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posted : Friday, March 30, 2007
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TELL ME BOY, NOW WOULDN'T THAT BE SWEET?(:

hello world! yesterday was the best day ever! partly because it was my birthday and also, my coolio folio, nice spice friends spent it with me too! (: well, school wasn't such a bore just that i had really bad cramps i wanted to die. and i skipped PE but mrsteo wasn't too happy about it. but thats beside the point. the point was that, i received nice gifts from people!

i received nice gifts from Rene, Rachel, Xiuwen and Janice and the rest just wished me but they were so sweet they remembered! (: i'm so blessed to have such nice friends. and then lessons weren't so bad thank goodness heh. so after school i left for home straight.

and i was late in meeting Jotham. i was supposed to meet him at uhm, 3pm but i left my house at 3 so i was 20minutes late. he was all nice about it la(: then Jill came down and we sat at BK eating onion rings and Clarence came! haha silly Jotham was giving me that face. and Jotham had to leave so we hurried down to Flash and Splash and they got me this nice white Volcom hoodie(: just that we, or should i say them, didn't have enough money LOL. Jill and i roamed Plaza yet again. Mabel came, Jill left. it was so retarded.

Rachel came after that. Mabel and i walked from Plaza to Wisma but she couldn't get her mini dress so we train-ed back. Jotham came but he stayed for awhile =/ had Swenson's for dinner. and the ice cream was awesome! Mabel left early to meet her friend so Rachel and i just talked basically at Swenson's. then we walked ard Plaza for awhile before heading home. we bought one FBT shorts each. yay i finally have red! camera whored and i hate people who stare at us HAHA damn.



(:

we were on the HIGH escalator, explains Rachel's face.

just playing at Carrefour. heh.


and today was alright too, i guess. (: there's nothing much to talk about. and tmr, we're off to Jenny's chalet. she hasn't even called to tell me the details =/ and i heard this particular group of people are going, i've no intention in going anymore. blahhhhh. but i'll go for Jenny's sake cos she's such a sweet girl and its her 18th birthday! haha yay.

something's wrong with my mom. she wants to see me and ask me a few questions i wonder what its gonna be about. hmmmm. maybe i should go see her now. and DAMN i missed Supernatural tonight. =/ I'M OUT.





its wonderful.

posted : Wednesday, March 28, 2007
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melancholy, black and white? goes oh-so-well together.

so hello ya'll. ONE MORE DAY(: haha its gonna be uhm, exciting? well hopefully la. but nevermind, let's talk about today.

so we cooked for F&N today and it was fun! we tried the new stoves and i think they're so coolio folio. Rene and i were abit panicky la cos we didn't really know how to use them stoves but we managed to cook the broccoli dish nicely without burning it. (: and i think semi-cooked broccoli is just totally nice! and our sauce thingy is awesome HEH sorraye, abit ego now. but yay, f&n was fun! i didn't screw it like i said i would. =D

and i think today was slack plack. blahhhhhh. and we had chinese test after school and we uhm, did the usual today but i think i'll only like get, 4 correct cos the rest, i didn't write down. =/ yeah but nevermind i'm not planning to pass the test though.

there's PE tmr, i have no mood. ): time of the month? YES, FREAKING YES DAMMIT. i hope we run tmr so that i can stop halfway. if we play games, i have no chance to pon cos who gets like sick halfway playing games? if we run we can cos i can say i have stitch but you know what? i shan't make excuses cos that just plain lame frame dame.

sorraye i'm in the mood for literature now(: cos we were talking about poetry today. and i think mrsKoh is so scary. she likes to tell us ghost stories, slowly build tension then suddenly scream out loud or do some retarded action. DAMN SCARY IT SUCKS. Rachel and i always get a shock everytime she scares us pls. she scared us twice today somemore like zomg my heart cannot take it la. she told us stories of Wuthering Heights (i'm reading the book now), The Ring and The Pit and The Pendulum. all are suspense stories it isn't good. waha.

and have i mentioned that i can't wait for tmr? (: my nice spice friends are taking me out to buy my present and then i'm having dinner with Rachel. i plan to go to SAKAE cos i haven't tried before, so has Rachel so yay. blah, i'm gonna skip CCA tmr cos if i don't, school will end at 6pm for me and thats definitely out of the question. dad, i want my money? HAHA. i need retail therapy la i swear i'll faint if i don't get it soon.

i just remembered i have Math assignment to do =/ damn. there are 6 questions and in each question, there's like 3 parts to it. Math is so annoying. and abit random but i think raja is just plain mean. she (kissed) samantha and made her cry today cos she caught her using her phone in class. then she told msgan about it but i'm sure msgan isn't that mean, she actually returned her phone back to her after school. i think msgan likes out class HAHA i really think she does hokai. =D

aight i'm outta here. till then, listen to EMERY for they are the shiate. [=

And i'm so over it

posted : Tuesday, March 27, 2007
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ashamed? i am too. (yeah, like WTF.)

HELLO WORLD.(: i think today was fun fun fun. i think i'm starting to like tuesdays and wednesdays cos its the slackest days. yeah balls.

i didn't have the mood to PE today so we played netball today cos the weather was bad. i was playing WA (or something) and i didn't even bother to guard the WD (or whatever) la. but at least i ran around like shit here and there. i just didn't catch the ball, only occasionally. and zomg butter fingers alert! waha. couldn't catch the ball properly today and my fringe kept flying into my eyes i think i'll cut it off. blah, i want nice straight bangs. on, mabel? =D

we're gonna cook one dish for F&N tmr blah. we're gonna use the new electrical stove for cooking now la it'll be difficult cos we only can use one pot to cook EVERYTHING. its like, if lets say we're gonna be stir frying, we'd have to fry it in a pot. and we have like 5 dishes to cook imagine how long that'll take just using one pot? blah stupid school and their stupid methods. the reason why they changed to electrical stove was because some girl burned her hair while doing her practical and the other time, we were using iron grills. how dumb right how can one burn her hair on an iron grill?

and for CCA, Ilyssa and i were sitting with the sec1s during their practice session with Mr Francis. and i think my juniors are like so damn retarded? okay, maybe i'm the retarded one but yeah. Ilyssa and i were calling our juniors names like BUNG and PASSIVE. we were like naming couples here and there it was hilarious. one almost cried cos we kept calling her BUNG although it was obvious she looks damn straight. (:

OH.EM.GEE. tingbitch looks hilarious trying to conduct the guitar ensemble la okay. i was sitting at the back looking at her conduct just now and she was trying to express her emotions by moving her body to the music and she looked like she was trying too hard to conduct properly and naturally la. i was trying not to laugh out loud omg you must see her conduct she's hilarious! she's so stiff and her arms are the only things flinging ard her body shows NO.NADA.ZERO.ZILCH emotions at all. failure.

okay, i'm outta here i gotta pack my stuff for tmr's practical. omg la maybe i'll pon morning jog tmr again. =D seeya lovelies!

tell me that you live for love, that forever is never enough.

posted : Monday, March 26, 2007
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whatever happened to those 'hi i love you' days?

well i'm back to blog. i'm grateful for having nice friends who were there for me at this point of time. (: thanks okay, i'm feeling a tad bit emo right now but i guess thats only natural. i had lotsa of time today so i sat down and thought. i don't suppose it was your fault entirely, maybe i'm also to blame and fuck, you know maybe i should just not talk about it anymore? since i said we're gonna give it a few days.
but who's gonna take the initiative?

and there's PE tmr i feel like skipping it. unless we do skipping lalala. sorraye, i think i need to go to bed now i might go bonkers. okie doke, i'm outta here.

i'm sorry if i've said anything to make you feel bad, i didn't mean it. i was in a bad enough mood already and that made me say nasty things. =/


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HELLO WORLD I THINK TODAY'S A FINE DAY, DON'T YOU THINK?

well i thought i'd have a bad day but surprise surprise, i'm actually quite happy. sigh, the marvelous things school can do to a person(: friends were there to listen to me and i'm glad they all tell me to cheer up. but you know, i shan't let go just as yet. all i can say is that i'm truly hurt and that i don't hate *you but i don't understand why you have to keep that away from me. maybe if you'd been honest from the start this wouldn't have happened.

this is going to be short. the bell just gone, so i'm outta here. imma go eat maggi mee at OMS. but before i do that, i have to pee i haven't pee-ed for the whole day, DAMN. =/ okay okay, i'm out. till then, don't ever lie to your friends, it might cause them hurt. (:

LOVE! =D

posted : Sunday, March 25, 2007
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and my mood is so ruined for my birthday because you lied to me.
thanks a lot, really.

posted : Thursday, March 22, 2007
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MUSIC IS LIFE. LIFE IS MUSIC.

thank goodness its friday tmr! =D yeah balls, i can't wait for the day to (start) end! HAHAHA. then we're going to Rachel's house after school to get our english project done. sigh, i'm quite sick of english already we just had 2 periods of it today. and then tmr, she's taking our break for stupid english 'remedial' lessons.

and then we have 2 periods of chinese tomorrow. we're gonna be doing zuo wen, about students wanting to work during the holidays. i think i should be able to write cos i've got personal experience. (: yeah balls, i miss ToysRUs. but thats beside the point, i'm not gonna talk about that.

we had chinese test yesterday and i swear i wanted to pon okay. Rene, Rebekah, Samantha and i wanted to go home right after school but everyone backed out in the end except for Samantha and i but well, we were outnumbered so we decided to go for chinese class. and then! when laoshi gave us our papers i looked at the yanyus and went, 'okay thats it i'm gonna YOUKNOWWHAT.' and i did. (: but laoshi kept walking ard i only managed to look twice la. =/ better than nothing, i hope i pass. WAHAHAHA.

i am sleepy, lethargic but i shall complete this post. first, i'm gonna talk about CCA. then i'll type out this composition i did. (: HAHA. yes. i went to OMS with Rene to have lunch. apparently there was this guy who was standing at the 2ndlevel's corridor and he seemed to be really tall and i asked Rene to look. and then that guy kept on looking at us too. we sat under block125 and even though he was at block126, he could see us. then we ordered our noodles and when we walked back, he 'zhoot'(spelling?) us but we ignored. while eating he kept saying 'HELLO!' but we just pretended we didn't hear AND THEN the guy came running towards us and he put a piece of paper in front of me, mumbled something in chinese and ran away. we were abit uhm, stunned. HA, it was some guy's name, number and some gang symbol under it. we're gonna give it to Grace tmr. (:

yes and after CCA i was afraid to go home la SIAO. it was raining so i walked in the rain. sometimes, i love to walk in the rain. (: and thanks Danial for accompanying me! you're nice. (:

alright, my compo. i used Clarence's name in it and i got highest in class. but uhm, i scored only 19.5/30. which gives me a B3. =/ i'm sorry you died in my story Clarence.

THE BRIDGE
In the rural areas of a less populated country, Africa, there lies a bridge which links the well-to-do Africans to the poorer Africans. The bridge was old yet sturdy and it was made out of wood by the previous ancestors of several Africans living in the village. The village was divided into two portions and a huge valley of raging whirlpools of water gurgled below it. This particular bridge holds a significance in almost every African's life as it had been there for centuries and yet it still stands but it had holes here and there which were caused by the occasional trips made by the citizens and their camels.

Clarence, the son of an old African woman lived in the area with the well-to-do people. His mother, on the other hand, lived on the other side of the village, across the bridge. Several times Clarence had persuaded his mother to move into his luxurious two-storey atap house but his mother would refuse, saying that she would have to leave behind beautiful memories of her house. Clarence would visit his mother occasionally when he had the time to because most of the time he was busy tending to sick Africans in his little self-established medical clinic. He was one of the lucky few to get picked by Dr Anderson to be his student when he came to Africa for a missionary trip, thus Clarence learnt how to be a doctor and was successful.

Clarence's mother did not have a healthy body and she suffered from a weak heart problem so he would bring her medication once a week and the only way to get to his mother was by the bridge. He would walk in such a way that he avoided the holes as they were about two inches in size and his mother always warned him to stay clear of the holes. He had been living at the other side of the village for the past 3 years and he knew which steps to take across the bridge without looking, he knew all the steps by heart.

One fateful day, as Clarence was attending to one of his patients, the pharmacist rushed into the room with a face as white as a sheet of paper. She told Clarence that his mother's heart condition was worsening and that she had suffered a heart attack in a trembling voice which made him dash out of his seat.

His heart was thumping hard in his chest and he felt like his lungs were about to explode but he kept running and running. His feet were burning through the soles of his shoes and he felt his leg muscles start to constrain but he did not care. All he cared was to get to his mother. Images of the people shopping in the area and children playing were whizzing past him and they were all a blur to him. He focused on reaching the bridge without stopping.

The bridge was right in front of him and he raced towards it. He heard the thumping of his footsteps on the solid wood planks and it sounded like what he heard in his head which was the pounding of his heart, ever so clear and distinct. He was almost there now but he stepped onto one of the holes and the bridge creaked loudly. He thought nothing of it and continued running and landed onto yet another hole and it creaked even louder and it seemed like the ground had opened up and swallowed him because it did. The hole he stepped on caused the wood to splinter and crack even more, causing Clarence to slip through.

He did not have time to react and he fell, fell towards the churning waters beneath him. He was bewildered. He knew his way across the bridge like the back of his hand and yet he was careless about it. Tears flowed instantly as he thought about his mother waiting for him and he mouthed the words 'I love you, mom. Goodbye.' and together, with his mother, they breathed their last as he plunged into the water which engulfed him instantly, while his mother's heart stopped beating.

THE END. and guess what my teacher said? 'Good english. Significance of bridge-not clear.'
not clear meh? i think its clear lohzxzxz. HAHA. (:

aight, my bed's calling me! i'm outta here ya'll.
till then, don't play with fire kiddos. (:

Why does it always rain on me?

posted : Wednesday, March 21, 2007
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G'DAY MATE!
=D what up? haha. i'm having f&n now in the computer lab. and i'm not doing anything. an hour has passed and yet i've not done anything. see, this is what it means by sitting on our work. (: yes, i shan't go to that. all i want to do is EAT! i'm starving la i only had some small pao today and a cup of milo. my stomach has growled several times it sounds like a monster's inside.


chapel's after this and then it'll be break time! (: i can't wait for break, i need to eat yozzzzz. HAHA. and then there's 2 periods of math later, i haven't done a single thing for math. we've to do some math problems but i haven't touched it. =/ who cares la, i have 2 breaks later on.


xiuwen was telling me about Grace Yong and the way she runs. cos we had level morning run today but rene and i skipped it. (: so after the run, xiuwen told us that the way she runs is disgusting cos she actually sways her body side to side like she's posing for bay watch like that. thats quite gross right. and i can't stand it, she looks like a COW. moooooo! GOT MILK?
rarrha.

i have chinese test later. ASDFGHJKL! i don't want it, i feel like going home halfway la okay. i need to rest my legs i don't know why they hurt so much. i can't even walk properly i seriously think i pulled my muscle. mrs teo thinks i keep wanting to skip PE, well thats true but my reasons are valid okay. she has to believe me. (:


okay, internet is lagging on me its so frustrating. =/ I think there’s something wrong with the wireless connection. Omg la what for make it wireless when it doesn’t even work and lags somemore? Stupid la okay. Hmm, nevermind. I don’t care anymore. Blahhhhh. Okay, that’s it. Internet suddenlt spoil, I’m angry. Thank goodness I transferred my post onto Microsoft word. So frustrating! =S okay, I’m outta here. PEACE.


Till then, study hard and don’t talk to strangers!

I’m hot cos I’m fly, you ain’t cos you not.
THIS IS WHY I’M HOT. (:


posted : Monday, March 19, 2007
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dawg, i need to start using photobucket from now.
PEACE OUT
I'm gangster, straight up, G. =D

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I could write another letter and never write one word.


hello world, i'm back to blog again! (: yes, i went to eat Mcdonalds just now yo. so my cravings have been satisfied and now i feel fat. and i don't think i'll do PE tmr but i'll just see how it goes. my calves are aching i think i pulled a muscle or something. oh please let me walk fine tmr, God. although i very much do not want to do PE. (:

and yes, its 10.41pm now and i'm not in bed yet. i told me mom i had homework to do (which is true!) but actually, i just wanted to have an excuse to use the computer today. sigh, i so want to talk to YOU-KNOW-WHO today but he's not free. =/ and not say that i haven't been talking to YOU-KNOW-WHO but i just really like, miss him la. shiate. =S

things have been happening to my friends and it kinda made me wonder about my life. i mean, my future. my friends, okay, friend, has been going through this rough patch with her boyfriend and they ended up breaking. it saddens my heart but yet, i'm just relieved she doesn't have to go through such a stressful relationship. but yeah, who am i to say this, i was just wondering if such a thing will happen to me. yada yada yada. i don't know what i'm talking about.

i bought a new pink colour file! imma bring it to school tmr(: and the BATA shop at Heartland looks really nice! it kinda draws me towards it now. no wonder they had a renovation la. the purpose was to draw more customers to them. BLAHBLAHBLAH.

and i have depressing CCA tmr although school ends at 2pm! =/ CCA ends at 6pm which is 4 hours later la! so stupid right. and somemore, school ends at 2pm on tuesdays, wednesdays and thursdays and yet, all 3 days, we have something on after school. tuesdays and thursdays are CCAs and wednesdays are freaking chinese classes. and speaking about chinese, we have a chinese test this wednesday and i'm not looking forward to it. i think i need Kelly to tuition me. i can't believe i'm actually saying this, DAWMN.

alrighty then, i'm outta here! dreamland, here i comeeeeee(:
till then, take care ya'll and don't jay walk, use the traffic lights!

And my strength is failing, and I can't go on this way

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hello world i'm in the computer lab now doing stupid F&N which is just boring my ass off. i also need to go to the toilet to pee i haven't pee-ed for the whole day. SIGH. i need to pee damn bad i think i'll run into the toilet after the bell goes. lalalala. first day of school sucks. =/

okay i'll just make this short and sweet. i'm gonna continue blogging later when i come home in about, hmm, maybe half an hour? haha. i feel like eating mcdonalds. =/ rawr. i wanna have sakae sushi too! hahaha. and you know what? I HATE GRACE (yong). she's such a pain in the ass la okay. sigh, she keeps smiling at me in school which is so retarded. i don't even know her and yeah, WHOOHOO she's abit of a goon eh? hahaha. i need to tell Clarence something so if you're reading this, ask me! cos i know i'll forget.

oh and i received Pocky from clarence! so there, CLARENCE IS THE NICEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! (: so yay, be happy okay? hahaha and thanks for Pocky yet again.

aight, i'm out! bell just gone so i'm gonna run to the toilet! =DD
PEACE OUT, A TOWN.
till then, Be good kids and listen to your momma.

posted : Saturday, March 17, 2007
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sometimes i like to sit at the window and think about things in which i hardly have time to think about.

well, hello world! (: how's everyone doing? well, the holidays are coming to an end in just 2 days and i'm dreading it cos i haven't done a single freaking homework and that is just so encouraging. i've only managed to complete english because i felt that it is the most important right now. and the next homework i have to complete is Math and f&n cos if i don't i swear i'll get murdered by my teachers. how comforting. (:

i was at east coast yesterday. we woke up at 1pm and my mom had lunch packed home for us and we left after eating lunch. rented bikes and i can't stand it, my parents cycle so slow my bro and i had to keep on stopping to wait for them. and my dad likes to take pictures so he kept telling us to stop and pose for a picture which was so waste time la okay. but not his fault, he's behaving like some international tourist like that.

then we went home to rest for awhile and left again to Marina Bay to have steamboat/barbeque. it was super duper mega hyper nice la! i bet Clarence was jealous cos i was talking to him while i was eating. HAHA. and he told me he had 5bucks beef hor fun and i said that he's a rich kid la who buys 5bucks beef hor fun? but thats beside the point. one things bad is that the soup sucks, its quite bland and horrid. then we went home and had a picnic by the tv.

watched half of Supernatural (ha! i made it home in time to catch the show!) and then we watched this chinese horror show and it was kinda scary la. i couldn't sleep at night cos i kept thinking of the freaking ghost. i ended up sleeping at 4am please. =/ terrible rozand has a terribly weak heart but look, i'm not afraid to admit it yet again.

oh i bought the Yeah yeah yeahs tshirt already! i think it looks fab but its so huge its M size, male cutting. but who cares i'm just gonna wear it out. i think i'm wearing it tmr, for the amazing race thing. i'm also excited cos i'm getting Pocky, unless Clarence forgets which i think he will cos when i reminded him just now, he said,'OH YEAH.' which was so obvious that HE FORGOT. but nevermind. if i don't get Pocky, i'll hammer him. (:

okay peoplesxzxzkhskahofhdgjhhdiur, dinner's calling my stomach. so i'm outta here. till next time, keep away from porn and eat your greens! =D

We were this close to perfection, but why'd we let go of it?

posted : Wednesday, March 14, 2007
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i spoke to Akbar today on MSN and i just realized how long it has been since i last saw/spoke to him. i'm not saying that i miss him, I DON'T, i just feel that it has been a long time, thats all. i've mentioned him before in my blog and i remember saying that he's cute and blah. well i take that back, i don't think he looks cute anymore. this picture is evidence. (:

2 more hours and i'm out of this house. i'm going to Rachel's house later to continue with our freaking waste time english project. and how nice, i haven't exactly completed any holiday homework i'm so screwed. =/ and i admire myself for having the guts to sit here in front of the computer when i keep saying that i won't have the time to complete my holiday homework. i am such a contradiction but hey, who's complaining? i'm not.

sigh i feel a tad bit emo right now. i need to get out of the house and i can't wait, in about an hour and 20 minutes more to go. rawr i want to talk to Comet and i wonder what he's doing. =/ maybe later, or something. i hope he won't be working so i'll not bother him and stuff.

i think there was CCA today but i didn't go. no mood to go to school this holidays la. i know there's another practice tmr but i'm not going cos i'm going out with Sarah. and fuck, when i come home after Rachel's house, i'm going to start on my math holiday homework. after i complete that, i can shake legs. there's more but i don't wanna talk about it.

i turn to Saosin when i feel down i love their music especially 'Voices' by them. whoo! Saosin is the sex la. and Fall Out Boy is the shit. so yay. =D i know this is so random but i just had a bar of Toblerone and a packet of Ribena. whoohoo i think Toblerone makes me high and mighty yo. but then again, i think its all the blackcurrants in the Ribena. why? have you seen the Ribena advert? all the blackcurrants running and hopping ard the place. now i feel like jumping and dancing. WAHAHA i've gone bonkers.

okay ya'll, i'm outta here for good. then after that, maybe i'll blog again tommorow cos its Thursday. (: and i can't wait for Friday cos Supernatural's starting yet again. everyone, eat your cheese cakes! till then, drive save and say no to drugs. =D

fucking miss those days.

peace out, A town. (:

YOU'RE EVERYTHING TO ME

posted : Monday, March 12, 2007
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hellooooooooo(: today was a cool day.

i woke at 11am today. supposed to be at Rachel's house at 11am la best. but Rachel was still asleep so i guess it didn't matter that much. showered and i met Rene at the void deck of Rachel's house. when we reached her house, she was still sleeping la. !@#$%^&*() so we woke her up and she still wanted 5 minutes more to sleep. so lazy right? yeah i know.

started on the english project as soon as Rachel got up. her computer was working perfectly and all. cos initially, we intended to do the project on her brother's computer but after trying her computer, we realized that it could be used. her maid made us some noodle thingamajig and the best thing was that before we had the food, we were looking at her father's mealworms that were food meant for his fish. then Rene had to say that our noodles look like mealworms, how convenient. i managed to gulp down 3/4 of it but Rachel was acting all retarded i had no appetite to eat anymore.

then we went back to do our project and BAM! her computer died on us. so we went to her brother's room to do it instead. while surfing the internet, we couldn't sit still cos his internet was so damn laggy and then we decided to go to my house to do it. it was just a decision we made on impulse so we left for my house. bought bubble tea and some food from heartland first.

thank goodness my computer's in working condition.(: we managed to do a little bit and started on our powerpoint slides. and then we side tracked and started surfing other websites. yeah, and we wanted to find this particular girl on myspace we actually sat through browsing 57 pages of friends to find her profile but to no avail. we were so angry la wasted our time. and until now i still have no luck in finding her profile. =S

we're gonna continue our project on wednesday. let's not side track anymore babes.(: yeah i know i won't keep to my word but whatever i said.

gonna go out with my mom tmr cos she's applying leave. either we're going cycling at east coast park or we're going SPCA. yeah i know going SPCA's abit weeetarded but i haven't been there in a looooong time so why not right? (: my brother damn spoiler roiler la he doesn't wanna go out together with us. i know what he wants to do la i can read his mind cos i'm his sister and we have freaking telepathy. i bet he went smoking today but thats not the point because i don't want to care about him anymore. Rachel says 'let him smoke until he dies.' yeah, but if he dies i won't have a companion anymore. omg can someone please help my brother stop smoking?

but yeah, tomorrow will be a better day i'm sure. i have tons of homework to complete and thats just depressing because i can't relax and yeah, why call it a holiday when there's so much homework given? i have like 7 things to complete and omg, i doubt i can complete everything in a week. =/

i can't wait for sunday to come. yeah i guess you know my reasons but i shan't say them here. if you can read my mind then, good for you. it helps that you and i have telepathy. and maybe right, i need to slap myself. i realized i've got this habit of talking to myself recently. i think its the stress. hmm, yes, its definitely the stress thats getting to me. how apt.

okay then, i shall stop right here. i know you like my blogskin its so bright and motivating it kinda blinds you when you look at it. next time wear your sunglasses sweeties! HAHAHA. i'm high and i miss marc and comet. but Comet ain't free to come online because he's working. and as for marc, i don't know what's up with him he hasn't msged me at all today. =/

The secret silence is the secret safe

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Hello all you retards(: its me, your fellow comrade. Peace to all you retards out there. Please pardon me because I’m feeling a little bit high now and I hope you won’t have the urge to whack me in the face with a flipper slipper(:

Today was coolio folio cos Jedidah, NICE JEDIDAH, gave me Hello Panda! I so did not expect to receive anything from her and while I was talking to Jotham, she came up to me and handed me the box of Hello Panda. I was so surprised I didn’t know how to react all I could do was say ‘thanks.’ Well, Jedidah, you’re such a darling! Thank you, thank you(:

Oh and Kelly had mood swings today she pissed me off quite a number of times. I didn’t bring my bible (as usual) today and her face went from pale to BLACK JACK okay. And Samuel, Mabel and I kept talking to one another Kelly was abit pissed she come and attitude us. And then Jotham told us that YJ liked Mabel! Like, ZOMG ZOMG. We kept teasing Mabel though she didn’t want to say anything. Omg Mabel, I know your secret! =DD

Went shopping at Tampines mall and the place is filled with disgusting ahlians and ahbengs. And the ToysRUs there is pathetic the smell of the place is so stale and the store is so small as compared to Forum’s outlet. We just walked in and then left after 5 minutes cos there was NOTHING to see. And I wanted to buy my ballerina pumps la but my mom suddenly said no? So angry with her okay. But its fine cos she plans to buy me the handphone that I want, hopefully she doesn’t go back on her word.

I’m going to Rachel’s house tmr to do stupid waste time English project. =/ not looking forward to it cos we’ve to do a project about the Holocaust. So stupid right? Yes I know it is very stupid. I don’t understand why we have to do about something so sadistic and all. Looking at the pictures, its quite disgusting and depressing I seriously don’t get why Hitler needs to do that. But yeah I’m going out of point right now so maybe I should stop rubbishing. (:

I need Cassandra to come online to send me songs! I want one thousand and a million songs to fill up my mp3 HEH. I don’t want to do my holiday homework. ): I have tons to complete everyone’s feeling the stress. Crap la dey. Don’t you just hate this? Oh, you do? Well, yay! Join the club where we all hate doing holiday homework. Okay shut up.

I was supposed to get Pocky wocky today but guess what? The provider decided to leave church early and I didn’t get a chance to see him so I didn’t receive them. =’c then he blamed me for not wanting his Pocky when it actually wasn’t the case. But its okay cos I’m getting them next week. (: and I plan to slack for the event happening next week. Just gonna watch everyone play the games and all. Maybe Jill and I will go shopping ard the area or something. See first. And I hope Kelly doesn’t like, embarrass us or something and I think maybe it’s the other way round.

Well then, I’m out tout. And Clarence, I updated my wishlist! Happy picking boy. =D

Thanks to Clarence, I'm in the rhyming mood right now la. rarrh.

There are many things that i would like to say to you but i don't know how.


posted : Sunday, March 11, 2007
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Hello world(: wassup?! omgosh I can’t help but feel tickled whenever I say that. Yeah, you probably wouldn’t know why but it doesn’t really matter if you know it or not. (:

I was at the IT fair just now and it was super duper mega hyper crowded there it was difficult to get from one booth to the other. Rachel met me somewhere in there and we took like 5 minutes to find each other! Saw her iggypoop and we walked the place but there wasn’t really anything to see. I bought a ear piece for like 10mega cheap bucks! And Rachel and I kept screaming cos people would squeeze us and all. It is an advantage to be short cos people won’t nudge you in the chest as you’re walking. Lucky Rachel. =/ then we went to find her iggypoop after that. It was so difficult to get inside the convention hall la okay. Hate those adults who kept pushing. And my bro and I played the ‘WHAT COLOUR, WHAT COLOUR’ game. So hilarious!

Well, yesterday, school ended at 11.20am so we went to town to walk ard. Rachel, Rebekah, Diane and I went out together. Rachel and Rebekah wanted to get a hair cut so we went down to Far East cos Samantha recommended a particular hairdresser to them. And I love the chicken rice! So nice and super fragrant. (: Diane and I waited for them to get their hair cut and then we walked ard Far East. While walking, guess what? I bumped into Clarence la. Such a coincidence. And I found nice and cheap hoodies already! I can’t wait to get monaye so I can go shopping. Oh and I found cool band tees too. Omg I am so excited to go for a shopping spree!

And tmr’s Sunday. We’ll be having normal service so it’ll be rather boring. We’re going for a buffet tmr and I’m scared cos I might eat and eat like some pig (I am not one!) haha. I need to lose weight I feel so obese sometimes I get all depressed. And I know I’m going out of point here but who cares. (: thank goodness it’s the holidays I need a break.

And speaking about holidays, I need to seriously sit down and concentrate on studying. My results for Term 1 sucks to the max I failed 3 subjects. ): I got the highest in class for f&n but its only a B3, tell me how depressing is that? =/ I have to engage a tuition teacher for Chinese and math but then again, I detest tuition lessons cos they bore the shit out of me. SIGH. I need like 100% discipline to do this man. Chinese O’s are in May and that 2 months away.

Okay, Imma post pictures, I shan’t type anymore. (:

rachel looks so cute here. hahaha.

and here, she looks sleepy. HAHAHA.

AHLIAN WORXZXZXZ.

yeah okay, stop staring at my zit.

thats whats on my wall. (:

our f&n intern teachers. we'll miss you both!

okay world, i'm out(:

posted : Wednesday, March 07, 2007
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hello world(: whats up whats up? HAHA forgive me, i'm a little bit high now. its the time i tell you. yes i definitely is. (: sigh i'm hungry, and i want to go and sleep already. i'm so tired and sleepy! =/

i blogged this morning but i didn't manage to publish it cos i was typing in in Microsoft word and didn't have the time to come online to publish it so its in my floppy disc now but this crazy laptop that i'm using now doesn't even have a floppy disc slot. so i can't retrieve my post, maybe next time.

finally my stomach ache is gone. *hint hint* haha but its not your faulttttt.(:

i have CCA tmr and i have no mood in going. CCA just bores me to death okay. at least CCA wasn't that bad on Tuesday cos i got to know my juniors, yes the sec1 juniors. they're one bunch of quiet/retarded students. and one claims i'm scary. like uhm, i am not. i just wanted her to play the guitar piece for me and she kept laughing and whining, laughing and whining i swear i was quite pissed off. but CCA was alright. i think this particular one is rather sweet looking. HAHA. i sound so paedo. EEEEE.

chinese lesson today was boring and totally unfair. other classes got to go home early cos their teacher couldn't make it to class. but our teacher could come and she gave us chinese assessments to complete which was so stressful for us cos the sooner we finished, the sooner we could go home and all of us were rushing and rushing we just randomly picked answers here and there. since it isn't counted, we couldn't care less. and this ANN NA is such a liar. i wanted to pon chinese at first then she said she was going. but when i turned up, she wasn't there. and i saw her running ard school and she claimed that she thought chinese started at 3.30pm. rawr, so unfair.

rene and i went OMS for lunch after that. we were having a nice time eating our maggi mee when 2 little brats came to interrupt us. one young girl and her brother came up to our table and started squealing. it was so irritating rene and i pretended they weren't there. they kept saying 'hello' and we think that they don't have money to eat food cos they kept staring at our food. i bought this packet of Twisties and the girl had the nerve to touch my packet. rene thought she was going to take it away and if she really did, i'll seriously slap the girl even though she's like how young. i don't like small kids la. i'm a scrooge. HAHA.

okay i think thats about it. i'm getting really irritated freaking mosquitoes keep coming to me. i have like tons of bites already i need to kill all of the stupid mosquitoes. argh. i just killed like 2 today and there are actually somemore left. thanks to my mom la she still keeps the pussy willows in the house and i bet thats the mosquito breeding ground. thank goodness she cleared it already so i hope i'll have a peaceful sleep tonight.

okay then. i'm outta here.(:
peace to all you hippies out there. HAHA. (inside joke)

ITS YOU I CAN'T DENY.

posted : Saturday, March 03, 2007
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my mom and i are going to my grandma's house today for dinner and i don' t wanna go. -sulks. we've to take our own public transport there and that sucks cos my mom doesn't dare to drive the car there. my dad's not in the country so he isn't able to send us there. so we're gonna have to share the bus with disgusting YOU KNOW WHATS and i'm not looking forward to that. ):

anyway, i wanted to blog in the computer lab yesterday while i was doing my f&n but i couldn't cos MrsNair was walking ard and she doesn't like us to surf the internet while we're doing our work. only 7 girls came for lessons cos 20 girls went for the career talk and 2 of them had their own events. so it rather retarded, 7 girls in class for Socials and f&n. Rachel and Rene pang seh me la, i was so sad and alone i wanted to be emo and cry to myself. HAHAHA.

and some freak called me during chinese lessons i think he got the wrong number or something. i'm not sure if its a prank or something else but yeah. when i msged to ask who that person was, he msged me in malay la i didn't understand a single word the msg said. person said that his name was Safwan and when i was looking at Alif's friendster today, i saw one of his friends who's called Safwan but i doubt it's that guy cos it'll be abit retarded right. maybe i should ask Alif later.

church tmr and im excited cos i'm getting Hello Panda. omg Clarence better not forget to buy me Hello Panda or i swear i'll dao him for one week. HAHA. and i owe him his prison break i just realized he's lent me his disc for like close to one month already. i won'tbe surprised if he forgot about it, oh because you know why. he's the ultra blur guy.(: whoa that rhymes! okay, i was just joking okay. don't go and poison my Hello Pandas.

i was reading my old posts in blogger like 2 to 3 years ago and i can't take the way i used to blog. maybe 3 years later, when i look at my old posts, i'd say the same thing but yeah man. i don't like the way i typed too its quite irritating. and all that Sparkler and Mestika shit, OMG please. and i still can't believe that i actually liked this ultra mega hyper pervertic guy before who's some paedo. ARGH i think i was insane last time. i still am but i won't be insane to the extent that i'll go like some pervertic guy. (: the furthest i'd go is to just like an emo boy. YAY.

we're going Vivo tmr. my dad won't b e ard so hopefully i'd get to do some shopping. and i need to go ToysRUs i miss everything/toy there! omg i keep talking to my friends about how much i miss work and how much i want to go back even thought the pay's peanuts. its just all about the environment and people whom i'm working with that matters(: i want the year to end quickly so i can go back. maybe i'll talk to the manager and ask them to raise my pay. HAHAHAHA.

i need to get a move on already. i need to say that my com's down and that i'm using thi lousy laptop which is why i'm not on MSN. this feels deja vu cos my com was down before and i had to use this same laptop and i remembered saying it in my blog before. i need my dad to come back and get the com fixed so i can go onto MSN again and listen to my coolio folio songs. =/

i love SarahChoo and sarahTsang i think they're the funniest people in CCA ever. they came down when i went for CCA on thursday and we had fun laughing at practically nothing and we kept on going on and on about 'Taufik' man. DAMN. those were the days when they'd tease me about 'Taufik'. and my conductor has lost like so much weight he looked so handsome when i saw him the other day! he said i had become prettier and it felt weird cos he kept giving me this scrutinizing look. but his attitude hasn't changed he's still so lame and crappy. okay i think CCA is fun so i shall go for every session so that i can get my CCA points. (:

alrighty then. shit, i don't wanna go to my grandma's house. ): i'm gonna be so alone cos my bro isn't coming along he's out with his friends. i shall bring my mp3 and my storybook along to keep me entertained. my mom wished for heavy rain and i just heard thunder but there's not rain yet. i dont wanna take the bus SIGH. no choice i've got to accompany my mom. well, wish me luck!

Its a love crime to me.