I got this ringing in my ears and none on my fingers.

Hello world I’m using this coolio folio font that I found on Microsoft word. (: anw I’m so bored now I feel like sleeping. But I have freaking Chinese zuo wen to complete and I can’t sleep till I get it completed. I’m sure if I don’t I won’t be able to have a good day at school tmr cos lao shi will be really angry and she’ll start nagging at us yet again. Not that I’m complaining, I think she’s a nice teacher just that the girls from my class give her such a hard time sometimes I can’t help but feel pity for her. Ohwells.

My old ToysRUs friend called me today I was rather shocked. Irwan’s his name and I so couldn’t recognize his voice on the phone. Thought it was some guy doing stupid phone surveys or something. But yeah, so we spoke on the phone for awhile and he CANNOT stop calling me ego and action. Then he’s saying I’m some ahlian when I’m actually not as you can see. I’m perfectly un-ahlian and so uhm, retarded. Yes that’s the word.

Yeah and Irwan actually blames me for not keeping in contact with him for these past few months and now when I msged him, he didn’t even reply. 10minutes have passed and I haven’t received a reply. So much for saying everything’s my fault huh. And yeah, he kept blabbering rubbish to me and I uhm, had nothing to say to that because I didn’t think it needed a reply to it. =/ DON’T ASK.

I had cheena test today but we weren’t tested on yan yu. I heard that we’re gonna have the yan yu test tmr during Chinese lesson and I’m not looking forward to that. I only managed to learn and memorize 3 out of 11. Nice right. And like, 8 are tested so yippee! Imma fail this yan yu test. And I hope I don’t fail my cheena test, I can’t afford to! Although it was a little difficult, Nicole and I were whispering to each other that it was difficult. We’ll hope for the best?

Omg I keep thinking that tmr’s Friday. Yeah I know la I can’t wait for the weekends to arrive. Cos on Friday, we’ll have like 3 hours of slacking. Not entirely slacking all the way but half the class is going for this career exhibition thing and I doubt we’re gonna be having lessons. But we’re gonna have f&n for sure cos Mrs Nair doesn’t want us to slacken for our coursework, we’re actually lagging behind and that’s not good cos she knows we all like to do last minute work and sit on our work. Wow, she knows us man.

And yes, I’m finally going to appear for CCA tmr so be proud of me ya’ll! Reason why I’m going? Simple: I don’t have to lug my stupid guitar ard school and all I have to do is to help the sec1 girls with their guitar. (: I love Mrs Nair cos she’s so lenient whatever I ask of her, she’ll agree. She was the one who allowed me to help the sec1 girls and not to bring my guitar. She’s my form teacher and yet she doesn’t really nag at me if I don’t appear for CCA. Oh and when I see MsTing ard school I’ll keep avoiding her and it’ll be damn awkward cos she and I both know whats going on. But now I won’t have to avoid her anymore cos I’m going for CCA from now on man. Eat this, you ting-a-ling bitch. Plus! Rj and Sarah Tsang and Sarah Choo will be coming for CCA! Yeah babeh, I can finally see them and catch up with them pleaseeeeee. So imma bring my camera to school tmr wanna take memory shots, whoo hoo. =D

Its been raining non stop ever since uhm, 12pm today. And we’re all freezing esp my poor toes. Zomg stop the rain. I hope that when I wake tmr, I won’t have to bring an umbrella to school cos I’ll look so aunty carrying one. I rmb the day I brought my umbrella to school, it was so embarrassing la I felt like some aunty. But if the rain’s heavy I guess I have no choice but to bring that aunty thing. Oh please don’t rain tmr morning.

I need to complain, I need to complain. Yeah its about my friend I think she’s such a wannabe. She totally can’t make it. Everyday you hear her talking about branded things such as LV, Ferragamo, Gucci, Chanel, Coach and it seriously irritates me and my other friend. Ahh, and she knows like EVERYTHING. Ask her anything, she has answers to your questions. From brands all the way to what kind of pets you should buy for yourself. Omg ask her, she’s the genius. She thinks she knows everything but HA HA, guess what? That’s obviously not true cos she often gets jacked in the face, in the gut and in the butt. I know no one’s perfect and all but seriously I can’t take it each time she starts talking about her ‘oh, you know this and that’ nonsense. OMG I can’t believe I’m saying these kinda things about my friend but I’m sorry, I really can’t stand it anymore. She’s a great companion and all but when it comes to this, I shut my ears to whatever she’s saying.

And who spends all her angpao money on a branded bag? Like hello that’s so stupid? Her mom had to add in a few hundred bucks to buy that bag for her some more la. Like if you don’t have enough money then might as well don’t buy? Ask her where she bought her bag from, and you must open up her wardrobe, really. Claims she can’t fit into any size2 dresses cos they’re too big and when we tell her to wear size1, she’s like, ‘don’t have!’ how can there not be a size1 huh? She said ‘branded dresses don’t have size1 la.’ Pffft who ask you go and buy branded dresses la stupid. Okay enough.

Aight then, enough blabs for the day. Tmr’s gonna be a long day school ends at 6pm for me. ): I have chemistry tmr and math remedial. Oh man that’s not good. I feel like watching Epic Movie again. And I have to get my zuo wen completed so byebye.

The truth hurts worse than anything I could bring myself to do to you.

THIS AIN'T A SCENE ITS AN ARMS RACE

omg its freezing in the computer lab now and i'm wearing my pe attire. omg it feels like we're in Genting. =/ okay yeah. i'm just abit mad now.

anyway, today's going to be a rather slack day? well i dunno except that we're gonna run 2.4km today for pe. dammit la. this morning we just had our level morning jog and i ran only 3 rounds and walked all the way. like zomg i already felt tired just running that few rounds. shite rozand is such a weakling. HAHA I'M NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT IT. =D

so yeah. we have cheena test later after school ends and i so totally did not study for it. there's like 11 yan yus to be learnt and i didn't touch it at all. maybe i'll just concentrate on the li jie wen da and the cloze passage thingy. haha i doubt i'll be able to pass i'm not even prepared for it. (: how cool right. but yeah, its fine.

i can't wait to go home later. i need to go and catch up on my sleep and make sure i get rid of those stupid eye bags which have been there since like, uhm, forever? and i need to start doing my f&n seriously cos if i don't, i'll be so screwed. and shit its so freezing in here my fingers are all numb.

anw i can't wait to go hoodie shopping? i need to get like a nicenice black one asap or i'll seriously not be happy. and now i feel like shitting. HMM maybe i should go later. i've got a good digestive system so don't laugh at me. =D yes i'm randoming.

omgomg so cold. i can't take it. anw its almost time for chapel! and i think i miss Comet more then ever. just talked to him like last night but i can't help but miss him. oh no, i think i'm going to be emo soon. =/ whats up man, serious mood swings. no i shall not be emo. (:

okay i shall stop here. i'm out!

Me and you, setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you

THIS YEAR'S MOST OPEN HEARTBREAK

hello world I think today’s a shitty day and I feel rather emo I feel like sitting in one corner and cry until tmr comes. Omg its 10 o’clock and I should be in bed. Argh omg today’s such a crappy day. =/ I was supposed to study for chemistry and biology CT last night but I felt so damn emo I just sat down there and stoned and basically didn’t do anything at all. Nothing I read got absorbed into my brain and I had the urge to cry cry cry.

I’m going to flunk my CTs man. ): I didn’t take them seriously, okay fine, partly my fault but what can I do? I mean its just CT right. That’s what my friends think too so we didn’t really study hard. If I were to pass them, I’ll be glad. But then again, DREAM ON ROZAND.

Went to rachel’s house today. Supposed to go to Stacy’s house today but her mom wasn’t gonna be at home so we couldn’t go down. Her mom just wanted to drop the ang paos at home then we’ll go down to just take it. She’s super cool I love Stacy’s mom la. Stacy and Rachel were playing o2 Jam on the com. And we were viewing people’s friendster profiles and myspace profiles too. And then we camera whored but we didn’t take that many pictures though. Stacy can play o2 jam eh, she’s not bad. Rachel too la hahaha such a laugh. Stacy played For Elsie and it was super fast and we could see her struggling and she turned into a pau! =D so retarded.

We saw our old photos we took together the last few years and omg we have changed and seriously matured. Our faces were so primary school kid when we were in sec3 la we were laughing at our faces and at how retarded we looked. And of course, all our dammit retarded poses and faces. Esp Rachel’s pls. I laughed until I cried and seriously, I had an asthma attack la okay. Couldn’t breathe properly it was so funny. There were tears in our eyes pls.

Kay I don’t feel like blogging anymore I have run out of things to say. =/ I feel so emo because of you. I seriously don’t know what to do anymore I need a break. I need to cry and die. Ahh this feels so déjà vu (oooh, cool Microsoft actually changed that to the one with signs on top) okay enough. I’m going to bury myself under my blanket and sleep till tmr comes.

This heart it beats, beats for only you
My heart is yours

was talking to my twin just now. (: it has been ages since we last caught up with each other. we hardly talk on msn, let alone when we see each other in school. so i'm glad she talked to me. (: omgzxzx whats wrong with me i sound like as if its my last day on earth or something.

well, anyway, i was out shopping with sarahT yestd and i had tons and tons of fun! we haven't seen each other for like, 3 months? and she msged on thursday to ask if i was free to go out with her to town and thank goodness we end early on friday, 1pm pls!, so i told her i'd go out with her. and we watched Ghost Rider and zomg, its such a coolio folio show. i love nicholas cage. =D before the show there was this trailer on this new horror movie thats gonna come out soon and i was closing my eyes and screaming and screaming like some mad kid. yes and while we were watching the movie, there were some shocking parts i uhm, made a lot of noise and sarah says i have a weak heart. ): yes indeed, i do.

so after the movie we walked ard PS and then train-ed to Somerset. sarah wanted to buy the FOB album and we had to go all the way to HMV just to buy it la. and i saw Ahbyan! (: yes, TRU's super BigM! finally got a hugggg from him la miss him loads. i bought this coolio folio red hoodie from Junk Food! (: but i still wanna get a black one. so yep, hoodie hunting. HEH.

i so can't wait to go to church tmr. i miss everyone! yeah, right. maybe just a particular someone la huh. (: but service starts at freaking 9.30am tmr i'll have to drag my ass off bed at like 8am! its equivalent to going to school la. rawr. hopefully i'll get to go out after service, that would make my sunday much more meaningful. =D i wanna go shopping! yeah, but after buying that hoodie, i feel a tad bit broke. =/ =S =/ =S

i was at the aquarium today. and i plan to buy this small little glass bowl and i wanna keep fish! (: yes i'm serious. i plan to buy 8 fish. and it'll be different neon tetra fish in different colours. i'm excited but before i do that, i'll have to clear up my table and make space for the fish bowl to sit on. omgosh i can't wait to buy fish. WHOOP-DEE-DOO! =DD

okay i have nothing to say already. so byebye.

`Last year's wishes are this year's apologies.

chapel in like 10minutes time. There’s like no PE pls. which is good. (: hahaha. The freaking computer got some problem. Its like super laggy and stuff and when I wanna surf the net, some shit window keeps popping up. Which is why I’m using Microsoft windows to type this now.

Omg I am so hungry. I need to eat like so many things. I feel so fat today I need to go on a diet. And there’s no PE today which means no exercise which means no burning of fat which means that I’ll stay fat. =/ yes I know I’m making myself very depressed and emo but I don’t care because I think today’s an auspicious day to be emo! =S

I can’t wait for school to end later. There isn’t zuo wen ban so its good. (: maybe we’ll go to heartland later. Walk walk walk. (: argh I am damn hungry la.

I miss bf and Comet. =/ I can’t wait for Sunday to come. Rawr. Hahaha I need to slap myself now I don’t know why. I feel so high yet emo. Haha and I updated my friendster profile lohzxzxzx. Okay okay maybe I should stop!

OUT.

Rachel sang this song and it keeps ringing in my head
`Tell me when will you be mine?

damn, there's school tmr and i can tell you everyone will not be in the mood to actually listen in class. just thank God there's not chinese tmr except for freaking zuo wen ban. =/ ah, fuck. i thought school would end at 2pm tmr but damn, it ends at 4pm. argh.

anw i collected like 300plus dollars this new year! =D i think its enough for me la. i just can't wait to go shopping with mabel and mans! (: hahaha post-new year shopping here i come! heh. went to so many houses today. travelled across singapore man, its crazy. from the east to the west. and i was so tired i tell you. didn't manage to go to Stacy's house cos she wasn't at home and we couldn't make it to her house in the evening. so we're planning to go during the weekends.

there's freaking PE tmr so i can't wait to die. just kidding, i don't wanna die so early. (: and also, there's the stupid morning jog please. i bet you i'm gonna slack once again. HEH. i freaking hate PE and the shitty morning jog crap. =/ =/ =/

i bought the Fall Out Boy album man! heh so coolio folio. =D can't wait to listen to it. but before i do that, i need to jump into the shower. yep, i haven't bathed yet. (: freak la. i seriously don't feel like going to school tmr. i don't have the mood to go.

besides, i have like one thousand and one common tests to sit for this week and the following monday. =/ i haven't touched any books this holiday and i'm sure to fail. hopefully i can cheong in time la. esp chemistry, bio and math. shite, i need to bring home the books in my locker. rawr. heavy load once again.

i guess last night was the best of all nights this week. (: had like damn lots of fun talking to YOU-KNOW-WHO. (: and also, i think i'm very blessed to have such a friend like Marc. he's such a cool person he actually reads my blog at 2am in the morning! he msged me at 2am saying that he saw my blog and omg he's like super sweet i can melt i tell you. I LOVE YOU MARC! <3

okay okay, thats enough for today. i seriously need to go and bathe and remove my nail polish. see how troublesome school is? yeah man, i know. (: hahaha. damn, i don't want school tmr! if only i could report in sick but i know the freaking office people will spam my house phone and keep asking why i'm not in school and whether i'm gonna see a doctor. SHITTY LAAAAAAAA.

OUT.

`Sometimes we take chances, Sometimes we take pills.

I fucking miss you, comet.

omg i can't believe tmr's the last day of holidays. ):
time flies when you're having fun.

anw, i've been out visiting these past few days. over to relatives houses and all. collecting ang baos. (((: thats my favourite part of this whole thing. anw i took pictures so i'll let the pictures do the talking.

my coolio folio necklace. =D i bought it for freaking $12.90

he was eating something and i snapped it. haha CANDID! (:

thats the people from my dad's side. i'm the oldest, cool right.

them playing daidi. tsk, they're all addicted.more daidi.

thats charmaine tying up her hairrrrr.

second day of cny. went to visit granduncle and some of my grandma's siblings.

he just decided to be spastic for the day

thats us all with my grandma's sister and her husband.

thats my grandma (in blue) with her elder sister. we all think her sister is so cute!

yes, yet another one of his spastic faces. he was spasming when i snapped this.

another round of visitation tmr. (: i so can't wait. and i need to say that charmaine is addicted to daidi already. she kept pestering my cousins to play daidi and they played non stop from this house to the next. omgosh she's only primary 4 man. and her new year clothes are actually my old clothes! she wore my cheongsam on sunday and my red shirt just today. i have coolio folio hand-me-downs. HAHAHA. more like she has em'

now i feel so fat i'm depressed. rawr.

and i think i miss marc. i have a feeling he's sleeping so i shan't msg him. and clarence isn't talking to me online either he's such a dao ass. his status is set to 'in-a-call' i bet he's talking to L____. yeah HAHAHAHA. i hope he doesn't see this. (:

hokai i'm out you fucktards.
more ang baos! =D

`And sometimes loving you is hard to do

HELLO WOLRD! (: okay i'm back to blog yet again. rawr.

anyway, today we had CNY celebration in school. it was rather cool. (: i like the dance item performed by the ELDDS dance girls. i think they're so cool please. they all can dance like so many genres of dance and i think ballet is real cool. haha cos i learnt it before. =x

so we had to serve the elderly folks and some VIPs later on when the school left for their homes. so many grassroots leaders were there oh and the aljunied GRC woman was there too. okay i shall not defame her on my blog but let me just say that she's a laugh. thats all. (:

serving was abit scary la. rachel was the fanfare girl and she had to serve the first dish, which was yusheng. and she was shivering when she was serving the dish. they actually asked if she knew what the meaning of each ingredient is and she just laughed and said she didn't know. HAHA. then i saw her hands shivering like siao. she had to squeeze the lime and remove the seeds and her hands were shaking tremendously HAHAHA. but she calmed down after that. everything went okay la. just maybe the performance by the oprah man. it was quite crappy and boring but the old folks seemed to enjoy it. BLAH.

went to rachel's house to have MAGGI MEE with EGG. (: and she showed me this pail full of wriggling worms meant to feed the fishes. it was so gross all the birds were gathering outside the window la. and then i walked home. HAHA.

anw, take a look at our waitress clothes. zomg la really look like waitresses.

and then we went retarded and snapped this one:



KAY I'M OUT. HAPPY CNY YO! =D

`And I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

after i blogged at the computer lab just now, we went camera whorring! as in seriously camera whoring. i shall just put up a few which will be about, 20 plus pictures? haha i'm not sure. but enjoy. (:

WE WANNA SAY HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! (:

Nicole, me, Rene, Leexuan and Michelle.

This is like the most spastic of all spastics la.

another one of our heartness madness. rawr. (like my slippers? HA. see the comet on my knee!)

act ahbeng only siaaaaaaa.

I'm the only one who can do it la. =D nicole says rachel looks like the scream mask.

thats us, retardosssssss. =DD love em to bits la.

we posed for this and yet it still looks so candid

this is another nice one. my name tag's cool eh?

OMGOMG look at rachel's face. when i saw it i burst out laughing till i cried!

candid candid candid. I LOVE. (:

and let me tell you now that i LOVE this picture. <3

my trademark, thank you. and rachel's hamburger smile. HAHA.

I LOVE MY SLIPPERS.

and what i received from people today. (: thanks ya'll for the gifts! <3s.


i took this during biology lessons. how nice. Comet and half my name is seen. =DD

okay had a blast today. i'm out yo.

`Thats how it feels, when I'm missing you.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY YA'LL!
i received tons of gifts and i'm so happy! esp the one from Pretty, i think its soooo sweet! <3

ten more minutes to my next lesson. rene and i are the only ones in the computer lab. haha its like we own this place or something. (: but next is bio and then after that i have like chinese lessons. but its fine cod there won't be a teacher in class but we have homework to do though. HEH.

so anyway, tmr's like the last day of school for us. cos friday we'll be celebrating CNY in school and oh, we have to be waitresses for the day. we're gonna serve old folks cos they're coming to school for some lunch crap. and they say its for our CIP. so rubbish la i bet i'll end up dropping the plates and all on the floor. RAWR.

okay i'll just make this short one. (: i had hokkien mee for recess. (: and stacy owes me a bouqet (spelling?) of flowers. so i'm receiving it from her tmr yo. I LOVE STACY.

oh yeah and i wore slippers to school today. got my mom to write me a letter to wear slippers and yay, so cool pls. i feel like i'm coming to school not to study but to have fun. HAHA. everyone was like, 'what happen to you?' i said i have a blister and they were like, 'CHEH.' so retarded.

OKAY IMMA GO OFF NOW.
CAMERA WHORING, HERE I COME! (:

Yes! 2 more days of school and we’re off for a long holiday! Well its not that long but, you get my drift. (: I am so excited for CNY cos I get monaye! Then after that I can go shopping mannnnn. =D

Well I was emo last night and thanks loads YONG DAAAA for talking/listening to me. (: I know I spoke lotsa rubbish and stuff but yeah, your efforts of sharing my emo-ness with me is greatly appreciated. THANK YOU! (:

Houlaoshi got real angry with the class today she shouted really loud. I don’t like it when she goes all angry on us cos I can’t get on with the lesson properly. But she seems to be able to forget about the scolding and start joking and laughing with us. Its quite hard for me to do that but yep, she’s a cool woman yo. I think she has this high threshold for students who don’t hand up homework. So this year for teacher’s day imma give her something but that’s too early to say for now.

I didn’t feel like doing any active activities this week so I’ve decided to wear slippers to school tmr. I have this blister that is currently healing so I’m just going to wear slippers. If I get caught then nevermind la huh. I’m gonna get my mom to write a letter for me to excuse me from friggin’ PE lessons. Mrs teo is so evil she went on course and told the relief teacher to do what she says and its tiring. I didn’t do PE but seeing them do the activities it looks real tiring. =/ PE is killa but I’m gonna do it after CNY. Ya know, after all the indulging. (:

And I finally got my locker! But my locker’s at the 3^rd level which is so high up! =/ but no choice cos everyone got the ones lower down. Its fine, at least I got a locker. Rene and I are gonna bring pictures to stick on out lockers. And then we were saying that we’ll bring our AHHEM’s picture and put it in our lockers. So retarded laaaaaa.

Okay I’m very sleepy now I think I shall head in and my table is in such a big mess my dad nagged at me just now. Haha all the v’day presents in the making. (: I must show you the process la. Cos I was at rene’s house just now and we were doing the presents. I reckon they look abit like what you’d see on a restaurant table but yet I think they’re cute. Like, HAVE A TIAN TIAN MI MI VALENTINE! Rawr. So yeah, take a look:

before we even started doing anything. haha. =D

we sorted out the things before everything.

and thats the final result! all tied up and ready to go.

this one's specially for our favourite teachers. ((:

And then we took pictures but I think only one looks nice.

I want to go shopping again. =S damn I should stop spending money.

Okay and then I think maybe I should get going cos my eyes seriously can’t open and my fingers are just typing on and on and also, I really miss YOU-KNOW-WHO and I wish he was my valentine. But then again, I think that’ll only happen in my dreams. So tonight, I’ll be dreaming of YOU-KNOW-WHO. (:

`Until the day I die, I’ll spill my heart for you.

oh yay school’s ending in about 45 minutes! =D and I cannot wait to go home and sleep to my heart’s content. (: so anyway the girls from my school came back to collect their O level results and the principal announced their results over the PA system. Turns out they did pretty well and I’m impressed, in fact, shocked. It’s like we have to do really well when we’re taking our O’s. But the sec5 girls didn’t do that well and not 100% passed English! Zomg that’s quite scary. But 84.9% made into polytechnic. So I guess that’s quite good already. And guess what, their average is like 21 points and that’s really lousy. I aim to get at least 13 points and I know that’s unbelievable but I don’t care.

I feel like sleeping my contacts are so dry. I feel my eyelids scratching against them. Rawr.

Rachel’s probably in the hall having her competition against Ngee Ann secondary school. I bet you our school will win against them. (: new school, new things to come! Haha this’ll be so cool if we win. Our school has won in netball and badminton and tennis tournaments so far this year so I’m sure we can make it for table tennis! =D

My ear so itchy I can’t stop scratching them. Today I felt like shitting but I didn’t want to run to the toilet. I’ll probably end up with getting constipation or something. Nevermind. I’m ending school soon so I can rush home and shit. Thank goodness I live 10 minutes away from school. As they say, ITS JUST A STONE’S THROW AWAY. Waha.

There’s Supernatural tonight. I can’t wait to watch it la. (: yes you know why. Wahaha.

Okay school’s ending already. I should go off!

AND I AM SO ANGRY NOW. STUPID BITCH.

i'm back yet again to blog yo! =D
i think i like blogging more often now. i don't know why. and i feel like going back to the hit 'enter' after every sentence thingamajig again. hmmmmm.

anyway, why i'm blogging again: IMMA PUT UP PICTURES. (:

Rachel looks retarded, i know. i'm the photographer, thanks. =D

US. i loveeeeeee. like, totally. <3s

abit the ahlians. but sorry, i happen to do that too often.

our mp3s. (: (i don't know rae's brand.), iPod, Creative Zen. =D

and thats us all. (: i'm gonna miss msho tons and tons. =/

and today's chinese test was killer. everyone started complaining after the test was over. and its so shitty la. i thought there'd only be like 3 yan yus and ended up, 6 yan yus coming up sia. DAMMIT. i only know 2 la. =S i want to cry already. and we have chinese ting xie tmr PUH-LEASE. =/ =/ =/ fuck.

i'm so digging this song by Rascal Flatts. its titled What Hurts The Most. and its so damn apt right now. i feel really emo these few days and this is the right song to express myself.

sorry for the profanities. i can't seem to help it. i'm out yo.

I love the chorus of this song. and now i feel like crying
i want to cry and die.
FUCK THIS.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

seems like the only person who can make my day is YOU.

okay i'm back from shitting. (: omg my stomach feels so much better heh sorry about the sick content. rachel and i ran to the toilet please. both of us had stomache. an we asked permission to be excused and we RAN to the toilet. grabbed so much toilet paper. both of us going to lao sai so we went to the ends of the toilet. each of us took one end so we won't pollute the environment so much. we were talking in the toilet somemore. HAHAHA. so retarded.

and now my ass is burning. thanks to the chicken i had yesterday. it wasn't very spicy but my ass is still burning and so is rachel's. we were like, 'omg my ass is burning!' waha how retarded. and we're not gonna do PE later. gonna tell mrsteo that we had diarrhoea just now. yesterday's PE was killer and i need a break. maybe i should just go and bandage my toe and come to school with slippers and say that i hit my toe against some pillar.

i can't stand it the computer is so laggy. rawr. there's so much f&n stuff to be done and she told us that we have to hand in our coursework like, in May. thats like so little time to get our work done. and she told us that our O level results would be released like sometime in late December. shitty please. we're all going to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =/ but i think O levels earlier is better lei. cos we can get it over and done with asap. rarrha. so now i need to start studying now yo. just in case i can't finish studying in time. STUDY SESSIONS, ANYONE? (:

yes! i need to say i had fun yesterday although it was a little sad. butbutbut, we did what we did in sec2 and that was to shout out loud your friend's name and pretend that she's ran away. so i was at the airport and screaming rachel's name. i was like, 'RACHEL! EH RACHEL WAIT! TSK! I SAID WAIT!' then i'd run. and there was another time while we were at the viewing gallery, i waved to the air and shouted, 'Rachel wait! eh, wait la, wahlao!' and i ran and ran, pretending to chase rachel. we laugh until we had no more energy pls! how hilarious.

ohoh and we saw this gay man. zomg la so gross. he walked-no, more like geley-ed- to the toilet and stuff. it was freaky. rene saw him running and she imitated him and we were down there laughing like siao la. so people, please don't study at Anderson JC hokai. cos he came from there. (: just kidding la. but please, if you want to study there please don't get influenced. rarha. the toilets at the airport's not bad its quite camera friendly. we were posing in the cubicles and screaming and squealing away but i can't remember the reason why we were doing that. but yes, i like the toilets.

okay i should go and do my f&n now. i have no mood to do it but i must finish and hand up by the end of the period. we're having Prefects' Installation later. so we don't have bio and i feel so stupid now cos i actually brought test tubes thinking there'll be practical. gahhh i totally forgot we had Prefects' Installation la. and after that, we have a chinese test and i didn't know yan yu's tested! =/ nevermind, i'll just focus on passing the test, which is chinese compo. and its formal letter writing somemore. thats my weakest. hopefully it'll be easy peasy so i can go home w/o a heavy heart.

Geog test this friday. shitty witty. recipe analysis, recipe and the table must be handed in like on friday. dawmn. so now i have a reason to use the computer already! but this time i cannot be distracted and slack and surf the internet and talk so much on msn and listen to so much noisy music and blog (maybe). just going to concentrate on completing my f&n. thank God there's 2 more days to the end of the week. (:

and then next week it'll be CNY already. whoopdeedoo! ((((: cannot wait. but valentine's come first and i don't even know what to buy for the whole class. last year's was the best and now i'm out of ideas. i feel like going to the park to pick pebbles then paint them different colours, write some words on it and giving them to my friends but thats so stupid its like i want to stone them to death or something.

i love blogger. my whole internet explorer closed on me just now as i was blogging. then i opened explorer again and clicked 'recover post' and my whole post just appeared! (: yay-ah. i'm abit hyper today. maybe its the shitting. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

i just read my old posts and i think that compared to last time, i'm much more, uhm, mature? as in seriously. last time i was blogging nonsense. and seriously acting cute. =/ i always end my posts with lame ass words like LOLLIPOPS. ??? no idea what i was doing. and yeah, i think i prefer the present. (: much prefer the present and i think maybe i need to shit again. =x

okay i should stop already. i'm talking way too much crap. its the shitting i tell you.

`OUT.

I've got a Saviour and He's living in me, WHOA
I wanna know, I wanna know You today
And You're the best thing that has happened to me
And the world will never take
The world will never take You away

f&n. =S
thanks bf for blogging for me yo.
I LOVE YOUUUUU! haha.

i feel like shitting. i think too much adrenaline already. =D shit i think i should run to the toilet nowwwwwww. rawr.

anw yesterday was sad. ): we sent MsHo off to Sydney. rene and i went shopping first though. and i bought this top from Outfitter and shoes from Bugis Street. (: so happy please. AND NOW I FEEL SO BROKE. but its okay cos we're one week away from CNY babeh. omg i cannot cannot cannot wait to collect money and then spend spend spend. i think i better update my bank book before they just chunk up everything for me. rarhha.

yes and after shopping we went to the airport straight. it was so damn crowded inside the train. we couldn't even sit down and everyone was trying to grab hold of the handrail and i was actually leaning on it. and so, when we were reaching, i changed my shoes to the ones i bought. so coolio folio. (: and so we took the sky train to Terminal 1. the sky train not nice already. there's no more seat where people can sit in the front of the train. =/ so we saw the group of people gathered infront of the gates.

mingled ard with MsHo and some teachers were there too. omg and we prayed for MsHo. i wanted to cry then but i controlled myself. the rest were already tearing so i tried not to look at them. then we took a picture and hung ard waiting for Jenny. rawr, waited for MsHo to board the plane and yes, i finally cried. so many people were crying and it was so contagious. zomg at least i didn't bawl my eyes out.

dinner with rachel and rene at Popeye's chicken nonsense. and bus-ed home. camera whored yet again.

AIGHT I'M OUT TO GO SHIT. =D
SEEYA LATERZXZXZX.

HELLO! boyfriend here,hahaha.

ROZAND is going shopping with rene tmr at Bugis after school and that she is going send my ex form teacher off. she's gonna go melbourne to further her studies.

IM BORED LEH! ITS 1148PM. HAHAHAHAHA.

i'm supposed to be doing f&n and look where i am. (: haha i seriously have no mood i have no idea how the one's who're pro at f&n actually do it. its difficult to just concentrate on finding 8 recipes cos i have to find vegetarian recipes and some vegetarian recipes are abit sick. =/ i should've chosen the other question but NO i shall not regret now.

i felt emo this morning i swear i almost cried. i think rene's my happy pill. she wasn't in school today cos she was sick. and then when i was walking to school i just suddenly felt so sad. i'm abit mad i know but yeah. i seriously felt the need to sit down on the park bench and weep till my tears actually dry up and maybe be late for school. but i had Rachel with me so it didn't matter anymore. (: emo shitzxzxzxzxzx. i feel like slapping myself. YET AGAIN.

and today, xiuwen told me that there was this boy from her church who looks like James (her ex-crush) and that his name was the same as Comet's! i wanted to faint i tell you. cos currently, Rachel's obsessed with this boy from her church and his name's the same as Comet's too! then i was like, 'WAHLAO SO MANY PEOPLE POSING ME SIA.' hahaha damn idiotic right. maybe after today more people will start liking boys with the same name as Comet and it'll be thanks to me cos i set the trend! (: haha but his name's kinda rare i only know 2 people with that name.

monday's lessons were Boring with a capital B. need i say more? we had english, literature, math, bio, socials. i'm not complaining about bio cos i like that subject(: other than that, the rest were boring! we learnt more on vectors and i think its killer. the way msgan taught was so confusing i kept asking her to explain to me. i could tell she abit irritated but so many girls didn't understand. and shit i just remembered to do something for math. omg i think i should cheong tmr during break. write one formula 50 times eh! just because i got it wrong. zomg. this sucks. ):

i just finished doing my chinese compo. bao zhang du hou gan. i don't like to do that but i have no choice cos if i don't i might get a scolding from laoshi. and i'm abit obsessed with chinese lately. i've been speaking in chinese to my friends and i bet it irritated them its like i'm some china student or something. wahaha and we have 2 periods of chinese tmr. =/

PE tmr as well and i dread it. Rene gets to pon cos she's covered with an MC. not fair laaaaa. i don't want to take PE. i hope its not intense madness training or whatsoever. i hope its something less tiring than skipping. (: if we do skipping every PE lesson i'll love PE. (: just too bad i can't grow anymore. thats what mrsteo says. she says that we can only grow sideways and thats what i'm doing now so i plan to grow inwards this year. i told my mom that i'm very depressed and that i don't want to eat. you know what she said? she called me SIAO. she gave me so much rice today.

OKAY THATS IT NO MORE THAN 1 PLATE OF RICE DAILY. (:
yeah right, rozand.

i can't believe i saw *him that irritant today. zomg la so fated? he totally acted like he didn't know me, which was good because i didn't want to talk to him. so yeah he looks retarded w/o any hair. like some coconut shell and he hasn't grown since the last time i saw him. eww gross. and i can't believe that i was actually 'related' to him in the past. omg the past is not good. i definitely love the present. and also, i should stop talking about him its giving me goosebumps and raising my adrenaline level. (i learnt that in bio.)

okay i'm very sleepy already. i think i shall head in to bed. i want to dream sweet dreams of Comet la. i think i dreamt of him last night leh. but i can't remember if i actually did. ohwells.

I can't live without You
I can't live a day without You! =D

I love my Father Up in Heaven.

the best class anyone could ever have:
4D2 0'6/5A2 0'7

i was having this coolio folio conversation with MANS(: yesterday and i need to put some parts of it up cos i think its hilarious. she said that i blog with so many details and then she was saying that she doesn't like people who goes into irritating details and here is where our nonsense starts. (:

♥ I'll be your love suicide says: give examples
♥ I'll be your love suicide says: LOL
MANS.❤ says: im thinking of examples
MANS.❤ says: like eg like this
MANS.❤ says: ohh i saw an ant on my leg and i started screaming. then my brother from 1 metre away came walking ohh super slowly then he used his index finger t fling it off me and i saw it fly dead on the floor
♥ I'll be your love suicide says: omg yeah. thats irritating
♥ I'll be your love suicide says: like writing compo like that
MANS.❤ says: ur turn t try
♥ I'll be your love suicide says: today i almost got banged my a car. i wanted to cross the road but got so many cars so i decided to jay walk over at the overhead bridge with lots of pink flowers on it. then i walked on the road and a very bright red colour car horned and almost crashed me. and i almost cried because i almost died. and then i walked home.
♥ I'll be your love suicide says: HAHAHA WTH
♥ I'll be your love suicide says: i tried.
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MANS.❤ says: lemme try this about bf and gf
MANS.❤ says: maybe a low class ahlian trying t act english talking
MANS.❤ says: tday i was walking at the botanical gardens with my bf. the sky was so blue i tell u it looks like the ocean. then he put his arm arnd me telling me how was his day. i started t scratch my armpits cos they were super hell of a damn itchy. (okay lemme giggle) we saw this nice newly painted brown bench and we sat on it. omg i tell u it was such a nice feeling and te wind blew. my skirt flew up.
MANS.❤ says: wait wait. my skirt flew up. damn! shldnt have let the birds and fishes had a chance t look at my panties. after that my bf helped me t put my skirt nicely down. he even wanted t go t the mama shop t get an iron t airon back for me. (well if there ever was a bloody mama shop in botanical gardens selling irons)
♥ I'll be your love suicide says: must talk broken english
♥ I'll be your love suicide says: like add in lotsa singlish too
MANS.❤ says: tday ah. this cheebye kia tell me she wanna hoot! me leh. i so irritated ah then i call my chap lo hoot! her back ah. she think she my mudder ah. hoot here and there. i make sure her backside tear into many many pieces sia!
♥ I'll be your love suicide says: my turn
♥ I'll be your love suicide says: todae iie wen to town wif my best fwens to watch dis dam nice movie wors. actuallie we dunno watch what de but see the tv down there play some shows quite interesting den we choose frm der lohs. after movie we wen to take neo prints. we inside der take sho many lame poses lohs. but iie tink its quite nice lah.
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yes, thats all. (: i know its abit crappy but its hilarious pls. i was literally laughing out loud can! omgosh mans if you're reading this, we need to do something like this again. it seriously tones my abs too hahaha. (: love you la! and i still haven't found my math counts book yet but i'll let you know asap aight?

i shopped today. (: actually i didn't intend to but i ended up buying the most things. i bought like 4 pairs of earrings and uhm, a Youth A live CD. yes i finally got my Youth Alive CD! (: and i got a Hillsongs CD from Jill (she lent hers to me actually) and i finally got the Prison Break from Mabel! (: haha time to attack the TV big time! omgosh i realised i'm abit high now. sorry about the retardedness.

Rene's not coming to school tmr. i'm gonna be pang seh-ed. dammit. nevermind. i've got rachel, well hopefully. i don't like to be alone, makes me feel damn emo and i might try to kill myself. =/ but nevermind. Rachel better not leave me alone i swear i'll cry in the toilet and stay there the whole day.

and today's conversation with Marc is killer! he kept forcing me to confess to comet but i seriously don't dare la okay. he has already helped me to compose the msg and stuff but its damn extreme! he said this:

long live the king! says:
hey (his name here), ive been wanting to tell you something, all these years that we've known each other. i like and love you. you make me smile whenever i see you,whenever we smsed. i really love you!(:
♥ I'll be your love suicide. says:
omg i should skip the I REALLY LOVE YOU part
♥ I'll be your love suicide. says:
i might scare him away

damn extreme right? lol. marc is just trying to kill me. (: hahaha. but i promise i'll tell him la now's just not the right time. omg la i feel like banging my head on the wall.

Samuel and i have discussed about what to buy Kelly for her birthday and that'll be a new hair tie and a hair band. her hair's so shabby it looks like some dog. and her hair tie is really spoilt. the elastic band has already broken and she's still using it. she isn't poor she can actually afford this nice nokia phone and yet she can't buy a new hair tie. so i think i'm gonna buy her a new hair tie and maybe Samuel will get her a hair band. okay, on. (:

i feel like sleeping already. but i need to say something: IMMA GO SHOPPING THIS WEEK YO. (: yep, you heard me right. i'm gonna be at novena shopping. i was there today and i didn't have time to browse cos we were in a rush. saw some really nice shoes and tops. oh yeah and i want to go to Bugis Street to shop. i was there the other day and so many things caught my eyes. too bad i can't buy black shirts for new year. =/ nevermind.

I WANT ANOTHER HOODIE. i saw this nice hot pink one at Animal. so nice but it costs more than a hundred bucks please. =/ =/ =/ not good. but i'm determined to buy the black hoodie i saw on this nice website. (: hurry up la, CNY, faster come.

i have tests this week. chinese formal letter writing. ): wo bu xi huan hua yu lei. ): but nevermind, i'll pass this test. i want to show the world that i can be cheena. oh and PE again this week. i bet its gonna be damn tiring and we're all gonna have muscle aches yet again. i need to exercise, i'm so fucking fat. TENNIS SESSIONS, ANYONE? [=

let's hope Rene can make it out on Tuesday. i've already written in my planner that Tuesday's my shopping day. so i don't care, i need to go shop if not i swear i won't concentrate in class. no more off shoulder tops for me, thank you. i should strike it off my list already. now i want teeshirts. yes, i want myself. HAHAHAHA. fuck. sorry for the profanities just felt the need to use it.

okay i should get my ass off this chair and onto my bed. its 10.39pm, half an hour to bedtime but i want to sleep early tonight and dream of Comet. yes i saw him today like fucking finally. (: and then maybe i'll dream of how i'll tell Comet about how i feel about him. haha yeah right. okay, i'll go now.

I DON'T WANT TO GIVE A FLYING FUCK.
but then again, who am i kidding?

HELLO! I'M IN A VERY GOOD MOOD TONIGHT. =DDD
but i don't intend to go into detail cos its not really important.

well anyway, i stressed out for nothing today. i thought of meeting Rene earlier in school to complete our uncompleted homework. i managed to complete my Geography and English non fiction review before assembly started. and then for geog she just went through the worksheet. i thought she was going to collect and mark la. waste my time only.

chinese was alright. we had group discussion and some sec4 girl had to join our group. she was abit weird, rebekah and i kept frowning at her. and her command of chinese is way power than us it was like she spoke in some foreign language. and i think we'll make her present on tuesday when laoshi asks us to. (: we can bully her since she's younger than us? but abit bad. i don't wanna present though! blahhhh.

i didn't watch Supernatural tonight cos i was too freaked out. my mom told me its about some skeleton thingamajig and i don't like skeletons so i decided to skip it. and i was talking to Clarence in han yu pin ying pls. so retarded. i was laughing like some mad cow la. and stop it, WO BU SHI ZHU, NI CHAI SHI! =D

oh yeah, for the tests which i mentioned in my earlier post, i said i might flunk them esp socials. and guess what? it was actually a quiz! -_-lll make me panic for nothing. and she even gave us clues and we could actually discuss. omg la. lucky i didn't carry the textbook to school or i would've wasted my energy carrying that heavy book. and as for f&n, it was what we actually studied in bio lessons? just that its shallower than what we learn in bio la. i actually wrote the bio facts and i'm sure i won't get really high marks for that but its okay. at least i know i won't fail. (: well, i hope. ha.

thank goodness its finally the weekends! (: i've been looking forward to it for ages please. this week has been rather hectic? i don't know. i suppose every week would be hectic. and i predict that next week would be a rather busy week because we've got to stay back for math remedial and a chinese test that ends at 4pm. and also, we've got more books to carry because its the even week. i don't really like even weeks but nevermind. (:

and during lesson today, i wrote this short entry in my notebook and i shall just quote one paragraph from it.

'i think i shall be emo and be a loner today. i shall sit alone for chinese lesson. but then again, i always sit alone in class so yeah. nothing new. i am a loner. so i shall sit alone and think of 7 different ways to scream your name kill myself. (p.s. that striking of words was intended.) yes, I AM EMO. beat that, self proclaimed clarence_emo!'

i was crapping but i really sat alone for chinese class today. and that sec4 girl who joined my group is scary! when i turned ard, she suddenly appeared in front of me. omg my heart stopped i tell you. i wanted to scream but i realized it was actually her. ahhem, cos she's actually quite, uhm big thats why. no offence la. =x

i think there's a semut crawling on my leg. wait let me sweep it off.

okay so i can't wait for sunday. (: i'm abit excited. imma get the cd from mabel yo. the Prison Break like FINALLY. i have to hurry watch it so i won't have to like, you know. OH YOU KNOW. (: hahaha. i feel like some idiot.

i like talking to xiuwen i think she's such a joy. (: and she told me that our school won against hwa chong in debating! zomg our school's so cool please. and then i told her why i was so happy tonight and she said that she didn't want to talk to me. =/ haha cos apparently she isn't having much luck with you-know-what. and i wanted to see a picture of her MONK but she claimed her picture's really small. here's our conversation:

♥ I'll be your love suicide. says:
don't sad la.
xiu wen` says:
haha no la not sad
xiu wen` says:
just that i want you all to see so that we can always laugh together, so fun!
xiu wen` says:
hahaha
♥ I'll be your love suicide. says:
haha!
xiu wen` says:
haha cos ah, our days in sec school are coming to an end soon, must treasure
♥ I'll be your love suicide. says:
yeah i know.
♥ I'll be your love suicide. says:
omgosh la. even if sec school days are gonna be over
♥ I'll be your love suicide. says:
we'll still keep in touch! (:
xiu wen` says:
but will definitely suffer from withdrawal symptoms lor, imagine leh, we've been seeing each other almost everyday

and i agree with her. =/ we'll definitely miss each other so everyone's telling us to treasure our times in secondary school. i definitely will pls. so many people are complaining about life in JC now. even some people i know who're in polys tell me life isn't good. so yeah, i'm trying my best to enjoy myself before we officially graduate! (: i love 5A2 '07/4D2 '06! =D class jersey class jersey class jersey! then we can gather and play soccer together. (((:

i'm so tired. its actually 12.15am now. i think i shall head in now. and i think emo bands are wayyyy hot please. no other genres can actually beat them laaaa. (: lyrics are so damn meaningful.

aights, i'm out yo. (:

`Everything is beautiful when you don't look down.

keep on screamin yo shits. =D

Something’s wrong with blogger I can’t seem to view my page. =/ I keep seeing the same page which says that they can’t complete my request. Wth I wanna see my nice nice blog skin hahaha.

I’m really tired of school now. There’s nothing much to add just that I have 2 tests tmr. And I haven’t started studying yet. Its f&n and socials la. I think I can handle f&n but socials isn’t my best subject so I might need to study more for that. And shit I just remembered I have an English book review to complete and a geography assignment to finish by tmr. Shit I also have math and its shitty loci. ): I’m almost done with it I just don’t know how to do a few questions so I think I shall copy instead. Heh.

Anyway, yesterday we went to get Rene’s ipod. And I’m sure she’s a really happy girl now. We wasted some time shopping ard the place cos we were at Raffles Place. I didn’t even know there was a Roxy down there. Oh and I think that the service there SUCKS and is totally biased. We (Rae and I) were looking at the clothes and in steps in some ang moh woman and suddenly the sales girl ran up to the woman to say ‘hi, can I help you mam?’ and she totally treated us like she didn’t see us at all. Omg such a bitch I tell you. When we were leaving we blinked at that stupid sales girl and walked out. I mean like, its not like as if we can’t afford or whatever. They’re just so damned biased towards foreigners la. Oh, Rae and I just messed up the clothes to make life harder for that bitchy sales girl. (:

So we had MOS burger for lunch and zomg the unagi rice burger is soooo nice. (x it was steaming hot when I bit into it and all the juice just flowed out. Crap I’m making myself hungry just by saying this. And the corn soup is oh-so-fab. We were making quite a lot of noise there and this woman actually changed her seat cos she was actually on the phone. But it’s a girl’s thing to be like that what. (: haha I want to go back there to buy the unagi burger I can’t get enough of it.

Then we walked to Funan. Walked up and down to find that particular shop where I bought my Zen from. I couldn’t find it and we took about 15 minutes to find it. Omg my bad. It was just one level below Challenger. =X then Rene looked at the ipod and the price was CRAZY. $299 for a 4GB ipod dammit. I was like, ‘omg Rene, but it now.’ And the best thing was that there wasn’t any stock for pink. -_-lll the salesman was really nice to us. I think he had lots of patience cos we were bargaining for him to give us freebies and to lower the price. Everything he offers we’d be like, ‘FREE?’ hahaha so retarded. Rene was disappointed when she found out pink was out of stock and I could see the sadness in her face la. She was contemplating on whether to get the green one and while she was doing that, the salesman called some friend of his. And he told us to go to Sim Lim Square to collect it. Double -_-lll

So yeah, we took a bus there and the ride was hilarious. The bus braked and everyone just fell forward la thank goodness I grabbed the handle hard or I would have landed onto Rene. So crazy we were going ‘Fuck!’ and yes, we were in our uniforms. (: so we alighted and while we were walking there we saw this scary Indian man lying on the floor and he was bleeding. So many people were staring but no one was actually tending to him. Such uncaring people right. Sigh.

And so we entered Sim Lim and zomg so many electronics down there. It had been ages since I was last there. We took the lift and the shop was right in front of the elevator doors. Collected it and bused home. Rene looked so excited her eyes were practically sparkling. HAHAHA. What the fuck.

And Singapore won against Thailand! =DD can’t believe they have no sportsmanship. Just because the referee gave Singapore a penalty kick they didn’t wanna play. Zomg they think what, so childish pls. I hope Singapore wins when they play against them again in Thailand. They will win I tell you. (:

Ah, I think Chinese lesson today was fun! Laoshi was being so cute I can’t stand it. She has mood swing faces la one second she’s so serious and the next she’s all smiley. Its kinda freaky but yeah, she’s cool. (: she gave us a trivia quiz today and we had competition among ourselves too. This kinda lesson’s much more interactive la. Rather than her boring lessons where she just goes according to the text book. And I’m hungry. Rawr.

Tmr’s Friday and how cool I have 2 effing periods of math. We’re gonna do shitty loci again la please spare me. ): but but tmr’s Friday! Then it’s the weekends alreadyyyyy. Omg I cannot wait. Then Friday night’ll be Supernatural. (: haha yay. (((: and I haven’t done my English book review. Shits. I just messaged Rene to ask her what homework she’s done and I bet she’s almost done with all cos I had a nap and that naptime could be used to do homework but who gives a shit.

I told Rene I want to blog like Christopher. But its really a challenge cos I need to sound really retarded in order pass. Its okay, I’ll try the next time I blog. (: I really have to make a move now.

So many wrongs made right
And I swear that I’m sorry, over and over
But how was I ever so blind?
This time you can trust me
I’ll forever stay sober.