
oh, i wanna get FLORA's doll!
that winx club toy la. (:
suddenly this huge my little pony dropped right in front of sarahT
we were like, '*gasps! sarah! you're cursed!'
damn funny please
was planning to gotcha people
like, we 3 would pretend to point to the sky and go 'look, look!'
then when people looked to the sky, we'd go
'GOTCHA.'
but we didn't do it in the end

reached NYP
thanks to that taxi uncle who drove us right to the doorstep (:
thought we were late la
but the thing started at 7
make us panic for nothing
the performance was good. (:
we cheered for mr Guspa
his playing was superb can
i spotted this ultra cute guy playing.
then 3 of us were gushing throughout the whole performance

after everything, we asked mr Guspa who that cute guy was
then he saw us staring at him la.
his friends kept looking
like having some staring competition
damn funny please
3 of us fighting for him.
ROFLMAO.
nahh, he's just eyecandy now
but i wanna know his name. lol.
sarahC wants this GUY to be her bf
cause he's rich
wahhhh.
hahahahahahaha.
guess what we said to her. 'but he's not cute!'
so retarded la.

BBQ at aunt's house later
but its raining. ):
and my feet are so pain
my bro gave me foot massage
if anyone has an aching foot, call me
i'll recommend my bro to you
he's like, the best foot massager
(note the sarcasm)

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YA'LL! (x
got any presents for me? lol.

gosh, yesterday was fun x291627!
LMAO.
charmaine stayed over
and she wanted to play cherades, as usual
but my bro and i were like, 'we're tired. goodnight!'
then we jumped into bed and pretended to sleep
such evilites eh, us?

nick came over so we left tgt
went to snow city first! (x
gosh, it was cold. (duh, SNOW.)
and its like, i love the slope!
ultra fast and it messed my hair.
LMAO.
we were like screaming and screaming la.
and 1 hour's not enough
cause i only got to sit on the slope 3 times. ):
and snow city is so small
gosh, kids central's trying to bluff people
they make the advert seem like snow city is so huge that you can run ard like mad people
but in reality, you can only walk.
and the igloo?
it can only fit 5 people and you have to sit on your butts
but it was fun la.

then we went ice skating! (x
gosh, it was fun la.
i didn't know bengs were so into skating
they were like the pros there la.
when they said only for the speed skaters to come out,
all the bengs went to skate
and they're damn cool please.
they were like practicing how to break
and they could do the one leg break!
OMG please
but that doesn't change my impression of them though

tangyuan day today. (:
but i think my grandma's alr done them all
oh wells
at least i can eat them.
i love tangyuan.
i like the pink colour one. (x

my bro got into Barker! (:
gosh, we're all so happy for him la.
thank God.
hahahahahaha.
we can go celebrate today!

pictures taken
i'll go upload it on myspace.
mmm hmm.

tmr's the concert.
cannot wait la please.
out them the sarahs first.
keebs. (x

MESTIKAA. XD

gosh, charmaine bought Doodle Bear!
tsktsktsktsktsk.
eh, but its quite fun to play
no, doodle.
hahahahahaha.
so retarded
she keeps singing the doodle bear advert
LMAO.
she says she wants to get the Draw and Go thingy
like, it totally sucks
i saw it yestd at taka and it's lousy
no wonder they're selling it for only like, 19.90.

i can't wait for tmr please
super excited can. (x
snow snow snow!
HEH.

gosh, Denise and Jana has braces!
i want, i want!
grrrrrr.
not fair, i wanna put braces.
*pouts.

hrmph.
MindChun very good
pangseh me go for some party.
BLEAHHHHHH.
i'm left with nth to do now la. ):
lmao.
if you're reading this, MC, *makes a face!
pffffft.
you're gonna do the talking later
i won't say anything.
ROFLMAO. (x

was reading my previous journal entries
and gosh, how much i've changed
and i can't believe that [fill-in-the-blanks]
i mean, i don't even remember laa.
tsktsktsk, STM. *shakeshead.
and i'm shocked
shocked i could actually [fill-in-the-blanks]
LMAO.
rozand is mad x291627

omg, GO AWAY MAN.
i'm gonna die soon.
why don't you like,
go take a shower?
GAWD.
please spare the lives of the innocent
we're all dying in your smell
*pinches nose.
GO AWAY!!!!
and quit being so vulgar la.
think you so cool ah.
*spits.

MESTIKA. (x

we managed to sell ALL the calanders! (x
there was one faulty one so we sold 39.
thanks to my mom and bro as well
my mom was dragging everyone she knows
and my bro and jill was running ard church
i was just standing at the table, giving that ever-so-fake smile
lmao.
but i'm glad we managed to sell all the calanders
thanks, Jotham and Zane for buying the last 2. (:
good job, guys!

outing with Pretty today.
so much things happened please
we were walking out of the MRT station and some guy approached us
but we just told him no and walked off
then as we were coming out of heeren, some woman approcahed us
she told us to say a few lines about reality tv shows and we'd be shown on tv mobile
like, UHHHH.......
walked ard town
i liked the chocs that are sold in Topshop!
they're so adorable laa.
i bought the 'CHOCOLATE is the new black' one.
i can't bear to tear open the wrapper
its wrapped in such pretty paper. lmao.
so, as we were walking out of Wisma
some person approached us and asked us to donate 2 bucks
Janice and i just gave 1 buck each
then another guy just pushed his way through
then he said he was looking for models
kept pestering us to give our numbers
so we just gave our numbers and walked away
then, Janice was like, 'should have given fake numbers.'
LMAO!
we should have done that man.
headed to Pacific Plaza
we didn't know where it was la.
walked here and there
then realized that actually, we knew where it was
some people were advertising for Narnia
they even have a fair there laa.
so kewl. lol.
too bad we didn't have money
we could only afford to window shop
well, wait till we get money
we'll go shop till we drop! (:
oh, i suddenly have this fetish for sequinny things.
i was looking at all the sequined clothes today.
i like the top at topshop
and the jacket at Ripcurl.
whee! I love Pretty. (x

Snow City and IceSkating on wednesday!
gosh, i can't wait laa.
super duper excited! (x
and on thursday, its TANGYUAN dayyy!! (:
i can't wait to make them
and i can't wait to eat them!
and then on friday, its guitar concert at NYP.
sarahC, sarahT and i are gg.
i wonder how's it gg to be. heh.

this week's packed
i have only tmr to slack my ass off at home
hmmm...
i bet Janice is excited for Thursday. (x
*ah-hem.

Gosh, what was I thinking?!
Mestika. ):

i went for some person's wedding today
gosh, it was BORING.
i was talking to my mom throughout the whole service
but i liked it when they exchanged their vows.
its like, super nice please?
lol.
but if i were to get married, i wouldn't get married in a church
its like, so common laa.
i'd get married in a beach. (x
that's what i told Ming Chun. lol.


i went to watch justice league just now!
yayness.
its so funny yet cool
and i love Wonderwoman! (x
i love her backflips
and she can do cartwheels!
i know, i can't
that's why i love her! (x
i wanna watch justice league again.
roflmao.
WONDERWOMAN, WONDERWOMAN. *chants.

i bought gummy snakes! (x
gosh, there's one more left.
lmao.
and its MINE! (:

i don't know why i'm so high today
lalalalalala.
whee!

oh yeah.
i've to go sell calanders tmr at church
church members, please come support jill and i tmr
we hope to sell all 40 calanders.
so, yeah.
one's for 12 bucks.
so, COME! (x

okays.
happy happy happy.
gosh, ernest talks a lot of crap please
says he's not a rich kid
please la.
you SO are la.
talk rubbish kid.

I'M SO OVER YOU NOW.

{edit}

OMG!
MING CHUN rocks! (:
*screams.
hey, we had such a laugh
but then again, it wasn't all that exciting.
DAMN.
maybe we should try it again.
hahahahahahaha.
gosh, thanks a lot.
you've done so much for me
yay! (x

ENCORE!!!

oh, yay!
LIVERPOOL beat Saprissa real good! (x
i was super happy laa please
screaming ard the house like some mad kid.
LIVERPOOL did well.
3-0 is good. (x

the part where Crouch got kicked on the lips was so sick.
there was so much blood laa.
almost wanted to run to the toilet to puke
Crouch spit out quite a lot of blood please.
and did you see the part where he took revenge on Gonzalez?
he kicked Gonzalez's head!
i was laughing like mad laa.
Crouch rocks.
he scored 2 out of the 3 goals! (x

i went to school to get the calanders
it was super duper heavy please. ):
jill was so lucky, she had a car.
i had to walk in the scorching sun
and i was like melting la. )x
i was afraid the plastic bag would give way
so i was walking super fast
lmao.

charmaine is not going to give up
she wants me to paint her nails for her
the exact same colour as my nails
ahh, i guess it wouldn't hurt to paint her nails for her?
so, i should be the bear-no-grudges cousin and paint her nails for her
or, maybe, i should just go lick her feet clean
eck, i hate her.

i wanted to say something, but i kinda forgot what i wanted to say
grrrrr.
stupid STM.
i thought it was gone
but its back. ):

our conversation today is fun. (:
well, thanks for kinda cheering me up.
really appreciate it
oh, and thanks for giving me advice! (x
i think....
i should let it go. mmm hmm.
i'll just forget everything.
really, thanks. (:

i miss my eeyor slippers. ):

no sleep tonight
have a feeling we'll be playing cherades darkness
gosh, no.
i dread that game now
because charmaine loves it.
grrrrr.
she was being all whiny again today
and i was watching Barbie and the Magic of Pegasus
she has the CD so she memorized all the lines
she was saying everything out la.
i was so irritated.
grrrrr. she's blaming me
said i'm hogging the com!
like, i'm not?!
STUPID.

thanks.
really, thanks. (x

watching carrie, anyone?
i'm too busy using the com
not concentrating. lol. (:

newaes, cousin is here! grrr.
she told her mom today that she wants to paint her nails the same colour as mine.
like, when i heard it, i was so damn angry laa. )x
hrmph hrmph hrmph.
she wants to play cherades darkness tonight.
i don't want! *shakeshead.
hahahahaha.

we wanted to go watch justice league at heartland today
thought it was at 2 la.
rushed all the way there
and best, it started at 7
i wanna see them fight! (x
lmao.

have to go school tmr
the school's asking me and jill to go sell the calendars at church?!
like, that's bullying!
we have to sell 40!
and i bet we won't even get paid.
bleahhhhhh.

i'm so sleepy
i don't wanna play cherades darkness tonight!
i don't want, i don't want! *pouts.
i'm gonna jump straight into bed
and if charmaine's gonna bug me
then i'll ask her to sleep in the toilet
and i can have my bed back!
she's gonna drool and all that on my bed tonight
ewwwww....
i shudder at that thought of her drooling
hahahahaha.

okayys. (:
tmr's gonna be a new day.
Wild Wild Wet next week!
Snow City too!
gosh, i'm such a.... child?
hahahahaha.
i need to vent all my frustrations laa.
lmao.

SAYA.SAYANG.KAMU.(x

went out with nick, Xed, ernest and eugene today
gosh, the only girl there. ):
hahahahahaha.
went to watch Chicken Little.
surprisingly, all of us came at the same time.
ernest and eugene damn blur laa.
i was like, standing in front of them and they couldn't see me?
gosh, i'm too short. ):
lmao.

went to get tickets
nick and i were trying to block this man from watching the tv at some CD shop
we went to stand infront of him
troublemakers, huh?
headed for lunch.
was talking bad about Charmaine.
okay, she's such a POSER! grrr.
you know how much i hate fats from meat
so i'd always remove it and put it to one side
Charmaine does that now!
she doesn't do that last time.
and you know how i don't like to eat taogay
Charmaine doesn't eat taogay as well.
she loves taogay
and what is she doing?! grrr.

okay, anway, Chicken Little is super funny
i was like laughing like mad laa.
we sat on the sofa instead of our allocated seats.
shh shh. lol.
THE SKY IS FALLING! THE SKY IS FALLING!
Chicken Little is so adorable. (x

they decided to go play lan?
so we had to walk from PS all the way to this total ulu place
Paradiz Centre or whatever the name la.
the sun was scorching and all of us were perspiring like mad?
when we reached, decided not to play?
like, grrr.
umm, but its partly cause of me la.
cause if they played then i have nth to do laa.
heh.

so we went home instead.
lmao.

Charmaine is such a *bleep!
grrr.
okay, i shan't say anymore.

Someone sent this to me in an email. Decided to put this here. lol.

>>(1) Put the following 5 animals in the order of your
>>preference:
>>
>>Cow, Tiger, Sheep, Horse, Pig
>>
>>
>>horse
>>tiger
>>sheep
>>cow
>>pig
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>(2) Write one word that describes each one of the following: Dog,
>>Cat,Rat,Coffee, Sea.
>>
>>
>>dog-playful
>>cat-tamed
>>rat-dirty
>>coffee-delicious
>>sea-salty
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>(3) Think of someone, who also knows you and is important to you, which you can relate them to the following colors. Do not repeat your answer twice.
>>Name just one person for each color:
>>
>>Yellow, Orange, Red, White, Green.
>>
>>
>>yellow-Clio(:
>>orange-Rae(:
>>red-Stacy(:
>>white-Rene
>>green-Janice(:
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>Look at the interpretations below:
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>ANSWERS:
>>
>>
>>(1) This will define your priorities in your life.
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>Cow Signifies CAREER
>>(it's my fourth. lol.)
>>
>>
>>
>>Tiger Signifies PRIDE
>>(its second. really true.)
>>
>>
>>
>>Sheep Signifies LOVE
>>(hmm, third. lol.)
>>
>>
>>
>>Horse Signifies FAMILY
>>(wow, i care for my family the most.)
>>
>>
>>
>>Pig Signifies MONEY
>>(last?! omg. lmao.)
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>
>>(2) Your description of dog implies your own personality.
>>(playful? that's SO true. (:)
>>
>>
>>
>>Your description of cat implies the personality of your partner.
>>(oh my. tamed. hahaha.)
>>
>>
>>
>>Your description of rat implies the personality of your enemies.
>>(oh yeah! dirty. eck.)
>>
>>
>>
>>Your description of coffee is how you interpret sex.
>>(what?! delicious eh. roflmao!)
>>
>>
>>
>>Your description of the sea implies your own life.
>>(hmm, my life is salty.)
>>
>>
>>
>>(3) Yellow: Someone you will never forget
>>(i won't forget clio. mmm hmm.)
>>
>>
>>
>>Orange: Someone you consider your true friend
>>(Rae! (: of course. she's my true friend.)
>>
>>
>>
>>Red: Someone that you really love
>>(aww, i love Stacy!)
>>
>>
>>
>>White: Your twin soul
>>(hahahaha. rene's my twin soul. lol.)
>>
>>
>>
>>Green: Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life
>>(of course. Pretty will always be here. *pointstoheart.)

i packed my room today(:
its super duper clean please.
and i threw out so many things
you should see it
bags and bags of trash
boxes and boxes of books
oh, and some memories went in there too
mmm hmm. ):

well then,
i still can't get over it. ):
grrr.
make me forget, please.

i always wanted to mention someone or something
but i can't seem to remember
gosh, stm returning?
i don't want! ):

i bought my school books today
abit back dated laa.
i didn't get my lit book. ):
i was so looking forward to reading it please.
if only i went earlier
and i didn't get to see mschew
she didn't even reply my msg laa.
grrr.
remind me not to bash her up when i see her next year
thank you. (:

i read a really, really long ago entry by a certain someone
i thought my anger had alr subsided
but apparently, it hasn't
reading it again just made me hate her more
even though i know i've already forgiven her.
grrr, why?

oh, anyone watched Carrie on channel 5?
gosh, its so fake
and why must they have continuous shows?
why can't they just show the whole show at once?
and the Carrie in the movie is so ugly and uncool
unlike the original Carrie
i totally ADORE Carrie White please
i don't understand why they have to make Carrie so ugly in this show
BOOO!!!
not good, not good.

well, good luck to you and your stupid job.
*spits.

i don't think i like her as much as i used to
cause i think the feeling is like, gone
mmm hmm.
and..... *takesadeepbreath
i hope we don't be partners next year
there, i said it.

for now,
my biggest priority is to finish my homework
ugh, i hate that word please

i just told someone my past
wells, didn't appear as much of a shock to him
lmao.

i love fairytales
check this quote i took from Merryweather
she's my favourite fairy. (x

'Not in death, but just in sleep
The fateful prophecy you'll keep
And from this slumber you shall wake
When true love's kiss the spell shall break'

aww, that's so sweet, ain't it?

okay, how long has it been?
LOL.

gosh, i still miss it a lot. ):
i really, really wanna go back.
hahahaha.

my entertainment's not online now
so he can't entertain me.
roflmao.
eh, he's really good at it
always making me laugh and laugh
calls himself the 'big boy'

oh, cherades darkness is really fun!
everyone should try playing it
you know how it goes right?
no? let me explain.
everybody knows how to play cherades yes?
so, try playing cherades in the dark!
yup, in the dark.
my bro and i invented it a few months ago
we introduced it to our cousin
and she's ADDICTED! *gasps.
last night, she was like,
HURRY! I WANNA PLAY THAT GAME NOW!
she was super impatient
eh, its really fun.
cherades darkness! (x

has anyone seen the Acuvue Define advert?
gosh gosh gosh.
i think no one should actually use that
did you see the girl?
she looks like an alien!
the pupil is like, damn huge
and the white thingy (?) is like, so little
kind of reminds me of Ju'On.
seriously, why make your eye so big?
it doesn't make you see better, right?
roflmao.

yayness.
outing with the besties soon. (x
cannot wait.

and where's my Pretty?
hrmph.
she's in KL now
she's supp to go shopping with me. ):
and we're gonna have gossip galore.
cannot wait! (x

haven't been seeing Comet ard. ):
and my friend's so lucky
they'll be sharing a room for camp
grrrr.
next sunday then. i hope.

`I Am A Dreamer. (x

okays, i hope she comes back happy
and i hope by the time she comes back, she'll forgive me.
SIGH SIGH SIGH.

okay, i'm bored
and i'm dying soon.
roflmao.
i don't wanna say anything laa.

i finally watched Harry Potter. (:
eh, its not bad laa.
Cedric is so darn hot
too bad he died la. ):
hahahahaha.

okay, i don't know why i feel so bothered now
maybe its because of my friend
she kinda scolded me
HAII
i don't nkow what to say man
she won't be ard sunday
tsk, wanna make it up to her
but i dunno how. ):
she kinda made me feel really bad
but its like, i really didn't know i was pissing her off
i've just been torn. ):
omg, i dunno how to face her.

3 more weeks to go

System of a down, Soulfly, Roadrunner United rocks. (x
i like I Don't Wanna Be (A Superman) by Roadrunner United
its so damn nice
the part, 'Captain America is going to die' is hilarious

okay, i'm not feeling good now
oh wells. ):
i feel bad.
haii.

`I Don't Wanna Be A Superhero