and once again, marc actually said he loved me. (:

hi, my name is crazy marc. how do you do? says:
hey rozand
hi, my name is crazy marc. how do you do? says:
i love you
hi, my name is crazy marc. how do you do? says:
say im sweet
hi, my name is crazy marc. how do you do? says:
HAHAHAHAHA
♥ stay with me forever, don't fade away. says:
hahaha i love you too.

he wants me to say he's sweet so here you go.
MARC IS SOOOO SWEET. =D

still want to act humble
♥ stay with me forever, don't fade away. says:
you want your name to appear in my post again, don't you?
hi, my name is crazy marc. how do you do? says:
nah!
hi, my name is crazy marc. how do you do? says:
dont need
hi, my name is crazy marc. how do you do? says:
unless you want to
hi, my name is crazy marc. how do you do? says:
HAHAHAHAHA

of course you want la. (:

oh, marc don't be sad. i totally know how you feel but don't fret. i'm here! ♥

This week started off bad. I have a lot of things to say so pardon me.

I’ve got to say that Monday had to be the worst day of my entire January. It turned out so bad I almost cried. =/ firstly, I got scolded by mdm dhillion for nothing. She claimed I didn’t hand up my English comprehension. She was scolding some girls who didn’t hand up their English book review and got them to stand.

She: ‘Rozand, stand up. (and I did) I didn’t receive your English compre, stay back after school.’
Me: ‘Huh? That not possible.’
She: ‘I don’t have it here. Your marks aren’t recorded.’
Me: ‘But I handed it up man. That’s not possible.’
She: ‘Well I don’t have it. So you stay back.’
Me: ‘But I’m the English rep, how can my work not be there?’
She: ‘I don’t know. But its not here.’

And then when she was giving out the homework, she called out my name. and Jenny (nice Jenny) said, ‘Mdm dhillion you said she didn’t hand up but her paper’s here.’ And she got so jacked. Ha this is what you get for wrongly accusing your own English rep, you woman. (:

And then for recess, the queues were SOOOO long I decided to cut the queue. I mean its not the first time I’ve done it so its quite normal. So Rene and I stood with Vanessa since she was already in the queue. Then some shitty prefect tapped my shoulder. Told us to go back to the queue and I was arguing with her. She was being so attitude she kept rolling her stupid eyes at me. I didn’t want to give in so I told her that I just went to check out other stalls and came back to queue with my friend. She didn’t want to give in either so she just kept arguing with me. Then Vanessa told the prefect that I was indeed with her but I went to check out other stalls and she had nothing to say so she rolled her eyes yet again and went to the back. I TOLD YOU I’M UNBEATABLE AT ARGUING. (:

Then after school Samantha and I ran all the way down 4 levels and past 3 blocks to get to the science lab and there was this sign which told us to go to the canteen instead. Yes, we wanted to buy lockers. So we ran to the canteen and there was this massive queue already. Pearlyn was in the front so we went to stand with her but there were SO many girls it was hard to get in the queue. Some prefect (again prefect) tapped my shoulder and said, ‘uhm if you’re thinking of cutting the queue, don’t.’ and I was like, ‘OKAY.’ And I just stood there and Pearlyn pulled me in. but the freaking aunty didn’t want to entertain she kept talking rubbish to me it wasn’t even English. And she didn’t seem to understand that I.WANT.A.LOCKER. She’s plain stupid she needs to be sent for retraining. And in the end I didn’t get my locker cos it was all sold out thanks to the stupid lower sec girls who kept pushing their way to the front. They have no respect for the seniors we might actually need to teach them a lesson. Hrmph.

Samantha has an encounter with prefects too. I think prefects are the most irritating people around. They catch you for the slightest things la okay. The first thing when you step into school they walk up to you and say BUTTON UP AND PUT ON YOUR NAME TAG. They are rude too and they break school rules. They can have altered uniforms, long nails and short skirts. Its really unfair and they get excused during spot checks cos they’re the one who’s doing the spot checks. =/ they think they rule when actually they don’t and I hate prefects. Hate hate hate hate hate hate. HATE.

As for today, it was much better than yesterday. And I had chicken rice but the soup tasted like pig soup. Haha say that in Chinese, zhu tang. LMAO. Anyway, it tasted like pig stomach soup but not that I’m complaining cos I love pig stomach soup just that it doesn’t go with chicken rice. And the egg, might I add, was horrid. The yolk wasn’t fragrant the white was tasteless. It felt like I was eating paper. =/

I need to complain about PE. Pe’s really tiring. ): mrs teo thinks we’re boys or something she makes us do intense physical training. Today we did lotsa tiring things. We had to do step up and the step is like really high only girls who’re 1.7 can do it with ease la. Can you imagine us all struggling to step up and down? We actually look like freaks okay. And then we had to bounce the medicine ball zomg it weighs 4kg and our arms were aching. Haha and we did skipping, forwards and back. I love skipping so I’m not going to complain. (: and we did shuttle run and had to do side step. Blahhhh. Serious training for NS? Haha and we have mass run and another dreadful period of PE tmr. ):

I need money, I need shopping. ): I can’t wait for CNY to come so I can collect monaye and go shop shop shop. I’m gonna accompany Rene to Funan tmr she’s gonna buy her ipod in pink. I saw the red one and I’m in love. But actually Creative is better. (: and so I hope we won’t have to carry lotsa books tmr so I won’t have this heavy burden to lug ard town. Oh and seriously, I’m broke. I need to organize a flag day and all proceeds will go to me. =D if only I have money then tmr will be a damn happy day. Haha maybe I’ll just go have Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf and forget all about what happened on Monday. (:

I saw this coolio folio hoodie on this nice clothing website. I’m in love with it so imma use my new year money to buy it. (: I don’t care I’ll keep one portion of the money so I can buy it for myself. Take a look:

I know its really nice. (:

Aights I should be going. Zomg 2 pages long. Haha I just have lots to rant and actually I have one more post to go. But I shall skip it or this’ll be too wordy and you can use my blog as your sleeping pill. Sigh I want Sunday to come asap la I need to see him or I can’t can’t survive the week. I’m dying soon but I must try to live past this week and let Sunday arrive. Omg I sound like a retard. I’m learning from Christopher I think he’s my role model. (:

Okay I think I’ll go sit in the corner and cover my ears and start groaning. It feels nice to do that. (this is what Christopher does. I’m learning!)

This is what you’ve been waiting for all your life
And you’re asking me for more.

PICTURES(:

black wasn't the theme, i swear.

that's Ms Ho, in white.

we dig the damn cute cow laaa. =D


this is called, ON A BUDGET NEO PRINT.

birthday boys. Jason and Yj.

this is mabel but she's wearing cheryl's jacket. (:

I have decided to use Microsoft word to blog first then I’ll copy and paste the whole thing into blogger just in case they have some mozilla quality feedback thing I won’t feel like crying again. Haha.

Well anyway the weekend has been great. (: I had tons of fun with 5A2 ‘07/ 4D2 ’06 and our ex form teacher, Ms Ho on Saturday! (: everyone was supposed to meet at 11am at Heeren but guess what, everyone ended up coming at 12pm please. Such a joke la I thought I was gonna be late. This Rachel lazy la, wake up so late I had to wait for her. Thank goodness I met Nicole on the way and she waited with me since she was waiting for jenny and laurel. We missed like 5 trains just waiting for Rachel to arrive and then we were on our way. Jenny told us her story about what happened between the people in her clique and I’ve learnt some stuff I actually didn’t know. I guess it wasn’t obvious, or I didn’t realize it. Hah. (:

Had lunch at Vila’ge over at Heeren and zomg I dig the kalamari over there! (: and their crepe too although I didn’t manage to have it cos I was too full. We sat at 2 separate tables and xiuwen was saying how she could feel the tension b/w the two tables. Oh and xiuwen was going on and on about her monk crush, Leon Leong. Try saying that 5 times really quick. Haha we say that Leon’s parents are lazy people cos they just took his name from the surname. Took some coolio folio pictures there and we gave Ms Ho her card and a little present from our class, a personalized umbrella. (: I could tell she was touched but it wasn’t obvious or maybe she was controlling her emotions. Rachel cried la, she’s emo. Hahaha.

So after lunch we separated and went our own ways. Hung ard Heeren with Nicole, jenny, laurel and Rachel. It was cool cos one person from both our cliques weren’t there but it was okay. (: decided to walk over to N.U.M to see the hot guys since Rachel is so ever crazy over them. Too bad rachel’s hot red jacket guy wasn’t working so she left in disappointment. Then we took neo prints and they left and we met up with Samantha, huiling and rebekah. And I need to say this: Samantha and huiling are make-up freaks! They spent 10 minutes in the toilet doing their faces and huiling is cool she puts fake eyelashes and I dig them! (: she’s so pretty and her heels go clackity clack you can hear her from a mile away. Hahaha.

Then we went for NYP open house. We were coming and all the people were going. My fault, cos I was happily shopping. (: didn’t manage to buy anything though, I mean with Rachel rushing me. I want to buy the Rolling Stones shirt! It costs 59bucks la it’ll burn a hole in my pocket. =/ and I saw so this other shirt with a nice skull print and words, zomg it costs 59bucks too. I’m poor. ):

So anyway back to NYP. The school’s humongously humongous. We walked ard and had Ignatius as our tour guide. It wasn’t that bad but I guess I wouldn’t want to study there. There aren’t any hot guys! HAHA that’s not the point. Ignatius tells me TP isn’t a good choice. Oh and he tells me TP orientation is killer cos for the first 3 days the people do this TP mass dance and if you’re in TP you gotta be enthu and I’m not. =/ nevermind. I shall be enthu and blend in with the TP-renians. Lol

Headed to Bishan cos Rachel wanted to collect her jacket. And so we walked ard the area and went to Sasa and I got the Anna Sui perfume instead of the Paul Smith one. Anna Sui’s fragrance is sooooo nice I think I’ll stick to Anna Sui forever but then again I think I’m lying to myself. (: and then we took a bus home and Rachel said I couldn’t walk home when it was only 8pm. (note: she’s afraid of the dark, that’s why.)

And today, we didn’t do anything much. Just had service, small group and a celebration for Jason and YJ cos it’s their birthday tmr. Samuel and I can’t stand YJ and I don’t care if he’s reading this. He’s getting really annoying it gets on my nerves sometimes. And I didn’t get to see Comet today and I’m disappointed with myself cos I was in the friggin toilet when he left. ))): jill saw him though. NOT FAIR. *pouts. And I had Thai Express for lunch but it was disappointing the rice was all burnt and I got sick of it so I had the ingredients instead. And I still love the Tom Yam soup. (:

Stupid school tmr and I have English remedial. My whole class is going to suffer cos Mdm Dhillion is killer. She’s gonna talk and make all of us fall asleep. I have a math test too and I freaking don’t understand loci and shading. Shit la please. Hopefully when Rachel teaches me I’d understand. HOPEFULLY. (:

And boyfriend is sooo sweet.

hi, my name is marc. how do you do? says:

rozand

hi, my name is marc. how do you do? says:

i love you

roz- You're so cold and I'll be honest. says:

i love you too. (:

I was so touched. Hahaha. He isn’t having good luck with his ahhem though. Yeah, I mean, same here. We’re both sad cos yeah, no progress laaaa. ):

Cheryl and I are like sisters. We came to church today with the same nail colour. Well, almost. Hers was half light pink, half hot pink and mine was half black and half hot pink. It was quite a shock cos it wasn’t planned. And she and I have the same jacket too! Haha jotham said we can both be sisters la. So cool please. (:

Aight that’s it. Imma head in already I am so sleepy although I had a nap just now. Sigh I hope I won’t fall asleep in class and thank goodness there’s not cheena tmr. (: Nicole and I kept complaining about Chinese but we can’t help it. Oh and we pity ourselves too la. Hahahaha. Sighhhh. =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ I miss comettttt.

`All Majesty we sing. =D

i want to cry already, fuck. i just typed this fucking long post then mozilla had to have this mozilla quality feedback shit and then my windows were all closed ans i lost the whole thing. =/ i want to cry already i swear.

anyway boyfriend's gonna post for me instead. =D

i'm in the com lab once again and F&N is boring me. =/
the girls in my class are playing loud ching chong chinese music and its so annoying it feels like i'm in some KTV lounge la please. its so stupid rachel keeps telling them to turn down their music but they're like deaf or something, can't hear anything. HAHA whats new anyway.

today's gonna be slack day. i didn't run for the stupid mass run with the sec4s today cos i was on MC. and i'm not gonna do PE today too cos i'm covered. hopefully mrsteo won't make me do something that doesn't involve me getting all tired and sweaty like help her uhm, coil the skipping ropes or carry the baskets from the PE room to the assembly ground. blahhh. i hope i'll just sit there and slack with nicole and xiuwen. (:

mrs nair's walking ard she's threatening me or something. i'm trying to look like i'm doing my work but haha apparently i'm not. (: and zomg my fingers are freezing its so difficult to type. oh and i have chapel later, i'm sure to fall asleep. i had no idea my meds could make me fall asleep. stupid la. the woman didn't tick the box where it said that it would cause drowsiness so now i've been tricked. blahhh. my body feels like shutting down already i don't think i can survive the day. =/ thank goodness there are no learning periods today or i'll miss out for sure. my brain's not functioning that well its MALFUNCTIONING. (ha i seem to be using that word a lot nowadays) ohwells i'll just try to keep my eyes open for the rest of the day. SCHOOL ENDS AT 2PM TODAY, JEALOUS BOYFRIEND? YOU END AT 4PM YO. (((((:

everyone's freezing here its like winter wonderland. ha i think i might need to bring my jacket for every lesson we have in the com lab from now onwards. oh yeah, and i got myself into serious shit. this morning while going up the stairs, i saw msting so i decided to greet her since i always do. and then as i was going up, she called after me and said, 'I haven't been seeing you for guitar huh.' so i said i was sick yesterday. that means that, OMG i have to go for cca on thursday. *^@^@#%#&@ see the shit i've got myself into?! i don't wanna go for CCA la okay. its such a waste of my time. =/ so how am i gonna skip CCA on thursday? i'm gonna cry soon.

alright alright enough crapping. i have to hand up my work by the end of this period cos stupid chapel is next. 10am and the period lasts for 40 minutes so imagine shitty singing and boring sermons for that whole period. zomg i hope jenny koh isn't leading worship today. or the shitty prefects who can't sing for nuts and oh, that nonsense drummer who thinks she can play the guitar so well when she actually can't. ha, we should invite some coolio folio band to lead worship for our chapel sessions from now on la. i want Youth Alive, dammit. =D

i can't wait for Festival Of Praise! Delirious is gonna be there and it'll definitely be a blast please! haha. i'm looking forward to it. omg and whats up with all the chinese songs? everyone's so cheena now la. damn i feel like i'm in china or hongkong or taiwan or whatever cheena country there is. not good.

AND OMG I PASSED MY CHINESE TEST. I GOT AN EFFING 27/50 MAN. thats like the first time i passed chinese test in like, how many years la. haha. half my chinese class passed, so that makes 10 girls who passed. omg la our standard's really low. so we have to buck up and like really really pass chinese for real for our next test

and no i'm not gonna go for house prac tmr la such a waste of my time. i'd rather go home and sleep sleep sleep. oh and i've got homework to complete i've got to rush with literature and math and i missed this part on SHADING for loci. blahh i need to catch up real quick. =/ omg i'm like stressing myself out for nothing. hahahaha. SHIT STOP IT NOW ROZAND.

okayokay, imma log off already. i only have about 20 more minutes left. so yup.

`if i wrote you a letter, what would you do?

how cool, i'm sick. down with the flu and i have a sore throat too. =/ shitty la. but it feels good to not go to school today. i've been really tired and sick of school so i guess today's an opportunity for me to take a break. (: today's the first time in DAYS that i have the chance to sleep to my heart's content and i'm happy. but tmr, its back to school and shitty studying but hey, i shan't complain.

thanks to everyone who asked about me. (: i feel so loved. haha. xiuwen is so cool please! she msged me this afternoon to ask me how i felt and she said, 'thats gd, that's gd! so rest well tdy n eat medicine on time n we're gonna disect eyeballs tmr! hahaha! take care my dear. the power of love will heal u. haha.' its like, zomg she's so crazy. always talking about love here and there. i'm pretty sure she's in love. some boy that looks like a monk and they call him monk. haha.

talking about disecting eyeballs, i'm super excited. (: i can't wait to cut up the eyeball and check out its contents. ms koh has been teaching us about the eye for this past week and i'm kinda looking forward to seeing what the eye contains with my very own eyes. ha, PIG's eye yo. =D abit sadistic but hey, thats biology for you. and thats what i plan to study for the rest of my life.

rene called to tell me the homework we have for today and its a lot to complete. =/ i want to quit school and take private o's la. bleahhh. we have to many assignments to complete and uhm, money to fork out for TYS's please. ): i've got to bring 7.60 for math tys tmr. and i've got more to pay. pffft anyone wanna donate to the Rozand Milk fund? (:

today's post is gonna be relatively short but i'll be blogging again tmr when i come online to complete my F&N coursework. have to get the pictures printed out photo quality somemore. sigh aight, no mood to blog anymore. 3 lessons tmr and i don't even have to do PE cos i'm covered with an MC yo. =D

`well how about you tell me the truth this time?

YES! LIVERPOOL IS WINNING.
2-0 PLEASE. =D
SCORE 2 MORE GOALS LA
CHELSEA SUCKS LA.

AND LIVERPOOL HAD SO MANY CHANCES BUT THEY KEPTMISSING
AND I DON'T THINK I LIKE CROUCH ANYMORE
I THINK ALONSO IS SO COOL
TOO BAD HE GOT INJURED. -/

`OUT.
I MISS BOYFRIEND. =/

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
guess what you people? my boyfriend (marc) and i have like one thousand and one things in common please. i can just faint from all this now okay. we discovered SO MANY similarities just today and i'm actually laughing out loud.let me just list a few of the things that we have in common.

- we support the same soccer team
- we have the same mp3 player
- our surnames RHYME
- we have the same handphone in the same colour
- we both live in Hougang
- we both bought our phone 2 years ago in december
- we know how to speak chinese and malay
- we're into the same kinda music
- we LOVE chicken rice. (:
- lovelovelove coke. NO COKE NO HOPE, DRINK COKE FOR HOPE. =D

omg la ten similarities. tell me, how often do you find someone who likes the things you do and even like the same food that you do huh? whats the probability rate of finding someone like that? crap, i say, close to 0.2%. haha. and this is so cool, finding someone who's almost the same as i am. whoa. marc you are soooo cool. =D and i'm sure i've got more things to add to the list.

yesterday was friday, right? hmm i think it was. =/ i was supposed to publish this post here but my diskette isn't here with me so i think i shan't put it here. sorry but excuse my laziness. (: but yesterday was a great day. partly because we got to use the computers at the computer lab. and also there wasn't much homework given compared to thursday. but for math i can't sit with rene anymore cos msgan wants me to sit with samantha and help her with her math. not that my math is very pro and not that i dislike her, its just gonna be different for math now. i'm sitting in the front and if i don't complete homework, i'll die cos girls in the front are always the first to kena from teacher. BLAHH.

i've got one more thing to add! WE BOTH LOVE EGG! shit la dey. this is so freaky please. but not that i'm complaining. its real cool and all that we have soooo many dammit similarities. hahaha i think i'm going crazy already. =D

gonna head to my cousin's house later and i overheard my mom telling my dad that my grandma's gonna make nasi briyani! =D crap i love my grandma's nasi briyani and all the super uber mega hyper delicious food she cooks! she cooks fabulous laksa, mouth watering lontong, super red-hot meesiam and basically, everything else she cooks, TASTE JUST GREAT. i love my grandma. need i say more? (:

i have a list of homework to complete and money to pay for several books. i've got an english book report, math worksheet, chinese composition and fandn coursework to do by the end of friday, monday, tuesday and wednesday respectively. and also, i've got to bring more than 20bucks to school just to pay for all the TYS the school's gonna order for us. plus we've got to subscribe to national geog and xing qi wu zou bao somemore. so much money we have to spend just for school. HOW STUPID. i might need to rob a bank soon.

was out with rene yesterday at heartland and i've realised that its been a damn long time since we last hung out there together. last year, we would take a bus down to heartland after school and we'd hang ard heartland window shopping. we'd buy sushi and bubble tea (caramel chocolate!) and sit at this particular bench facing 2 lighted up billboards. but now we hardly come over cos school's just a stone's throw away from home and i can just walk. so yeah, yesterday was cool it was like reliving the past. (: and then again i'm sounding wayyyyy emo. you know why? COS I'M A POTENTIAL EMO MAHHH. =D hahaha.

i'm sure i won't see Comet tmr. =/ i shan't say the reason cos it'll be really obvious who already. i hate myself for not having confidence. dammit? yes i know. this sucks and DON'T ASK.

i'm digging this super cool website. PUREVOLUME.com waha it has the coolest bands and i know la damn back dated yeah? cos lotsa people know about this website but hey, its just a matter of time. =D anyway now i like so many bands already. its difficult to name them all. so, check out purevolume.com and not volume.com cos that's another different stupid website thats under renovation. ha.

i guess thats about all. i'm not really looking forward to a new week. next week's even week and i'm sure i've got more lessons. =/ blah. and i'm not looking forward to chinese cos its really boring man. pffft. whatever la huh. i can and will survive! i shan't turn emo when i go to school cos i might end up jumping off the building. (: siao.

check out this coolio folio song by Mute The Silence. its titled, Kill The Boy. =D

Hiding inside my projection of me unreal.
Wake up! wake up!
No! i'm safe inside my cage i built so well.
No! release me cause i'm ready now. take me now.

Hold my hand, i'll lead the way. We're gliding down to find you.

Here we are inside. is it makebelieve, is it more than dreams?
Overcoming disbeliefs of who we are.

My senses are becoming a big and steady warning that
years and years of living with an image of my worth will
kill the boy and hide his toy. The way he knew i'll never know

(You just) Hold my hand (and) i'll lead the way. We are gliding down to find you.

Here we are inside. is it makebelieve, is it more than dreams?
Overcoming disbeliefs of who we are.

Here we are inside (answers). its not makebelieve, yes its more than dreams.
Overcomed our disbeliefs of who we are.

`Just maybe, this beauty will be clearer to me.

today was slack day

had chinese but it was so boring most of us were dozing off in class already. rebekah and i kept complaining that we were going to fall asleep and seriously, i was trying to keep my eyes opened. hou laoshi got angry at us and said that we had lousy learning attitudes. she lectured us and again, i was close to falling asleep. i think she knew i was gonna sleep but she kept her eyes closed. (: she gave us chinese compo to do and compared to the other classes, ours is like super easy. the other classes get much more difficult topics, but not that i'm complaining.

had practical today. mrs raja has serious mood swings. she came in with a bad mood then halfway during lessons she was being all sarcastic. so funny please. i like her lessons although she might come across as rude but its okay i guess. she hasn't exactly lost her temper yet and i hope she never does. i like her eyes, they're so brown. eh not that i'm noticing every little detail about her but her iris' real brown. okay enough.

its finally friday tmr! =D the week's passing by real fast now. as soon as monday starts, friday seems to come by in a matter of minutes. and soon i'll be sitting for my chinese O's and omg O levels. =/ and then again, i'm thinking too much. i end school at 4 plus tmr and i still have to go to rae's house to get my f&n experiment done. *sulks*

and and and i have this uber cool, emo and fun pretend boyfriend. =D he claims he's the opposite of all i think of him but i so don't agree? and we have lots in common, don't we? *winks* we both have the same mp3, support the same soccer team and and, uhm i don't know already. HAHA. oh yeah and he eats slower than me. *&@%^@%! like whats new i'm always the first to finish my food in school. =D so cool la. eh, marc rmb what you're supposed to buy for me. AND I KNOW YOUR FULL NAME! but then again so do you. damn. eh eh boyfriend, you are cool and don't you dare deny! thanks for chasing off that fag for me. <3

i'm sleepy. sleepy sleepy sleepy. =/

OFF I GO TO BED.

`So take my hand and hold my heart. =D

before PE. (:

in the toilet yo.



staircase. (:

and thats my signature pose, thank you. =D

i've made a list on what to blog about today so i wouldn't be a lost for words and keep blaming my poor stm. (:

so we did our F&N experiment today and it was kinda fun. i was the only one who used condensed milk to do the experiment so it was kinda interesting. condensed milk is thick and creamy and diane kept scooping teaspoons of it and putting it into her mouth. eck. and coagulated condensed milk looks really disgusting! its just in bits and pieces and it looks like what you see under a microscope when you're looking at bacteria. the cloths in the kitchen stinks like MAD and the equipments aren't enough for the whole 29 of us to use. =/ we had to practically snatch the equipments and its quite a laugh. ah and my classmates, esp this particular one, grabbed ALL the petri dishes for herself. omg so selfish one.

chapel was BORING. the girls leading worship were so terrible cos they can't sing for nuts. whats more, the guitarist was HOPELESS she kept playing out of beat. so our class was the first to reach the hall and we got special comment by jenny koh after chapel. (: so cool right. our class always rushes for chapel cos we don't wanna stack up the chairs. its so stupid i don't understand why they have to get us to stack chairs when the prefects can fully do it themselves. its not like they can't walk or something. all they can do is order us ard and WATCH us stack and drag the chairs.

then we had PE. and we took height and effing weight. =/ and you know what? i put on weight laaaa. bleah. ): while waiting for our turn to take height and weight, mrs teo told us to do 500 skipping please. but it was fun cos i love skipping. i'm just real disappointed cos i can't do criss-cross anymore. =/ and i need to practice so i can show off. YEAH RIGHT. and also, we took pictures before PE. zomg la. hahaha.

we had CIP briefing after school today and its such a waste of time. the uncle is lame-o la. he does magic and stupid balloon sculpturing. he thinks that we're primary school kids la. pffft. and their expectations of our CIP are high. they expect us to organize a lunch for old folks and expect us to perform, serve and take videos la. and for people who are serving, they've to wear cheongsam nonsense and also, we've to chip in 5bucks each girl for this thingamajig. blurgh.

and i'm currently in love with my literature novel. (: its really interesting and written from a person who's suffering from asperger's syndrome which is something less serious than autism. its about a boy who tries to find out who killed his neighbour's dog and digs up real serious secrets too. oh and i think i have asperger's syndrome too. (touch wood) but i dig the colour red and i don't like being touched, just like the character. heh. and i have a quote:
"which means that a murder victim is usually killed by someone known to them and fairies are made out of paper and you can't talk to someone who is dead." chris says this when he's talking about Occam's razor "which is not a razor that men shave with but a law, and it says: 'No more things should be presumed to exist than are absolutely necessary." i think its COOL. okay you might think its not but i do. (:

effing chinese tmr. ): i think we're gonna get back our chinese test and i'm sure to fail although i very much want to pass. CONTRADICTING LEH. okay okay whatever lorrrrrr. =D

i've got pictures to put up. =D

`There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how.

Jotham's picture in his ez link card. zomg damn cute right.

and this is him with his hair tied up. lol.

mabel's friend claims we look alike. LOOK ALIKE MEH?

I’m using Microsoft word to type this now so all my letters would be auto cap. Anyway, stupid mozilla jammed on me so I can’t go onto the internet already. =/ so stupid right. I wanted to much to blog about my weekend and then this had to happen. Blahhhh.

So I was talking about fusion and how fun it was. I definitely had a blast and I LOVE Youth Alive. (: they are such cool people please. Their music is so fab the whole room was practically vibrating while they were playing. Everyone was jumping and the ground was shaking it felt like the floor was going to give way any minute.

So Mabel, Cheryl and I went for dinner with Jotham halfway through the service. Went to Thai Express to eat. Mabel was real hungry cos she wanted to order so many things! She wanted to have Phat Thai and Green Curry and I can’t remember what. I ordered Soft Shell Crab curry and zomg, I can’t seem to get sick of it. (: and in there, Jotham was being all retarded making all of us laugh. There is this certain expression he does which made the 3 of us burst out in fits of laughter and I laughed till I cried buckets la. Mabel was doing all those crazy things like tying up his hair and we saw Jotham’s ez link card! He look sooooo cute can. Mabel took a picture of it and I’m gonna put it up here yo.

Headed back to the service and we had worship with Youth Alive. (: jumped to this real nice song called ‘Majesty’. And I kinda forgot how it goes but I know its really cool and lively. And then Mabel, Cheryl and I went to Citilink mall to walk cos I wanted to go shopping but all the shops were closed already since it was 10 plus. So Cheryl went home while Mabel and I went walking ard finding desserts cos Mabel was really craving for something sweet. And since we couldn’t find anything nice to eat so we walked to Starbucks and I ordered a Caramel Frappucino. It tastes like the Caramel Ice Blended from Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf but the one from CBTL one tastes nicer cos the whipped cream is less thick and they put more caramel. (:

So on Sunday, we had combined service and Youth Alive led worship! (: omg worship was a blast and we sang my favourite song, ‘Majesty’ la! =D and we jumped jumped jumped. Heh. The band members are such cool people cos they’re really friendly and posed for pictures with us. Mabel and I like the drummer, Chris (I think that’s his name?) and he has nice nice eyes we couldn’t stop staring at him. Imma put the pictures up. (:

Went for lunch with Mabel, Jill, Pebble, Jason and Jotham. We had Thai Express yet again. (: and guess what I ordered? Oh and I love the Tom Yam Soup from there laaaaa. So Jotham was actually having lunch at Swensens but he sat over at our table. Then we decided to watch a movie and Mabel was suggesting Pan’s Labryinth. I wasn’t for that idea but since I promised Mabel I’d catch a movie with her, I obliged. So our show started at 4.30pm which was sooo late!

And I must say that Pan’s Labryinth is gruesome shit. No wonder its NC-16. They even made it a point to check our ICs just in case we were underaged. And omg I cried in the theatre. =/ but the show’s interesting and kinda cool. Cos there’s fantasy in it and the girl was so brave, I wanna be like her! AS IF. I hated the scene in which the lady stabbed the captain in the back and dragged the knife upwards and then she made the captain turn ard and she stabbed him in the chest. After that she put the knife in his OMG mouth. And she said some words to him and brought the knife to his left cheek and after she finished, she cut the whole cheek open! I was like, ‘oh what the fuck!’ there was so much blood then when the captain shouted orders to capture the woman, the camera showed the whole cut up cheek! Eck. Mabel was like, ‘imagine your mouth being extended.’

Then I bought my pencil case from Flash and Splash and Jotham is gonna get me this Volcom jacket for my birthday! I hope he isn’t pulling my leg cos he seemed kinda serious about it. I shouldn’t be hoping too much la huh. Nevermind, if he doesn’t get the jacket for me, I’ll get it myself. I mean since my birthday falls after CNY heh. I need more money! Omg I wanna return to toysrus. Shite.

This is a relatively long post and I’m getting sleepy. And I think having conversations with Clarence wakes me up cos he’s like shittingly funny. (don’t get all big headed now, you boy.) well anyway, I can’t wait for the week to end and soon it’ll be Sunday. (: I love Sundays more than ever now, I don’t know why. Hmm, I want more wine gums. And I want SIEW MAI! =D stupid Clarence keeps calling me a siew mai pig? No way, I only eat the chicken ones. So nope, I ain’t a pig.

Ah and Kelly spoke to Mabel and I on Sunday and she cried. I dunno why she suddenly broke down but I swear I didn’t do anything to make her cry. I was just sitting down there and letting her do her talking and then, BOOM, tears started flowing. -_-lll I wanted to walk away but I decided to be real nice and sit there so she won’t cry even more. Cool right. AS IF. Then she lectured both of us and I uhm, wasn’t listening. (: came in one ear and out the other. Mmm and she just went off after talking to us. Didn’t even wanna go lunch with anyone. Is it just me or is she being petty? Okay fine I shall stop being mean. But if she does make me angry again that will be the last straw. =D

I should get going. I’m real tired from school and thank goodness school ends at 2pm tmr. (: we also have to run as a whole level tmr during silent reading. =/ and I’ve to do F&N experiment tmr during F&N lessons with milk and acid. I’m sure it’ll be interesting and I hope tmr will be a great day! Cos we only have 3 lessons and my bad will be ultra light-o. and Chinese test today was a disaster! I anyhow tikam la and so did most of the people I spoke to about the test.

Camera tmr! Photo taking frenzy babeh!

I love ‘fill-in-the-blanks’ la. (and no I won’t give helping words.)

`Out.

There’s no healing without some kind of pain.

i'm blogging again cos this nice friend of mine who's called Arif asked me to put his name in my blog entry. so here it is:

HELLO ARIF, YOU ELEPHANT.

and there we have it. (:
he keeps bullying me again despite the promise he made that he'll try to be a nice guy. wanna see more evidence? haha Arif you're in for it!

-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
crazy dumb dumb
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-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
your a pig aren't u
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-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
IDIOT
-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
super big eye hippo


and he's also very thick skinned:

-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
i dun need to act dua im already dua
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-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
i can read your mind MAUHAHAHA im a psychic
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-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
i can nv forget one person once told me
-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
i look cute in sch u n cool in ncc u
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happy now, Arif? ahah don't kill me. (:

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY! (((:
omg school has been hectic for this whole entire week i think i'm going to die soon. homework assignments have been piling up endlessly i don't think i'll have the time to actually complete everything on time. i've got math, literature summary, chinese zuowen, english book report, chemistry and i hope thats all. what's more, i've got a chinese test on tuesday and i've got to learn and memorise 12 yan yus by heart. =/ omg my brain is going to burst seriously. teachers really don't think of us students as humans they think our brains are like computers. well, surprise surprise, my brain doesn't have much capacity and the memory is, unfortunately, seldom rewritable. (:

it has been pouring for the past 2 days already and i can't take it anymore. the weather's perfect for sleeping but thats not good cos i find it really hard to concentrate during lesson time. the rain just comes and goes and its really inconsistent. like when i think that the rain has stopped, and i want to walk out of the shelter, droplets of rainwater suddenly start falling once again. oh and needless to say, our lousy school has a lack of shelters so our girls get wet when they want to cross from this block to another. so stupid right. build such a big school and yet its short of shelters. well whats new anyway, i think our school doesn't have enough money to pay for the constructing of more shelters so we have to be contented with just 2. =/ and our 2nd floor corridor is incomplete, they just covered the corridor with a metal grill. it really looks like they don't have enough cement to construct the corridor properly.

and our corridor walls are metal grills it looks like a jail. okay maybe not a jail but more like an industrial. rachel always walks on the further side of the metal grill nearer the classrooms cos apparently she's afraid of heights and the grills reveal the whole entire ground floor way down below rachel's real petrified. hahaha. oh and the men keep coming in to repair the lift in our school. rachel rene and i have had the chance to take the lift once and after that, the lift keeps spoiling everyday. the lift travels really slow it takes ages to get from the 1st floor to the 4th floor but it definitely beats climbing up 8 flights of stairs to get to the 4th level and thats where our nice homeroom is, THE KITCHEN. -_-lll so lame la. who ask us to get an F&N teacher for our form teacher.

Fusion tmr babeh. hopefully rachel's going cos it'll be so funny to just hang out with sec2 boys. i'm used to it but still, ahh what can i do. i'm the gang leader la i can't abandon them. (: i should leave early so that i can be the first in the queue. HEH. i'm just being lil old kiasu me. everyone calls me auntie la cos i keep rushing for everything but seriously, in order to get the best you've got to the the first! right right right? (: thats right.

its so cold! omg omg omg it feels like as if i'm in Genting la. my feet are freezing i need to wrap them up in at least 2 layers of towels. the rain has stopped but i bet it'll come back again. and hopefully when i leave home for Fusion tmr the rain won't come cos i hate to get my shoes wet with disgusting sand water. eck. then i should bring my purple hoodie just in case i feel really cold and freezy (is there such a word?). i'm excited for tmr pleaseeeeeeeee. =D

when i wake up tmr morning i'm gonna start rushing with my homework already. i have to complete at least half then leave the other half for sunday. omgosh la how am i going to make it in time? sighhhh. i think i might die of stress soon. hahahaha. but then again, i've survived sec4 and i'm sure i'll be able to survive sec5. (:

stupid chinese class is getting to me. i keep complaining in every post but i guess complaining doesn't do me much good, it just helps me to relieve my frustration. actually i kinda pity my chinese teacher cos no one listens to her when she speaks in class. everyone might be looking at her but actually our minds are somewhere else. and today when the first bell rang everyone started packing when she was still talking. in my heart, i was feeling sympathy for her and i have no idea why i felt that way? i have this thing for the elderly la, i guess. everytime i see an old lady selling tissues in the market i'd feel sympathy. it seems really silly to me but i guess its just human nature and i'm sure other people feel the same way as well. ha oh wells. and my chinese teacher didn't return me my lianbibu! how am i going to write my zuowen if i don't have the damn book. shite i'm in for it. =/

have to wake up early to start with my stupid homework. gahhh, homework and school is such a bore i feel like quitting school and just work. but its a stupid choice cos while we were having literature today KohEL told us a story about her friend who scored 9 points for O levels but wasted her life cos she got herself pregnant after O levels. and she married the guy and now she's working as a clerk and her husband's working as an odd job labourer. she could have gone to university but omg she wasted her life just like that. so stupid right. well i guess sometimes humans make really stupid mistakes and that includes me.


my parents have all gone into bed, so has my brother. so i think i should head to too. can't wait for tmr gonna see Comet. =D


Guilty lips are not so innocent.

this week has been one hell of a week. =/
i hate the stupid homeroom system that the school's applying now. i think its really stupid and a waste of time. i don't see why we actually have to walk ard school when we can just stick to one classroom. and i seriously don't see why we have to end school at 2.50 or later everyday la. ): lots of people have been complaining about it to the teachers but the teachers don't seem to agree. well maybe for the exception of LKoh. (: haha.

so enough about school, its been a real pain in the neck lately. anyway, i've been to shopping with rachel on wednesday! (: both of us seriously have the same taste in clothes pls. we spotted this top from far away and when we walked to the shop we kinda grabbed the same clothing! its really too much of a coincidence cos it happened more than once la. so in the end she and i got 2 drop shoulder tops, just in a different colour, and i bought a studded belt. (: finally like after 2876564 years la okay. now i can turn emo. HAHA. as if.

i went to school with specs today and i felt like some ahmah pls. my eyes had been tearing non-stop the previous night i actually dreamt that i was crying la. i woke up in the middle of the night and when i stepped into the toilet to look at my eyes it was swollen and red. i think a semut crawled its way into my eye and bit it cos it really hurt when i tried to blink my eyes. and when i left for school the pain had subsided but the redness was still there. it felt much better after i put some eyedrops. i guess i'm wearing my contacts for too long and i seriously need to learn how to wear it for 12 hours a day and not 15. gahhhh. or maybe i saw something i wasn't supposed to see. =S

oh and i need to complain about PE lessons cos my PE teacher is behaving like an army officer. she tells us to run one round around our school compound which is not a very small task cos after renovation, my school's abit bigger. we've to also run up and down staircases and past some godforsaken areas of the school and when we reached the assembly area she asked us to run one more round. and as if that's not enough. she got us to do 50 skipping (i love skipping la), followed by 10 pumping (hate that) and then continued by 50 more skipping. and AFTER THAT, we had to do this carrying-our-friend-on-our-backs nonsense and when rachel carried me i was screaming and screaming like some mad cow and now i have a phobia of people carrying me with my back facing theirs. abit lame but nevermind. rachel and i cheated on the stand-with-backs-to-backs challenge. she didn't put in enough force we kept falling.

during F&N today the bell suddenly rang. it was prolonged for quite a long time and i shouted, 'OMG FIRE! I SWEAR THERE'S A FIRE!' everyone's reaction was rather slow and they realized it only after awhile. when we went out of the computer lab, we could hear screams from the classes downstairs. obviously the excited screams of the sec1 girls who have never experienced a fire drill exercise before. teachers were strolling so it was rather obvious it was a fire drill. while we were walking towards the assembly ground (it was pouring and the time was 2.25pm, mind you.) we, rene and i, decided to walk by the shelter cos everyone was running in the rain. and we were all standing as a group when the announcement came: 'sorry for the interruption, this is not a fire drill, someone has accidentally activated the fire bell.' everyone was like, 'WAHLAO EHHHH.' so stupid can.

thank goodness its friday tmr. (: but there's stupid chinese lessons and i hate chinese now. i don't really like my chinese teacher cos her method of teaching is different from the rest of the chinese teachers i've had so far. i don't like it when she calls names and asks us to answer questions or write words on the board. she likes to stray off the subject everytime la. oh and she's going rather slow (not that i'm complaining). is sitting along in class a good thing or a bad thing? cos i'm sitting alone now heh i wanna be a lonerrrrrrr. =/ fuck i hate chinese.

can't wait for saturday, i'm going for Fusion. =D maybe do a little shopping before that. i still haven't bought my pencil case. and i plan to buy one more bag. omg what a laugh i act like as if i'm loaded. i've told rachel i'll stop spending alr, until i get money from CNY. but even then i might not even have the time to go shopping although i've got the money to. shite i've seen so many people carrying the nike bag that i initially wanted to get and thank goodness i didn't buy it cos too many people have it and its too common. this bag i'm carrying now is rare cos there are only 2 pieces of each colour and whats more, fairli has the exact same one in black. ah mine's red, FYI. =D cool huh.

i love hanging out at rachel's house its so cool. (: we always have maggi mee with egg and sausage everytime we go there, its expected. and have i mentioned, rachel and i are egg lovers! (: we were eating with rene the other day and i ordered egg along with my rice. i was checking for the yolk part of the egg and when i saw it i was like, 'yay, yolk!' so i turned the egg around and rene gave me this face and said, 'duh eggs have yolk.' rachel spoke out and explained my actions and omg, she and i eat eggs the exact same way! (: haha i love eggggg. everytime rachel and i see egg we'd be like, 'EGGG...' in that dreamy tone. its really cool. =D

aight, i should get going. i can't keep my eyes opened any longer i seriously need to get some shut eye. i pray that tomorrow will be a good day and that i'll at least enjoy chinese lessons a little bit more than the previous few times. and also that the day will pass extra quick so i can get home in a jiffy and sleep my ass off. (: then probably wake up at 8, have dinner, watch tv. then at 10pm i'll watch Supernatural! haha.

`And I mean nothing to you and I don't know why.

school's started and omg la, i hate school. ): i met the peeps from church today and everyone's telling me how much fun they had at orientation and all that. i'm glad they had fun. jill's tellling me to go to ACJC cos everyone there's great and super cool. too bad i don't wanna go to JC, i wanna go to Temasek Poly! (:

anyway, let me talk about school. we have this new stupid homeroom system and i think it stinks. for those of you who don't know what it is, let me explain. there are different classrooms and for every subject, we have to walk to our classes. which means, for math, we've to walk to THIS class and for english, we've to walk to this other class. and the same goes for the rest of the subjects. oh and for chinese, we've got banding. we've to merge with the sec4s la but not that i'm complaining cos Pretty's in my class. (: i just don't really like my teacher cos she's like always talking to herself when teaching and i can hardly hear anything even though i'm sitting in the front. now nicole and i are really worried about chinese and we're thinking of having chinese tuition although i do. heh. i am so dreading chinese tmr.

oh and have i mentioned, instead of school ending at the usual 1.45pm, we end at 2.10pm instead! ha, and what's more, i end school at friggin 4.20pm on mondays and fridays. ): and i end school at 2.10pm only on wednesdays. the rest of the days, i end close to 3pm. sarah tsang says its almost like studying in a JC and i agree with her please. i told her i might as well quit school and join a JC la its equivalent. don't know whats wrong with my school. seriously why do they want to be like a JC when it is a friggin secondary school. =/

church was alright today. I GOT HELLO PANDA FROM CLARENCE. (((: like finally after 742863752 years pls. and i got him wine gums in return. (: was late for service cos i came into church late and sat at the back. the aircon was so hot Jill and i kept complaining about the heat. and this yllek was like sitting beside us and so after worship, we were talking about school and stuff. she kept asking us to keep quiet and shit. so nevermind we just continue to talk and talk and she kept asking us to keep quiet. i was seriously quite pissed off but i just tried to stop myself from speaking my mind. then she kept turning ard to tell Lester and Sunny to stop talking too la. i was telling Jill how irritating yllek is. so we gathered in our small groups and we were supposed to do something Adriel Loh told us to do. Mabel, Jill and i were talking about next week's combined service and about school orientation. apparently yllek was trying to get us to listen to her but being us, we just ignored her and continued talking. then she suddenly attitude us la, she took her chair and pulled it nearer the boys, just focused on them entirely. then she said, 'for those of you who don't want to pray for your friends you can just continue to talk among yourselves. for the rest of you, let's pray now.' and i got really cross and i just told Mabel to walk out since yllek has some shit attitude problem and we did. (:

and now the freaking shit keeps calling me on my handphone thinking that i'd pick it up. HA HA, dream on pls. anyway this isn't the first time i've lost my temper so it isn't anything new. i saw her like at long john and i heard her call my name but seriously i wasn't in the mood to talk to her. i don't even want to see her stupid face. oh she looked like a potato sack today seriously. omgosh la, i know she reads my blog but who gives a flying fuck now.

ahh, this Arif (ultra meanie) is super mean la. everytime i talk to him, he's full of insults for me. how cool is that huh. i have a personal insultor. bleah. and now he's taken a liking to destroying my pictures. sigh, i feel so sad. ): i think i might actually hit him in the face with a beach ball if i do happen to see him. why a beach ball, i don't know. (: omg la his editting skills are lousy x27265864 can. andand, let me show you proof of how evil he is:

-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
u tis moron
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-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
u tis stubborn minded ass
-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
cry la whocares
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-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
SHAMELESS DODO
-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
wad are u trying to advertise in your pic anyway
roz- Little boy you're so amazing, BLOW ME AWAY. says:
WINE GUMS! =D
roz- Little boy you're so amazing, BLOW ME AWAY. says:
tried them before?
-arif (=>>u used to captive me by your resonating light.<<=) says:
lol wth is tt is it hippo food
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i'm sure you get my point now. and he actually had the nerve to insult wine gums. grrr. wine gums are like so nice and he calls it hippo food. i think i should start collecting sand already so that when i see him i can start attacking him and hopefully he'll learn his lesson and stop being such an ass. (: thank you Arif. wahahaha.

well then i probably should get going. there's stupid school tmr and i so don't feel like going but i don't have much of a choice. and i think i've been kicked out of CCA already cos i haven't been going for practice for a really long time. (: i have to go and see msting tmr to confirm if i'm really out, or in. gahhhh i wasn't even asked to go for friggin CCA fair and so were the seniors la. NO ONE called any seniors to go down for CCA fair but what's new. this new bunch of juniors are, whoa, i have no comments.

crap, i hope tmr will be a good day.

fire in your eyes is blazing
and it burns right, right through me
little girl BOY you're so amazing, oh
cos you know you drive me crazy
and i'd love to get to know you
here i am so won't you take me
BLOW ME AWAY

YESTERDAY WAS A BLAST! (: i can't believe it actually passed by so quickly. nevertheless, i had tons and tons of fun! let's just get straight to the point: i love the girls from TRU. and not to forget the 2 guys who came along too la. haha.

surprisingly enough, i was the FIRST to arrive and that's just cool cos i'm never the first to arrive at meetings. (: i waited half an hour for the next person to arrive, which was tresha(: and we went up to TRU to collect our pay. and omg, i got like 594 bucks. (: and i saw widzuan tan! like after super duper long la please. he asked me to help him sweep his tween zone again and offered to pay half of what i offered, which was a meager $2.50 which can only buy me an oreo mcflurry and 5 packets of seaweed. HAHA. took a walk ard TRU and there were so little floor staff we were so disappointed.

aziemah and wahidah arrived and we kept teasing wahidah and zul la. (: wahidah was super shy?! hahaha. she's so cute and i'm sure zul agrees with me. =X so tresha and eileen left to prepare aziemah's surprise while me, mas, alif and zul kept aziemah busy at TRU snapping pictures. (: wanna see? haha. aziemah was so loud her voice was like thunder and she was acting all HIGH down there screaming like a little girl who's seeing so many toys for the first time in her life. zul and alif were our cool photogs. (: here's one:

we look like ge-tai singers la. HAHA.

and this is aziemah posing in the TRU raincoat. so cute right. (:

so later, tresha gave me a call and i led them down to tanjung. eileen came out first and aziemah was happily saying hi to her until tresha walked out with the cake and aziemah's expression totally changed. HAHA. sang her a birthday song and she was still in a state of shock! then we cut cake and whoa, the cake is huuuugeee. haha. take a look:

and here's aziemah cutting her cake.

the cake was nice, it was blackforest.(: but we couldn't finish the cake so we gave the remainder to the security guard who helped us snap pictures. yep, we snapped pictures over at tanjung and i think they look really pretty. (: okay this post is gonna be full of pictures. haha


then walked to pacific and did a little window shopping. we took somemore pictures on the way there.bus-ed over to heeren and we took neo prints! (: i haven't scanned them yet but i think they're a little too small to scan. nevermind. it was wacky in the machine la we were making so much noise in there. and i still can't stand it. we kept teasing wahidah and zul NON STOP la. both of them like got nothing to say and wahidah was blushing so much and so was zul. (don't deny, you were!) so we left about 7 plus. train-ed with mas and rachel and snapped pics again. (:

yesterday was pure fun! i'll definitely miss everyone from TRU but i'll be back. (: and imma organize a study session with the gang so we can meet up again. yeah babeh. aight, gotta get to bed early to prepare for stupid school. ):

CLARENCE, SEE THIS!

i want more hello panda! (: hahaha. GIMMIE!

i'm back and its officially 2007 yo. (:
also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZIEMAH DARL!

anw i was having a conversation with jukebox just now and read this
its kinda long but READ IT. haa. we were talking about being attached and blah blah. cos apparently we were talking about the girl that he likes haha. (:

roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
i am worse but whatever, being single rocks
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
in my opinion, that is. (:
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
mybe i oso considering 2 be single til marriage ar..
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
hahaha!!!
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
hahahaha! no way, that's crazy la.
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
haha y nt? its posible u noee
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
that like, only monks and nuns can do that la.
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
haha seriousli? if im nt rong monks n nuns jz acnt hav sex ritee..
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
tts ma knowledge of dem ar..
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
dey cnt even marry..soo ur sayink monks cn marry?
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
monks can't marry
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
no way no way
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
HAHA
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
haha..im abit confuse nw..wher does ol da younger monks cum frm..
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
if monks cnt do reproduction..hmmmmmmm
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
LOL.
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
they choose to be monks la.
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
its not like, when you born out then become monk
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
some people want their child to be monks so they send their kids to mo nk school
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
4 me its lyk kinda crap..
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
its lyk torturing u noe, u cnt feel da taste of marriage
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
yeah man i so agree with you pls
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
soo lets pity dem sympatize dem..

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.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
its lyk 4 eg me marrying den had a taste of marriage..havin a son..send him to a monk institution..den ma son cant hav da same xperience as me..
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
kinda bastard ar..
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
yeah man.
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
and monks can't indulge in cool stuff
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
like mp3s and SCREAMO SONGS and meat
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
they eat like vegetables only?
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.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
haha i noe..bt i be4 saw monks wearing shoes!
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
u cnt belief tis! i saw monks taking a pictures during christmas wif santa gals..der wer standing beside dem n SMILING!
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
YEAH!
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
n dey took da picture using their OWN digital camera..
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
TODAY I SAW MONKS SHOPPING FOR GADETS LA
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
hw COOOOL is tt..
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
and one was talking on the handphone la
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
n 1 of da monk kiping msgin..
.zü£åm¥. wacky mimi. .call me sumtink, call me curious.so i noe ur fine. says:
soooo advnce! of dem
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
hahahaha
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
exactly man!
roz- And as i stare into a masterpiece, a beautiful tragedy. says:
still say can't indulge in all these things

i put in colours so you wouldn't get an eye sore. (: anw, i asked jukebox if i'd get sued but he said i wouldn't cos its just my opinion, so don't get offended yo. i am not some religion critic shite but really. just my personal opinion.

hokai, imma go off to meddle with my new mp3 babes. 2007 here i come! (:

i still love emo boys like you. <3


`stop this shit, you bitch.